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TBT to my grad photoshoot in December!
Moving to NY in T-Minus 29 DAYS
So.. I landed the job at Bassett Medical Center in Cooperstown, NY. I interviewed for 2 different units (Medical and Surgical) and I got offers for both! Before accepting the Staff Nurse position on the Surgical unit, I had 3 other offers: One was for a position (Staff/Charge Nurse) in a rehabilitation center/senior home in Stockton, California--which was very very close to home; however, this offered very little to me in terms of learning/transitioning from being a student nurse to a working nurse. The other two offers were from the same hospital in Medford, Oregon--one was in the oncology unit and the other was in the neuro/ortho unit. Though Oregon would be a beautiful place to live in for a few years, the hospital in New York had an even better offer.
Bassett Medical Center offers an 8k bonus for new grads based on a 3-year contract. This hospital also offers a New Grad Residency Program. It is a one year program that includes an in-depth orientation, mentorships/ preceptorships, classroom discussions, simulation labs, etc. I thought it would be a great opportunity to get my feet wet in this world of nursing. ALSO, who the hell wouldn’t jump on the chance to live in New York for once in their lifetime?! Maybe this is just me, but I love to travel and I love dabbling in anything and everything that gets me out of my comfort zone. That is just the environment I thrive in.
Anyways, my last day in California will be May 30! I start my new job June 19. I have also signed the lease to my apartment, I have put the security deposit to the new Subaru Outback I will be leasing, and, NOW, I am just waiting for my NYS RN license to come in the mail.
FEELING BLESSED.
UPDATE
So it’s been a minute since I blogged about anything, really! It was a busy last semester of nursing school for me. Anyways.. my last semester of nursing school, I moved to San Francisco for the convenience of getting to my preceptorship/senior capstone on time (the hospital would have been 2.5-3 hours of a commute from my hometown). I spent my senior capstone on the ED unit at Kaiser--that’s another story, full of great experiences, so PM me if you have any questions! Here are some updates on my life:
- I graduated with my ADN in December 2016
- Went to Las Vegas and Hawaii for 2 weeks in late December-early January
-Took my NCLEX on February 27th 2017
-PASSED 48 hours later (BRUTAL!)
-Received my certificate, diploma, and license in the mail ~2 weeks later
-Applying to jobs all over the U.S. ever since!
Since I started applying, I have been scheduled 3 interviews.
1. For a LTCF/Rehab center in Stockton, CA --> was offered an RN position
2. For both medical and surgical units at Bassett Medical in NY (my interview was just this morning, so we’ll see how it goes!)
3. For Asante in Oregon --> interview will be next Thursday with the neuro-orthopedics unit.
Please pray for me! I am really hoping to land the position at Bassett.
I'm glad to see you've achieved your goal as an RN. Congrats and I wish you the best of luck as you continue your career!
I WISH I was already an RN LOL. I am still a student nurse, but I will be graduating this December. Thank you though! <3
Labor & Delivery
Just had my first clinical day of Maternity this past Friday and boy was it excitinggggg. As I said, my first cycle is in Intrapartum, so I was with my patient during labor. This pt came in when I was about an hour into my shift and she spent an excruciating 5 hours waiting for her newborn to pop out. She makes me NOT want to have kids because she was screaming like she was being murdered (I'm not exaggerating). Hahaha. Anyways, before she delivered and when her water finally broke, 5 or 6 RN's rushed in, 3 MD's, 2 Medical Assistants.. There was just a LOT of team members present, ready to welcome this baby into the world. Everyone seemed to work so well. It was great to see! The L&D unit is definitely not what I expected. To top it off, the RN I was shadowing was awesome. Though she quizzed me every opportunity she could, I was more eager to learn from her than I was intimidated by her. Not to brag or anything, but I was actually able to answer 90% of the questions she asked. Also, she had me do a lot of hands on stuff with the patient. I was so relieved I had her as a nurse because it was my first day and I had NO clue what to expect. So that's day 1 in L&D. Gimme more bebessss!
Halfway through 3rd Semester
So, it’s been a while since I blogged about my progress through my nursing program. I believe my last post about school was actually on my first clinical day of Med-Surg. A looooot has happened since then. Obviously, I finished Med-Surg1 a little before the end of 2015. From January-mid March, I was in my Mental Health/Psychosocial Nursing rotation (which I absolutely LOVED and will talk about in a separate post another day). From now until the end of May, I will be in my Maternity rotation.
