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Hello! Idk if youâre still taking requests, but could I possibly have a Geralt x Reader where Reader is a witch who takes Geralt in bc she find him passed out in the woods, injured? Sheâs really smart and soft spoken and Geralt falls for her? Most likely, smut happens? Thank you very much! Take all the time you need!
Hey howdy! sorry this took me so long! Thanks for holding in there and absolutely i am still taking requests. This was written in female POV, I love this trope btw. Hope you enjoy!
MINORS DNI 18+
The swamp seemed electrified today, the sun casting warm rays down upon your skin. Raising warm gooseflesh to your bones, yet there was the wispy effect of a storm upon the horizon. The only goal you had set for the day was to find puffball mushrooms, in abundance in the swamp it shouldn't have been an issue, yet with the ever changing direction of the wind it was becoming a frustrating task.
The rough bark of the birch scratched your palm as you used it as leverage to swing yourself into the muddy clearing. The sun igniting your senses as you inhaled the musky scents of the swamps, tinged with copper. Blood. The random dead drowner wasn't uncommon but this was different, downers were definitely fishy, and this smell was absolutely human.
As your eyes snapped open you could hardly make out the chaotic sound of the bird song as you tried to hone your senses. Everything seemed to be in chaos around you. Birds screeching at nothing and drowners running in circles. Everything was off kilter. Your feet gently made indents into the marsh as you walked into the clearing. Beautiful white hair flowing with the water and pale masculine features lain within. The smell was definitely inhuman, but human all the same. A Witcher.
He finally did it. He did it. Everything was in an odd imbalance, trying to return to the real normal which hadn't been natural since the hags. The relief that flooded over you almost concealed your concern for this handsome stranger, almost. He had put his life on the line to restore balance to the swamp, now was not the time to freeze. He needed immediate attention. The seeping grey veins that sewn their way across his thin lids and stress clenched forehead cried for help. No doubt the hags had hit him with every poison and venom possible.
with both pinkies suppressing your tongue you whistled low for your sweet mule, Daisy. She came within seconds and you were strapping the witcher into the harness. Leather wrapped around both of his shoulders as you carefully guided Daisy through the swamp. Careful not to drag him though burrows or bumps. Fretting over him for the entire twenty minutes back to you hut, you cradled his head as you tried to heave him into your cot. gods you heavy bastard.
Once he was settled you turned to your herbs. Inflammation, pain, blood pressure, minerals, electrolytes. You ground everything together with a steady rhythm, humming to yourself as you went along. Applying the mushy salve to his wounds, taking account of the curly hair that littered his pecks as you slowly slathered his chest. It seemed very intrusive as you let your fingers linger on his chiseled chest. But it had been so long since you had taken a suitor. So long since you felt another living beings muscles underneath your own hands. Shaking your mind from its internal gutters you decided a nice a healthy broth would help him recover faster.
Plucking your chicken and throwing it into the stew you added a few simple herbs for strength. It had been entirely too long since you had had company, especially male company. You couldn't help the direction your thoughts went in. what it would feel like to be caressed by those arms. The damage those fingers could do. The way those canines could pierce into your skin.
"Ugh fuck." You jumped a mile high as a bass voice began to clear itself.
"Hey easy," you tried to stop him as he sat himself up. HIs beautiful golden eyes roved over your cabin before settling heavy upon you.
"who are you?" His eyes held malice until you gave your name, explaining to him in which the state you had found him.
"Did you really do it?
HIs eyes seemed only to bare into you, filled with sadness and seriousness. "You saved those orphans, didn't you? You killed the hags."
'Hmmh." He looked down at himself. taking in the badages and the brown goop that clung to his skin. "you seem to know what youre doing."
"Huh, quite." Stepping towards him you made sure the bandage was secure around his torso. Fingertips seeming to ignite upon touching his warm skin. "A-are you hungry?" confidence failing you with your stutter.
That topaz stare was more intense than you could've ever imagined. You tried clenching your legs closed as you ladled the soup into a bowl for him. Setting into onto the table in front of him. "Let me help you..." it was out as a whisper. HIs hand already reaching towards your cheek.
"I have something else in mind."
The breath in your lungs stopped, as he brought your lips to his. domintating and strong as he overcame your mouth. Exploring evry inch of your tongue with his own. HIs hands wasted no time in roving every curve of your bodice. Your skin had never felt so electrified in your entire life. Gving in to every flick and caress of his hands.
