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i'm sarah, she/her, mid 30s dyke.

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#intro post #dm for discord because apparently linking is impossible

ACTUALLY i think it's because i spend all day trying to keep a giant house of cards made of private jets from collapsing that i feel anxious and out of my depth in social situations because i just spent my whole day waiting for the airplane house of cards to explode and i'm subconsciously approaching my discord server or whatever the same way

#problem solved therapy canceled

vladtheunfollower

bellaluciamarie

*screams internally for several minutes*

professionalpretender

let’s cross the road with mama

#anyway i love bears goodnight

ofwings

my professional life being absolute hell the last 2.5 months has done a great job of masking my renewed social anxiety so i guess there's that

ofwings

i think it's in part because i have so little time to engage lately that i'm hyperaware of what i say and when and where i say it because i can't keep up with chats? or maybe i'm anxious at the thought of being misconstrued or talked about but not being around to see it or defend myself? which is absurd because i don't really engage with drama and do most of my talking directly with friends or in a like-minded discord server? but the anxiety persists!

#making this post is making me anxious lol #@ my therapist save me i am a terminally online yapper at my core

my professional life being absolute hell the last 2.5 months has done a great job of masking my renewed social anxiety so i guess there's that

#it's strange in that i've been more social irl in the last 2 months than i have in a while #but i'm finding it extremely hard to engage online in fandom spaces where i normally feel the most comfortable and most like myself #a puzzle for my therapist i guess #god bless them i bring them nothing but puzzled lately i hope it's professionally enriching or whatever #puzzles* i'm not retyping that whole thing #maybe it's just exhaustion who can say

steveyockey

affirmations they will not kill me at work today. it is not in my job description to get killed. if they did kill me at work that would be weird and probably not worth it for them

#the charter department IS trying to kill me though #''can our plane that's in taiwan fly direct to china and then-'' let me stop you right there

rhaenyraitargaryen

EMMA D'ARCY

photographed by Pip for Flaunt Magazine | The Beautiful Game Issue (June 4, 2026)

#yeah #emma d'arcy #long post

evilvillain123456789

step one: replace entire personality with open, festering wound

step two: contort absolutely all stimuli in my environment to relate to the my wound in some manner, ideally one which justifies random acts of unbridled aggression and vengeance

step three: marry a girl with generational wealth

#kleya marki #and specifically #velkleya

sonnetts-enclosure

[via lillyreale]

#with affection: the most embarrassing person alive #emily sonnett #gotham fc

godlessondheimite

In 2026, the chicest thing a gay actor can do is never explicitly come out as gay but also make it abundantly clear that he is. Coming out is too modern. Staying closeted is too old fashioned. But this method merges contemporary freedom with Old Hollywood glamour and allure, and it weeds out the dumbest people who truly don’t get it. I call it the Pascal Method.

nobodys-odyssey

Taylor Swift does this

godlessondheimite

no she doesn’t

gameofthronesdaily

“Then, they are two bodies completely overrun by touch. As soon as they embrace and their bodies are touching, I think it’s pure bodily desire.” — Emma D'Arcy

House of the Dragon | 2.06 “Smallfolk”

#i hope they fuck this season #house of the dragon