Within this rotation, we cycle through the different stages of pregnancy hospitalization. For example, my first cycle will be in Intrapartum (Labor and delivery) and I will be in this part of the rotation for 3-4 days. Then, I will move on to Postpartum (Stage after delivery). We also cycle through antepartum, newborn, outpatient OB/GYN clinics and outpatient family health centers. On Friday, I actually get to observe a Cesarean birth (C-section) up close! I am so excited. Although I would rather work with adults/elderly on a trauma floor, I am keeping an open-mind about this floor. So far, it is already a TON of work and information, but it is so interesting and exciting! I can’t wait to let you guys know all about it.
I’m still alive.
Haha, but really though, I’ve just been living life and making the most out of my summer! I am currently in my second week of my second semester and, let me tell you, it’s been a full load already. Our first week consisted of a lot of review (but also a lot of new ish) and a skills “boot camp” to prep us for clinicals. Because tomorrow… Drum roll.. Is our first clinical day of Med-Surg (again). From what our instructors have been saying, it’s going to be a hell of a lot more hands on with procedures. I’m expecting to put in at least an NG or a foley tomorrow.. eep so nervous! Right now, I don’t have much to say other than that I am extremely anxious.. I can’t sleep!
But good night, yall :-* Maybe I’ll have more stories to tell after hehe.
I just love these two.😭💚 #lp
Hope you're doing well.
Thanks stranger! I am indeed. How are you?
I can’t believe I go back to school in 2 weeks.. I feel like I didn’t do enough of nothing this summer.
The realest thing I ever want to hear from somebody is.. “If you take care of yourself for me, I’ll take care of myself for you.”
Not.. “If you take care of me, I’ll take care of you.”
I can handle my own and I love a man that can handle his. I want us to better ourselves with our own will power because if we continue to do so, we continue to grow together. No one gets left behind and no one gets less than they deserve.
I’m gonna give myself all that I deserve. #selflove before any other kinda love
As of late.
Turned 21, finished first semester, little brother went to his SENIOR prom (crazy..)
5/30/2015
So, currently, I’m at work trying to survive this 12 hour shift and I thought, might as well update y’all (the 1 person that may be reading LOL) while my client is still asleep.
It’s been almost 2 weeks since I finished my first semester of the nursing program (yay for summer!)--which means 3 more to go! I can’t believe how fast it has been going and I just cannot wait to graduate December of 2016. So close. Seems like it was just yesterday that I couldn’t insert a foley or NG tube.. haha.. I technically still can’t because the only patient I’ve ever put one into was Mr. Jones.. our dummy in class. But I still learned so much in a short amount of time. Sometimes, it truly feels like you don’t know anything though because there’s SO much left TO know. So advice #1: Focus on what you DO know and go from there. You can’t put yourself down for not knowing certain things when you’ve only been in the program for 4.5 months. #notetoself especially because I’m such a perfectionist when it comes to school.
This summer is going to feel strange because it’s 3 months without loads of chapters to read for an exam, 3 months without time at the hospital giving meds and changing wound dsgs, 3 months without crying (hahah just kidding..), and 3 months without my fellow nursing buddies. Right now, I feel like I can do ANYTHING. I literally want to go sky diving as soon as I’m off tonight.
As for my summer plans, I don’t have much set in stone other than:
1. TURN UP for the NBA playoffs
2. Camping
3. Disneyland (hopefully)
4. WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK
Do y’all have any? PM me and tell me about them! I’d love to hear about them. :-)
You draw, you write, you create. In touch emotionally and intellectually. To top it all off you're headed down a profession that is all about helping others. If you're not an angel then i dont know what is. I dont know you but i appreciate you :)
Aw thank you so much! I don't even know what to say haha, but that was the nicest thing I've heard all week. Have a good day! :-)
OR Experience!
4/8/2015
Those that follow me on other forms of social media may already know that, today, I actually had the privilege of observing in the Operating Room.