"I never got your name," you gasped agasint him.
"Please, call me Geralt.' He grunted against your breast, sinking his teeth into your taught nipple.
"G-Geralt!" you gasped, fingers lacng into his hair as you grappled his head closer to your breast. "I-I only wanted to heal you."
"And you are." His hand delved into you, fingers desperately trying to find you. Involuntarily you rolled your hips into his hand. Now completely in his lap you were at his mercy.
"y-you should take it easy."
"No." He growled against your breast as he plunged his thick muddled finger into you. The gasp that left your throat ought to have been sinful. "I can smell what i do to you."
He wasn't wrong, there was an entire swimming pool between your legs. and the sound he made as he inserted his finger was enough to bring to bring even the bishop to his knees. The moan that left your lips made him growl. HIs finger curled up and up again stroking that sweet sweet spot inside of you as mewled his newly learned name over and over.
"Think you can stretch for me?"
He left you only to prod his hardened length against you, stroking the wet in-between your folds.
"Y-Yes, Geralt!" It was a mangled cry as you let animalistic urge claim your being. His tip was prodding at you with so much pressure you were sure you would combust. Until he was entering you, you were sure you had never experienced true sex. The delicious pressure of him entering you, filling every inch and panting his name as you desperately tried to relax around his girth. He was definitely the largest you had ever taken. Taking deep diaphragm breaths until he was fully seated inside you with a low bass grunt.
"Fuck, sucking me in," He grunted in your ear. His thick fingers digging into your hips as he pulled you close to him, starting to rock back and forth into you. The stew on the table sloshed from the bowl, but that wasn't the wet noises that were filling your ears. Stars igniting behind your eyelids as he rammed deeper into you. HIs hips stuttered and you could tell he was losing his stamina, but he kept his pace. His hand coming inbetween your bodies to rub circles into your nerves, making your toes curl and that beautiful feeling of pressure coming undone lower in your abdomen. He sunk his teeth into your neck and you screamed, orgasm snapping apart, clamping around his length and covering him with your juices.
"G-Geralt-" You were gasping for air, trying to pull your senses back together," You need rest."
He snapped his hips into you with such force the table moved, growling. "Pretty little witches deserve to be taken care of too."
âIâm surprised to see you here.â You smiled up at the Witcher. âParticularly tonight.â
âHmm.â He rumbled, though you noted his golden eyes kept darting down to you.
Standing close to him and wearing stays that held your breasts high, gave him a particularly enticing view. You knew how to take advantage of your small stature when it came to men. This man, however, was always a challenge.
People milled around the hall dressed in their finest. A large fire blazed in the hearth and musicians played. No one danced. This gathering was not that kind of celebration.
Some people considered the Trades Celebration archaic. The villages in these mountains, being isolated and small, would gather once every ten years. Some of the men and women would bed others from other villages to diversify the bloodlines of each isolated area. As the main objective of the celebration was pregnancy, a famously sterile Witcher seemed decidedly out of place.
âI could say the same for you.â Geralt finally said. âI would not have expected you to be anxious to become a mother.â
âIâm not.â You leaned a little closer to him to speak conspiratorially. âBut there are great business contacts to be made here.â
He nodded. You were a herbologist. He often sought you out for rare and valuable ingredients.
âWhat brought you here?â
âBruxa.â Geralt frowned. âAfter I cleared them out, I was offered a place to stay for a time and asked to attend tonight by Marthox.â
You grinned, glancing at the rich village elder and his four daughters. âDo you think heâs ignorant to the fact that you are unable to pass on your magnificent genes?â
âProbably.â He took a long drink from his glass.
âDo you plan to deflower one â or all â of his willing daughters anyway?â
âNo.â He leaned down to your ear. The top of your head only came to his shoulder. âIâm more interested in something a little more feisty.â
âThen why are we wasting time here?â You grinned.
Geralt just turned and marched out of the hall. You had to jog to keep up with him. As soon as you turned the corner into a dark hallway, the Witcher paused. He swept you up and tossed you over one shoulder.
You swallowed a squeak, grabbing the back of his jacket out of fear of the height. âGeralt!â
âYou were moving too slow.â He chuckled.
His room boasted its own large fireplace, stone bathing tub, and soft bed. You bounced in the middle of the mattress when he tossed you down. Geralt grabbed your foot to unlace your shoes. Laying there, looking at your foot in his large hands, feeling his strong fingers rub into the arch of your foot, lit the fire in your belly.
