Do you think people can fall out of love?
“Do you think people can fall out of love?”
the sudden questuion surprised me. I put down my fork and stopped eating to look at my best friend. I mustered her for a short while, while her eyes were cast outside the window, looking into the distance. She was looking as graceful as ever and if it hadn’t been for the serious tone in her voice, I would’ve thought I just imagined the question.
I contemplated it for a moment, remembering that her and her partner had always been the picure perfect couple. They weren’t annoying or disgusting to look at like most couples you can see on the streets. Where ever they went, people enjoyed seeing them together. Some may have been envious, but in the end they were still an eyesight together. When they were with each other, nobody stood a chance. It was just them together against the world.
“I think that’s a thing, yeah.” I answered her while looking at her beautiful side profile. I myself have never been really good with realtionships. I was always the one to give friends advices that also always seemed to be good, but my own relationships never lasted.
‘I don’t think you ever loved me at all!’ said my last boyfriend when he broke up after two month. ‘Do you even know what it means to love someone?’ the girlfriend before him asked after being together for almost four months.
I did know what it meant to love someone. I loved this girl infront of me. I would give her the world, the sky, my life. She was the only one I ever truely loved and it was breaking my heart, that she looked so sad.
To anyone else she would’ve looked barely interested in our conversation, but I could tell that she had thought about this question pretty deep before saying it out loud and I knew she feared the answer to it since she already knew what I would say. We both knew how much these nine words hurt, each of them.
I put my hand on hers on the table. She looked like she didn’t even notice, but I felt that it calmed her. She was on the verge of tears, but nobody could see it. Nobody besides me.
‘Do you think you fell out of love?’ the question lingered on the tip of my tongue as I studied her face more. 'Fell out of love with the person you’ve been together with for more than six years? Fell out of love with the person you promised to never leave their side, because you knew they’d never leave yours?’
When she finally looked at me I knew she had read my mind again. I was as much of an open book to her, like she was to me.
A small nod, then a tear. A small droplet that ran down her pink cheek, so beautiful that it looked like a scene from a movie. It was beautiful, yet so heartbreaking.
I didn’t want to take her back not her for all the hell she really put me through I just wanted to sleep with her neck or cheat on her boyfriend with me.
She ended up having to move in it was awkward she didn’t talk to me for a year if she fell out of love but for some reason she jump right back into my bed.
I can offer Gruene hateful and had so much resentment to her but I wasn’t going to let her be homeless for my children so I lived with her two times I went to jail because she lied about taking off her restraining order she put on me..
Even though she showed up in the courtroom and Delavan she was back together with me she had needed some of the rules I let her live with me I shouldn’t be arrested didn’t go to jail and still locked up.
You got the point where I realized I need her and she hates me so when I went to court made her stay in the car knowing she was supposed to be in there and ask the judge to give you 30 days to get sober.
30 days incarceration since it happened and she disappeared and I just told him that I could love so now I had to put my life in danger to find her.
Someone else again placed in jail under charges that can put on me by the United States government cuz of some trouble she’s in.
I guess I’ll never really know which one of us got in trouble first.
Did she ever really fall in love with me the first time I was trying to protect me.
Did I really need to do everything I did to make her hate me to keep her safe.
Maybe both trying to do the same thing to protect each other and it’s a constant feeling of Falling In and Out of Love with the one person you know you’ll always have that attachment to because at the end of the day even though you think the falling of love they think you’re better off.
I constantly question whether she actually fell out of love or she did what I did he pushed me away and make me hurt to keep me safe.
My little cousin to sleep around find out information I never should know and had to do the same thing to her..
I fell out of love literal who has been incarcerated for something and I never should have went to jail for it just wasn’t me that went to jail
Is my image my name my history my background but I was given freedom exchange for someone else’s..
I completely fall in love with her but after everything I just found out I’ve never been so in love with somebody in my life.
I freakin love you..
I did not expect such an addition to my post. Gotta reblog!