Those that have been reading up on my posts may also know that I’ve had a rocky past couple of weeks--mainly because of my lack of enthusiasm and motivation about my studies (or anything in general, really). Before diving into the deets about my experience, I want y’all to know that I HAVE gotten over that slump! I think today was truly a turning point in my whole clinical experience. For the past few weeks we have been in there, it hasn’t been much of a joy to any of us.. mainly because, prior to clinical day, there is so so so much to do. So, the thing is, we get our assigned patient 24 hours before clinical day (we all usually go to the hospital to get this information around 0600); then we have class until 1600 that same day; then once we get home, we have to do research about out patient’s conditions--which of course makes sense because how will be able to care for them properly if we don’t know why they have been admitted, their past medical history, their past/current medications, their allergies, etc. the list goes on. But ANYWAYS.. we have to do these papers (called Pathophysiologies) on at least 3 of their existing conditions (most of the patients on our floor have at least 7 and I’m not even exaggerating) where we talk about the condition (i.e. Necrotizing fasciitis), the patient’s specific signs and symptoms, medications related, and labs related. This takes about, more or less, 6 hours to do. AND WE START CLINICALS AT 0630. Sleep is hardly an option on this night. So anyways, I guess the stress of all that has taken a toll on my classmates and I. I DON’T mind the research, its just all the tedious paper work that I absolutely hate! *Side note, the students from other semesters do say it gets better. We’ll see.
Sooo.. the operating room definitely got me hyped up again about being in the hospital! Hah, probably because I don’t have to do any Patho’s this week and it was more of a day to absorb experiences. Okay so, today, I watched 3 surgeries. (And, disclaimer, I will not talk about anything too patient-specific as this is just for educational purposes). It was definitely a learning experience.
I started off as following the OR case manager around. However, when she left me in the operating room of the first case and started floating around elsewhere, I thought it’d be more beneficial to shadow the circulating nurse. She was great--explained the procedure to me, hospital-specific protocols they follow, and just basically gave me respect granted that I am only a student. She knew I was enthusiastic about learning from her and, therefore, my day with her went wonderfully. I was able to ask my questions without feeling uncomfortable or stupid for asking them. I would go into the technicalities of her role as the circulating nurse, but I think this post would sound more boring to y’all than exciting hahaha.
I’ll just briefly describe each case and if you have an questions about any one of them, shoot me an ASK!
Case A: Bilateral Hydrocelectomy
Which is basically the removal of accumulated fluid in the tunica vaginalis (surrounds the testes) and even in the scrotum itself. They use a cautery (that’s almost like a lazer/tiny burning iron rod/electrical rod) to burn/sear away the tissue in order to drain out the fluid around the testes. Patient “A” definitely had a lotttt of fluid in there. The testes were huge--Make a fist and it was probably bigger than that. The team was very thorough, precise, and funny too! It was a straightforward procedure but it was definitely interesting to see.
Case B: Lipoma Excision
Which is basically a removal of a cyst in the back of Patient “B”s neck. So, this patient was awake during the procedure and took it like a champ. All they used was Lidocaine (a local anesthetic--like the ones they inject your gums with at the dentist and I’m sure the dentist uses Lidocaine as well). I don’t think they had an idea of the size of this cyst because the root of it was soooo deep in the tissue. I think the surgeon said it was deep within the muscle. But anyways, it came out the size of a golfball almost. Which was cool to see!
Case C: Laparoscopic Appendectomy
Which is an invasive procedure to remove the appendix. I felt like I was in a Grey’s Anatomy episode because the operating room used for this procedure looked like something from the show hahah. It was bigger, dimmed, and they had screens set up around the operating bed for the camera they would be using to look inside the belly. For me, the most fascinating thing to see was all the lap-appy instruments they were using and how thoroughly each was manipulated. I think my favorite instrument was the ENDOCATCH because its basically this rod they stick in through one of the incisions and, once in the belly, it releases this fish net looking thing that the surgeon will put the specimen in (in this case, the appendix) and compact it and get it out of the incision. Haha, I know i sounded like a n00b on that one. But I swear I learned so much more than it sounds!
Overall, great great day. I honestly wouldn’t mind working in surgery if any doors are open in the future.
I have full respect to those on the grind. Those that wake up every morning ready to achieve, succeed, and exceed. I know it’s not always easy to roll out of bed and tackle the 100 things on your checklist, but mad respect for those that grind with positivity and humility. Those are the people that motivate me through the tougher days.
I don’t know why I’ve been so down in the dumps lately, but it’s really affecting everything I do. I have an exam this upcoming Tuesday and a couple papers due, but I feel so unmotivated. Yeah--of course I’ve studied and have tried to be on top of everything, but I feel like I’m just coasting through the material and haven’t been trying hard enough to make the content stick in my brain (which won’t really benefit me come test day). I don’t know what’s bugging me, but I need to get over this slump FAST. 8 weeks left of the semester and I can’t slow down now.