[lysoleil]

just a twincest sketch bc im too lazy to finish it 🫩

[lysoleil]

:/

[lysoleil]

this princess shit is SERIOUS for her

drawing teenage dexrita because of my AU (miami, 1990-something) and because i can 🥴 bye

[1428elmstrt]

"All those things that mark you when you're young, that make you what you are. You never escape them. They just wait, don't they?"

Ethan Chandler in Every Episode

↳ 2x7 | "Little Scorpion"

[vampirerelics]

[mysteryanimator]

slipping through my fingers

comm for the lovely @/WittyVitale on Twitter!! I think everyone is trying to make me cry doing these?

[ilunzaiola]

"You will come out of it... when you are at the heart of your trauma. When you found what you are here for."

[lysoleil]

my first fanfic in five years is about dexrita, bc they're important enough to deserve it 🤓

[lysoleil]

I think one of the worst things about being autistic is finding someone who seems like they actually get it, and then later they turn out to really not get it at all—the exhaustion, the need to pull away, the way you handle emotions. And it's so hard for an autistic person to put that blame on the other person; it always just falls back on you. It's this guilt, this crushing feeling of being completely alone.

I went through so much of my life not understanding why I just couldn't fully connect with people. And sometimes I get so overwhelmed in relationships because I'm constantly having to prove I deserve their attention, their love, their friendship. Honestly, it would be so much easier if they could just understand the way I move through life, because I do that for everyone else—I'm always trying to understand their issues and the stuff they're stressed about, even when it doesn't make any sense to me. I still make the effort, because it's part of caring about the people I love.

But when it's flipped, when I need that same thing, it just never comes. So I don't feel understood. I don't feel heard. Sometimes I barely feel loved, because people make it so obvious that they struggle with me. I just feel like I'm never really seen for who I am. People put all these expectations on me that I can't live up to, and I'm probably never going to be what they want me to be. And sometimes I push myself way too hard trying to at least give them some of what they're looking for, but honestly? I'm just so tired. I'm exhausted from having to do this every single day.

[princerevenant]

wounds + the winter journey

[lysoleil]

rita morgan would love pinkpantheress and newjeans

[lysoleil]

farnese by me <3

[itchyggo]

I 🩵 Biney!

[baobab-like-the-tree]

completeley torn apart.

[afacelesschampion]

DEXTER  /  4.12 “The Getaway”

[lysoleil]

an AU where rita moves to miami as a teenager and ends up going to the same school as dexter and debra, and they all know each other from the start :D

deb next?

[batwingzco]

i miss them