Geralt placed a knee on the bed and leaned over you. His white hair fell forward and you could smell the mead upon his breath. âItâs good to see you, little one.â
You touched his face, running your fingers over his high cheek bones and strong jaw. When you skimmed the soft skin of his lips, he lowered his head and kissed you. Your tongue eagerly reached for his as the kiss grew rough.
Geralt broke away with a satisfied noise. He gathered your skirts in his hands, lifting them to your waist. Your legs instinctively fell open for him as his rough hands slid along your thighs. As his thick finger teased your opening, rubbed around your clitoris, awakening your arousal, you laid your head back and studied his looming form.
You adored the time spent with the Witcher in bed. You felt tiny, delicate, and feminine under his touch. He exuded power. His strength could take your breath away, but you never feared he would hurt you. His wide chest engulfed you. His thick thighs pushed your legs so far apart.
Geraltâs head lowered between your legs, tasting your sex, licking and sucking at your clit. Fire circled through your body. You needed more. Pulling at the laces of your bodice, you desperately fought to free yourself from your clothes. Geralt manhandled you around, tugging at skirts and throwing away underclothes. Once naked, he again buried his face in your cunt with a determined growl.
You pulled at his white hair, shaking as his grumble vibrated through your clitoris. Two thick fingers slipped through your wetness, spreading your slick, pumping against sensitive flesh, and stretching you. Deep moans poured from your mouth as your hips rocked into his face.
Geralt rose to his knees, rubbing at your clit and fingers pumping wetly in your cunt. Your back arched as the coiling tension threatened to snap. The corner of his lip curled up. His gravel deep voice poured over you like warm honey. âThatâs it, little one. Come all over my hand and Iâll stretch this pretty little pussy over my cock.â
You shook, cunt clenching at his fingers, wetness flooding over his hands.
As you lay there feeling your thighs quiver, Geralt stripped off his clothes. He did so with efficiency and no attempt at seduction, still the flex of his muscles and sight of his hard flesh caused the fire to flared hotter.
Geralt crawl over the top of you, mouth covering your breast and sucking your nipple to a hard peak. His kisses trailed up your neck, teeth grazing your skin. Kissing you, allowing you to taste yourself on his tongue, he pushed your legs further apart with his knees.
You felt the wide head of his cock rub along your entrance. With immense control, he pushed in. The stretch bordered on pain, but under assault of his kiss, breathing in the scent of sweat and sex, your body rocked up against him to invite him deeper. Rocking slowly, each thrust pushing him further, filling you. Heat burned down your chest to settle between your legs.
He sat back on his heels, pulling your body along with him. You cried out at the change of angle, his cock hitting just the right spot. Your legs wrapped around his waist. Memorized you watched Geralt allow a drop of spittle to fall up on your clit. His thumb circled and stroked as he fucked into you harder. Â
You moaned, back arching and hands clutching at the sheets.
âFuck,â He growled. âFuck, yes.â
You shook in his grip.
âMmm.â Geraltâs hips moved faster, harder. âAgain. Fuck. Come again.â
You squeezed your own tits. Geralt moaned. Your thighs quivered. You panted, breath escaping with each thrust. âOh, gods!â
His fingers dug into your hips. He lifted your pelvis to meet each powerful thrust. Fucking you hard. You felt like you were being blissfully split into two. He growled. âI said fucking come for me.â
âYes!â You snapped, shaking hard, whiting out.
Faster, rougher, and soon Geralt roared his own release.
He flopped back on the bed, pulling you along with him. You lay spread across his chest, a sated and boneless mass. No part of you touched the bed. You floated on a warm island of Geralt muscle. You rubbed your nose into the hair on his chest, breathing in his scent.
âHmmm.â He sighed, one big hand coming up to rest on your ass. âDid I hurt you?â
âNo.â You mumbled with a smile. âBut I canât feel my feet.â
âIâll carry you if I need to.â The smile could be heard in his voice. âCause Iâm not through with you yet, little one.â
As promised, I finished my essay, and as voted for by several of you, this was the fic you wanted posted first!
Warnings: smut, 18 + only! minors be fucking gone from here ! Vaginal penetration, unprotected sex, hurt/comfort, use of good girl, soft Geralt. Praise kink, brief mentions of panic. You know the drill. Female reader.
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The white haired Witcher encases you beneath him. His muscly arms holding steady on either side of you. His amber eyes show nothing but adoration for you as he thrusts his cock inside you.
