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thoughtcascades

I open and close this app like it's a fridge

doehdeer

The issues are issuing, and I just want to be hugged and cuddled right now.

probuccalfat

i’ve been saying “do it scared” but now i gotta actually do it

cassandracalin

ryebreadgf

From How to Be Perfect by Ron Padgett

ofwings

Are you single?

do these look like the posting habits of someone experiencing romance

2025 is coming to an end. This was the yr I turned 30. It was a financially irresponsible yr but also a very good yr socially. I went to Brazil, Singapore, Bali and Portugal; I went to see numerous plays and musicals at the west end and I did fun activities with my friends and sister. Im doing reformer pilates regularly and going to the gym

I quit my job to protect my mental health without another job lined up and I'm holding onto a man who I'm unclear how he feels about me. It honestly feels safe, even though it hurts me at the same time, chasing after him. I really struggle with building romantic connection so this space I'm in is comfortable tbh, it protects me from vulnerability and rejection...

Anyway, I'm proud that I'm now able to tell people that my mum passed away without this wave of sad emotions ending up in me avoiding talking about it all together. It only took 3 years haha.

There's so much uncertainty in my future and I might never get the "family" that I wanted but I have to keep living and not just feel sorry for myself. I have friends and family that love me and I'm healthy and for that, I'm grateful.

Hope 2026 will be kind to me