Alex

Just where I revert to my 14 y/o self when the dorm life gets lonely

[thekidsarentalright]

In the dark, and I'm right on the middle mark, I'm just in the tier of everything that rides below the surface, and I watch from a distance seventeen and I'm short of the others' dreams of being golden and on top, it's not what you painted in my head, there's so much there instead of all the colors that I saw. We all are living in a dream but life ain't what it seems, oh everything's a mess and all these sorrows I have seen, they lead me to believe, that everything's a mess... but I wanna dream, I wanna dream, leave me to dream. In the eyes of a teenage crystallized, oh, the prettiest of lights that hang the hallways of the home and the cries from the strangers out at night, they don't keep us up at night- We have the curtains drawn and closedWe all are living in a dream but life ain't what it seems, oh everything's a mess and all these sorrows I have seen they lead me to believe, that everything's a mess but I wanna dream, I wanna dream, leave me to dream. I know all your reasons tokeep me from seeing everything is actually a mess but now I am leaving, all of us were only dreaming, everything is actually a mess

[public-school-quoted]

"I had a dream that I was in Nazi-occupied Germany but it was Lego animation."

[miiriya]

[lynxxlegacy]

💀

[lynxxlegacy]

Do any of my friends other than Anna have Twitter?

No.

Does anyone see my posts?

No.

Am I gonna keep posting useless stuff that makes me feel better?

[lynxxlegacy]

I miss school

[lynxxlegacy]

“I know that I forget about appointments sometimes, and I leave my clothes laying around, and I get distracted playing video games. But that doesn’t mean I’m a joke.”

Sam Evans, 5X19

[lynxxlegacy]

In the last 24 hours, I have spent 10 hours & 45 minutes playing Skyward Sword, 5 working, and 2 visiting with some of my favorite people. The rest was me thinking deeply and innovatively of things I will probably never do. Or driving. Or both 😉

[lynxxlegacy]

[saturdaynightagain-deactivated2]

my fav thing abt imagine dragons is that they are great allies and like super super pro-lgbt and stuff and speak out abt injustices to the lgbt community and dedicate songs n stuff to us but dont act like they deserve an award for it or are like akin to god bc they're supportive and dont do it Just during pride month like idk its just . sexy

[lynxxlegacy]

Why Am I Temporary?

How is it that every single time I begin to trust someone and love someone to the point that I don't think I could survive without them, they decide that they can do away with me.

What is it that makes me so easily disposable after a couple of years? Does my emotional attachment become too much to bear? Does my complaining become more noticable than my positivity? Do I lose touch with myself? Or is it just that the second I show someone the depths of my past, who I was becomes more important than who I am?

My best guess would be all of the above, but these are all things that others have. What is it about me, that makes my friendship disposable? Why is it about my companionship that has a recyclable feel?

Why do I wear out?

Why am I so easy to let go of?

I always get to this point. I always attach myself so strongly to someone that I become reliant on them. With this comes the fact that if they were to push me away suddenly, I would be completely broken for at least a good period of time and parts of me would never repair. However the person would be able to brush me off like a small parasite and continue on with their day without a scratch on them.

This is why short-lived attachment will be the death of me. Because for some reason, I have allowed myself to become something that loses its value over time.

Why have I done this?

[lynxxlegacy]

If making mistakes means you’re a “person” then I suppose I’m twice the person I used to be

[lynxxlegacy]

I officially look like a punk rocker💁🏻‍♀️

[lynxxlegacy]

“So I will choose to be with you, as if the choice were mine to make. But you can make decisions too. And you can have this heart to break...”

~ Mariana’s Trench, And So It Goes

[lynxxlegacy]

"I thought time was supposed to heal, it don't do shit but keep you feeling older."

~ Mariana's Trench, I Knew You When

[indievixen]

Know your worth,

Don’t let the world make you just another a stepping stone

A fleeting moment a passing feat

Don’t let them make you think that I’m fine is fine

Because fine is not fine

We are more than our fears,

we are more than our demons,

we are more than what we were and

We

Are

More

Than

Enough

You are more than enough

Always your status no matter the cause

You’re imperfectly perfect what are the odds?

Try to see yourself as lovely as I see you

Stay as strong as you can

And never be anything less than the world has you planned 🖤

Encouragement // k.e.b.

[ink-and-oceans]

“It can be terrifying to let something go, even if you know it’s not right for you because we’re afraid that it will be the most right thing that’ll ever come around.”

— tara love / and sometimes it feels right too

[lynxxlegacy]

THIS

[just-shower-thoughts]

Therapy is a software update. Surgery is a hardware upgrade.

[lynxxlegacy]

Oh shit