âYouâre doing so good for meâ he groans, his thick cock twitches as you tighten around him.
Itâs been hours, not that your complaining of course, Geralt exploring every inch of you with his fingers, his tongue, muttering praise and comments on how gorgeously stunning you are.
âGeraltâ you whine, your pleasure building, your stomach beginning to swirl as it starts to cloud your mind.
âYour closeâ the Witcher observes, angling his cock so he hits deeper.
You wince slightly, he picks up on it, slows down a bit.
âyour okayâ he soothes, his big hands splaying across your thighs, squeezing, it provides comfort. âLook at me, loveâ his gravelly voice is soft, tender.
Your eyes flit to his, a half smile on his face
âThere she isâ he moves his hand to your face, runs a finger down your jaw.
He watches intently as your chest begins to heave, your pussy tightens round his cock.
âG-Geraltâ you choke out, panicking slightly as your mind fogs.
âyour safe, itâs okay, Iâve got you loveâ he assures you, his hand still cupping your face. Your eyes roll back as your orgasm begins to wash over you, your arm reaching to clutch Geralts. Nails leaving half moon indents in his skin as you moan beneath him. He snakes a hand down between you, callused finger pushing on your puffy clit. âMm, keep making those pretty noises for me, your doing so well my love, you feel amazing wrapped around my cockâ Geralt lets out a broken moan as he spoke, gritting his teeth as your pussy convulsed around him. â Oh god Geralt, Iâm gonna-
âI know, keep your eyes on me, breathe, good girl, good, thatâs itâ he hisses through his teeth as you clench hard around his cock. You whined as pleasure overcame your senses. Geralt cups your face, . âLet go, come for meâ he demands, his stunning eyes wide with lust, brow furrowed slightly, you loose yourself in them as you release around him. Triggered by your orgasm, Geralts cock tightens and he paints your walls with his come, a low moan bubbling from his throat as he does. âFuck my love that was incredible, you were incredibleâ he breathes, his voice cracked with pleasure. Your head is fuzzy with the aftermath of your climax, Geralts rough hands rub soothingly up your side.
âIâm going to pull out now, and Iâll clean you up my love, okayâ. He states, his voice has that post orgasm croak that you just love and you nod.
You flinch slightly when the warm towel touches your core, Geralt leaning up on the bed on his side next to you. âSh itâs okayâ he soothes. âI love youâ you murmur, shifting closer to him, you curl into him as Geralt pulls the quilt over the both of you. Wrapping his big arms around you he pulls you closer, encasing you. You feel safe like this, you always will. âI love you too my loveâ he smiles, placing a gentle kiss on the top of your head.
The banquet hall of Eryn Galen was buzzing with high energy.Â
The lights were bright, the drinks flowing. Each guest was too deep in their cups as the band played jaunty tunes that kept spirits high. You sat at the end of the table, to the direct right of Thranduil, Legolas seated directly across from you to the king's left.Â
Everything was beautiful, similar to what you imagined heaven may look like. The celebration had been highly anticipated, the steward meticulously planning for months to ensure the night would be perfect.Â
Each guest had dressed to the nines, and you had been no exception. Silks that flowed like a languid river, braids woven throughout your hair, and glittering jewels that rivaled the stars in the sky. Youâd felt quite pretty after your handmaidens finished, taking in your appearance with rapt attention.Â
Yet as the king - your husband - met with you, he barely paid you more than a glance. Not a single compliment or acknowledgment slipped from his lips, just the stiff offering of his arm and a cold demeanor youâd never been able to break through.
