When there was me and you
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@lyricky-a
When there was me and you
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i have feelings for u. not telling u which ones.
sorry i can’t go to school my earphones aren’t working
This is a nightmare. Everything is terrible. Love is dead.
where do you go when you close your eyes?
SMILE
everyone you've ever known has an arm reaching out to grab ahold of you before you leave. each and every one of them is ice - cold -- it hurts to be loved so much. even now, you feel your mask slipping and hear yourself practically begging for it to stay in place. nobody is allowed to see you as anything other than what you think they should see. curiosity did kill the cat, after all.
tagged by: stole it from @risenwtch tagging: tag, you’re it !!
okay the tea is that ricky used the drama club / musical as an escape from his home life and everything that’s falling apart in his personal life. it was a place he can go to forget about all of his problems and just have fun focusing on something else for a few hours. ricky seeing both of his parents together smiling, laughing, enjoying the show gave him a sense of hope that maybe things could go back to normal. when his mom’s new boyfriend showed up to the show ( LATE MIGHT I FUCKIN ADD ) it shattered that hope. not only that but suddenly his problems invaded his safe space. it ruined everything and clearly sent ricky into a state of panic. not to mention, he finds out there’s talent scout for a fine arts conservatory in the audience. yes, ricky doesn’t want to ruin nini’s chances of getting into the school but i think it’s more than that. throughout the season ricky’s been getting hurt and kicked while he’s down. nini breaks it off with him and says she has a new boyfriend, effectively destroying their relationship and friendship. his mom comes home only to announce she and his dad are getting a divorece. ricky makes a new friend or flirtation whatever and finally thinks he’s found someone who really gets him ( aside from nini ), except now she’s moving away. all of these blows finally come crashing down in the middle of a performance and so ricky ends up doing what he does best: backs out and leaves when things get too difficult.
♪ ♫ * NINI ♡ / 001.
RANDOM STARTER I’VE OWED SINCE RINI EXISTED.
it was dark, you knew that. the exact time, you weren’t quite sure on. it’d been at least four hours, since you’d last eaten. yet more hours since, a bigger dent in this song, “ if i -, could just finish this song. i promise to let you return to your life. ”
a light laugh, as you face the computer screen. you’d been talking to him, for almost half the day. asking for help, then some more & more, until you’d figure he’d just want to stay. / @lyricky .
NINE PM AND READY FOR A LONG NIGHT . homework glares at him from the corner of his dorm . he doesn’t mind at all . nini takes priority . it’s the most time they’ve spent talking in months . sleepy smile , it’s endearing watching her fixate on the song . “ . . . nini , it’s midnight . ” he knows better than to think this bit of information will stop her . still he has to try .
“ you need to eat . you need to sleep . the song will still be there tomorrow . ”
*makes a jerking off motion every time someone with authority talks*
This is a nightmare. Everything is terrible. Love is dead.
before anything is finalized in the divorce, ricky makes it very clear that he does not want to leave slc. ricky loves his hometown and everyone in it and refuses to start over in chicago. not to mention he just got back together with nini. not wanting to disrupt his life completely, ricky’s parents agree to let him stay in slc during the school year. only during christmas and spring breaks does he make the trip to chicago. his parents agreed to alternate summers, but considering ricky is graduating in a year it won’t matter as he’ll be away at college (and also 18 and able to do what he wants).
♪ ♫ * RICKY + NINI EDITS ( 001 / ??? )
Someone please kiss me softly and tell me I’m good enough.