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The End.
So, I have some interesting news that I’m not sure everyone will take well–I’m not sure myself how I feel about it yet. Blogging these past few years has been rather enjoyable for me in so many ways. Though chances are good that not many people read my posts regularly, it was a great avenue to feel heard, to write my mind, to learn from others. I may not have been the best at keeping up with…
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#undef
Saturday June 20, 2015 I recognize a few flaws in myself. The first flaw is that I can be very critical of myself. Nothing I ever do is enough. I’m not good enough for anyone/anything. I am unworthy of these things–happiness, love, etc… It causes me to doubt myself a lot, which has a ripple effect through most aspects of my life. I’m sure it will impact my love life (when and if I ever get one).…
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Unplugged
Sunday June 7, 2015 Today was a rather interesting day, mainly spent inside. Today I unplugged in the sense that I turned my phone off for the first time in years–since getting my 1st phone in junior high. There’s something rather liberating about the whole thing, not compulsively looking for a new message or checking Facebook, email, Tweeter, and the like. I was able to focus in a way that…
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Self-Censorship
Tuesday June 2, 2015 After last night, today I’m having a bit of an existential crisis. I spent nearly a half hour sitting outside under a tree, dodging the drops of water that were falling from the leaves, watching people walk by, imagining what they were doing: wondering where they were going or what they were thinking about. It’s clearly an exercise in futility: I mean, who cares that much…
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Up All Night
So, I’m trying something new and I hope that it is well received. Let’s just call it an exercise in forcing myself to write without too many self-imposed censors… This is a journal entry I wrote early this morning when I couldn’t sleep. As I transcribed it, from my awful handwriting to this textbox, I thought, “Oh man, I hope I’m not making an absolute fool of myself by publishing this. But I…
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Getting Tested.
The other day, talking to my Bay Area friend who dragged me through Castro, we began a conversation about HIV testing. I’m not sure why he brought up the conversation when he did, but it was an interesting one that kept me awake that night. I’m not aware of my status: I’ve never been tested. I assume I’m negative just because I’m not sexually active, but one never really knows until blood is…
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Spring has Sprung
Spring quarter has just started and that means 3 months until Summer. Terminal is sitting in the background with some C programs and my unfinished Database Systems homework calling my name… I guess that’s why I’m writing this in emacs rather than in Pages or MS Word (hopefully my spelling is good).
Anyway, with Spring comes the sun and warmer weather, cherry blossoms and tourists–gotta love the…
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A Journey to Castro, pt. 2
When we returned to the main sidewalk, we continued on: further away from the safety of the car. I remember how much I cringed at his driving and now longed to be back in that car driving away from this place, relaxing, and letting my food digest. Next to the sex shop, a bit further down the block, a line of people was waiting in front of a club. Thankfully we walked pass, but I had the sneaking…
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My Journey to Castro, pt. 1
My Journey to Castro pt. 1
When the car drove by as S looked for a place to park, it didn’t occur to me where exactly we were, but I knew I wouldn’t like it. There were too many people. The flashing lights, the booming music, it all screamed “This is Club Central.” When we finally parked in an alley and he said, “Let’s go,” I headed out of the car. It was a chilly night and I tugged at the sleeves of the green jacket that…
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M is not in right now... I just wanted to write a quick post and let everyone know that I am still alive, still around, still thinking about blogging.
San Francisco or Bust...
This past weekend, I made a voyage to a distant land: California. It’s kind of a strange thing, right? The first question one might be asking is “why?” Why go to some place 400 miles away from my familiar kingdom of Washington? I was asking myself this question as the plane inched ever so further to its destination. I was meeting a friend that I met online about a year ago and hanging out with…
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Get Ya Head Right
In light of my last post, the other day, Tuesday morning to be more exact, on my way to work I took my first selfie in 2 years. As you can imagine just by viewing my WordPress picture, taking pictures of myself is not something I do often. I think the reason for this is that I don’t typically find pictures of myself all that good, finding more flaws than positives and, in turn, deciding to delete…
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A Year Older, But Not Wiser
In 12 days I’ll be 21 years old. 21. Two, one… That slipped out. I suddenly feel as if I’ve taken off all of my clothes. If you get the reference, I salute you indeed. The truth is that this entire post is making me feel that way: exposed, even embarrassed. I’m just putting it all out there and publishing it: not tossing this one because it’s… well, not good enough for the public eye. Hopefully…
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Checking In
And So He Returns…
Hello everyone! I’m sorry that I haven’t made a post in nearly 3 months. I simply mustget back on top of doing them more regularly. That being said, I think it would probably be best if I fill you all in on every single excruciatingly interesting detail of my life over the past few months. This quarter has been nothing short of and eventful cluster from re-evaluating my…
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A Summer to Remember: Part 6
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Summer, Kinda Wonderful
Summer is drawing to a close here in the PNW. The days are getting shorter; the sun is becoming slightly less prevalent; the squirrels are running around hiding nuts for the winter and making that annoying sustained chirping noise that drives you crazy. It’s been a while since my last post, nearly two months. This was supposed to be a summer to remember right? Sure, it was…
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A Summer to Remember: Part 5
A Summer to Remember: Part 5
The Virgin M
So, last night on my way home from work, somewhere between Bainbridge and the Velkommen til Poulsbo statue I decided to write this post. Apparently, MTV has a new show coming focused on the topic of virginity. It’s one of those interesting topics right? Losing it, keeping it and the pressure to do one or the other. Have you lost it? You see, in high school I think the answer and its…
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A Summer to Remember: Part 4
A Summer to Remember: Part 4
Sorry about not posting in a while, I have been fairly busy with work. Nothing like working from 2:45pm to 11:15pm and then taking the ferry home to get your blood pumping before finally falling asleep at 3am! Suffice to say that my sleep patterns have been a little crazy.
The Secret Life of a Gay Wallflower
I have spent roughly 20 years on this earth (20 years and 6 months to be exact) and have…
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