I'm cringe @m0urn4ul-pawz - Tumblr Blog

🕸 WELCOME TO MY BLOG 🕸

hey. this is my messy, bloodstained little corner where i write love letters to fictional bastards and beam them into the void like it’ll bring them home. This is my self-ship blog not yours don't tell me how to run my shit plz.

☣︎ I AM AN ADULT. MINORS GTFO.

(seriously. scram urchins.)

WHO I AM

☣︎ james / tem

☣︎ 19

☣︎ he / it / stink / star

☣︎ gay loser

☣︎ therian – hyena/skunk/snow leopard/African painted dog

☣︎ fictionkin + objectkin

☣︎ I am cringe but free

☣︎ agere acc

☣︎ therian blog

☣︎ SEE TAGS TO SEE WHICH F/O'S ARE SHARING OR NON SHARING

WHAT I POST:

✦ self ship rambles – unhinged diary entries, love letters, lovey dovey stupid thoughts

✦ x reader / self-insert fanfics – heavy on emotion and probably blood because my f/o's are crazy

✦ fanart / edits / moodboards – mostly terrible my editing skills are so poor fr

✦ sometimes agere content – soft regressy stuff with my f/os (sfw only, heavily tagged)

MAIN F/Os:

- Dallas aka Nathan Steele (Payday 2) non sharing

- Toki Wartooth (metalocalypse) selective sharing

- Trevor Philips (GTA V) hyper sharing (get him away from me)

- Roadhog (overwatch) non sharing

DNI (Do Not Fucking Interact):

🚫 minors

🚫 proship / nsfw / kink / ddlg blogs

🚫 terfs / swerves / fascists / radfems

🚫 anti-selfship / cringe culture clowns

🚫 zoos / maps / paraphile apologists

🚫 endogenic systems / transmeds / ableists

🚫 ppl who also ship with my f/o's (sorry I'm sure y'all are great just pls leave... （´～｀) )

🚫 people who think loving fictional characters makes me weird (oh noooo me and Dallas are dating and in love oooo go cry about it.)

TAGS:

#m0urn4ul letters – selfship stuff like fanfics

#m0urn4ul rambles – thoughts and vents

#m0urn4ul kinfeelz – kin-related

#f/o trash – art/memes

#self ship community #i love my f/o #dallas payday #nathan steele #the tallest #trevor philips #selfship blog #fictionkin #therian #hyena therian #skunk therian #snow leopard therian #nonsharing selfship #selfshipping #self shipper #non sharing yume #yumeblr #selfship tumblr #roadhog overwatch

cceerreess

Tomrey (Tommy x Benrey) — @stimfight2026 friendly fire revenge on @fruitbatstims

1 • 2 • 3

4 • 5 • 6

7 • 8 • 9

edansaca

Drools

pe4cenlov3

more widowmaker overwatch

sideshowmelsightings

selfship-confession-void

I WISH I COULD YAP ABOUT MY F/O MORE BUT EVERY TIME I THINK ABOUT HER MY MIND TURNS TO JELLY AND I JUST CANNOT FORM ANY COHERENT THOUGHTS AHGAGSGAJANABSGSGSHSKDJS

I JUST LOVE HER SMMMMMM

kiawren

Is this anything

selfship-confession-void

OK SO THE GAME MY F/O IS FROM (I shall call her 🪽) IS MY FAVORITE GAME AT THE MOMENT

BUT!

THE TEAMS HAVE TWO HEALERS EACH AND WHENEVER THERES AN ENEMY 🪽 AND I KILL HER I GET REALLY REALLY SADDDDDD AUGGHHHHH I'M SO SORRY 🪽 I JUST CAN'T HAVE YOU RESURRECTING THE ENEMY TEAMMMM

BUT ON THE CONTRARY! WHENEVER SOMEBODY PLAYS AS 🪽 ON MY TEAM THEY'RE SOOOO SWEET TO MEEEEE AGSGAHAJSBS

I REMEMBER ONE TIME SOMEBODY PLAYING AS 🪽 DID THE EMOTE WHERE SHE BLOWS KISSES AT ME AND I FREAKED OUT AND I WAS SOOOO GIDDY AND ALL I CARED ABOUT THE WHOLE ENTIRE MATCH WAS MAKING SURE 🪽 WAS SAFE AUGHHH

AND EVERY TIME I DIED SHE'D RESURRECT MEEEEEEE

mysneezesneezed

th3z01

i thought "hm i want a new wallpaper for my phone and also i kinda feel like drawing some stray stuff" 9 hours of work later (+ like 1,5 hour break) i have this, it is currently 2am </3

there might be errors here and there but i can only see so much with in-game screenshots + there's a lot going on already so (mostly worried about zbaltazar looking weird because i genuinely don't know how they look like that well :"D)

northkilttown

nebbymakesimagines

I feel like we don't talk enough about how introducing riako/gachikoi, oshikatsu, and similar terms, as selfship terms has done irreprable damage to the selfship community by turning it into a competition for how much merch you own of your F/O.

nebbymakesimagines

Back then, owning a bunch of merchandise of your F/O was a novelty. You would look at the guy who owns a bunch of Lola Bunny toys and go "wow, he's really devoted!" because you rarely saw something like that. Those people were so in love with their F/Os, that they went out of their way to buy a lot of merch of them.

Nowadays, it feels like a requirement. Now the expectation is that love your F/Os because of the merch. More merchandise = more love for your F/O. And if you don't have enough merch of them, you aren't actually in love with them. And even if you do have a lot of merch, it's never going to be enough.

I genuinely do blame the use of riako/gachikoi/oshikatsu and similar terms being used for selfshipping because, such terms came from Japanese idol communuties that already encouraged extremely unhealthy views on love and especially with parasocial relationships. Hell, riako/gachikoi literally refer to believing that an idol (as in, a flesh and blood human who exists right here in our world) is in love with you, specifically, and that this is a good thing. A fictional character can't be hurt by you, but a real person will.

Sometimes that real person is you, going into debt to prove yourself the winner of a nonexistent competition. You should buy merch of your F/O because you enjoy having it. If you feel like you "need" to or else you aren't "truly" in love, that's when you need to stop and think about whether you actually like selfshipping or not.

Honestly this is also why I and many others are so critical about Japanese terms being used by non-Asians and especially how prevalent this issue is in selfship spaces. If you can't even tell me where these terms come from and what they mean, stop tacking them onto yourself for aesthetic.