Not even the bitterness of the red wine you drank could ease the pain festering inside you. You glanced at Thranduil, his attention on his steward whispering something in his ear. Regal and commanding, youâd thought marriage to the elven king would be something out of a fairytale. Yet your story became twisted, and instead of a happy ending, you were trapped in a doomed marriage. It was like a wall separated you from him; youâd tirelessly beat against it with a hammer; Thranduil was on the other end, reinforcing the stone.Â
You glanced down at your dress, the pale green fabric, Thranduilâs favorite shade. Even still, you were desperate for his validation and approval, like a child tugging at their fatherâs sleeves. A stray hair fell in front of your face, and you pushed it behind your ear, hands ghosting over your rounded ears. Maybe if youâd been an elf and not a human, he might view you as an equal and not a consolation prize.Â
One hand below the table closed into a tight fist while you downed the rest of your wine in one gulp.Â
Legolas met your eye from across the table with an almost apologetic grin. You returned it with a tight smile you tried to make pleasant. Legolas knew all too well the neglect his father could inflict, so he often preferred the forests over the palace. There was an understanding that made your pain more bearable.Â
The handmaidens you brought from home and your stepson, who was older than your eldest living relatives, were all that kept you from falling into true despair.Â
Like clockwork, a servant filled your chalice, and you gladly drank. This wine was sweeter and less sharp than the red you were expecting. Once again, you looked towards Thranduil, no longer speaking with his steward but quietly watching the party play out. You reached out, delicately placing your hand over his, only for his to push it away, not bothering to pay you a glance.Â
The blatant rejection stung, always taking up too much space and time. Would Thranduil even notice if youâd stolen away into the night? If you pulled the dagger your marriage embedded in you, breaking free and leaving this miserable life behind. What might it be like to shed the weight of Thranduilâs cold disposition and an overly suspicious, judgmental, elvish kingdom? Youâd be free and weightless for the first time in years.Â
Yet, just as soon as the fantasies came, they fizzled out with the weight of reality. You had no money of your own, no survival skills, and nowhere to go. If you returned home, your father would ship you back to Thranduil. The dark forests and the creatures that lurked within would kill you. There was nowhere to go. No freedom to be found.Â
You didnât bother hiding the frown on your lips; no one in the room paid you much mind. They looked through you as if you were a phantom that clung to the residence of its former life. How was it possible to be in such a crowded room and yet still be so alone?
"How much longer do you believe this will go on for?"
At some point, Legolas had moved from across the table and was now seated to your left, watching the crowded room with thinly veiled discomfort.
" I hope for not much longer. I've never been amendable to crowds so large as this one."
Legolas laughed, the noise swallowed by the noise of the room. "And yet you are queen; should you not be used to such raucous parties?"
You tilted your glass towards him, a slight quirk on your lips.
"I could say the same about you, prince."
He nodded in silent agreement, quickly drinking from his glass, which you noticed was filled with water and not wine.
"I get to run off to the forest. How do you deal with all of this?"
The smile on your face fell as your eyes dimmed, a reminder of your current standing.
"No one pays me mind. A blessing, I suppose." You attempted to laugh it off, but you couldn't keep the somberness from your tone. You were trapped in a gilded cage, a prisoner in your own home.
"Then I suppose I'll need to take more respites in the castle."
"You don't need--"
"I insist; what kind of friend would I be if I didn't check on your wellbeing."
So warm and inviting, it made you wonder how Legolas could be the son of Thranduil; he must take after his mother. You wondered, if only for a moment, how different your life might be if you'd been married to Legolas instead of his father. He was the more age appropriate option and if he didn't love you he'd at least respect you. But those thoughts were pointless; you'd been married to Thranduil and not Legolas.
"I think I'm technically your stepmother."
"But you feel more like a friend."
You didn't bother to argue, placing down your wine chalice to take a cool water drink. It was refreshing, soothing the burn the wine had created.
"Then I am glad we are friends."
Before he could respond, a member of his guard called his name. The elf enthusiastically waved him over, yelling something in elvish too slurred for you to understand.
Legolas shook his head, refusing the call, but you placed a single hand on his shoulder.
"Go, enjoy the night. I'll be fine over here."
He tried to discern if you were being dishonest but found nothing but sincerity. Just because you were miserable didn't mean he should be. With a single nod, Legolas left the table to join the group forming in the corner of the room.
Left in the chaos with no one to speak with, you picked up the chalice with wine. At some point during your conversation, Thranduil wandered off, talking with some of the higher-ranking nobles.
Thickly, you swallowed, hiding your face as you slowly drank from your glass.
When would this torment end?
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The night dragged on at an impossibly slow speed. Your sorrow brought time to a near halt. By the time the crowd began to thin and Thranduil had escorted you back to your shared chambers, youâd forgotten how many glasses of wine you consumed. You managed to keep your composure and pride, not letting you show how light and lethargic the alcohol made you.Â
Now, you sat before your vanity, preparing for bed as did Thranduil. There were so many pins placed in your hair that you struggled to pull them out without ripping your hair. Your head throbbed, and your frustration was building; you just wanted sleep. A cold hand pushed yours away, tangling in your hair. With practiced and fluid movements, Thranduil began to take down your hair. He was quick and efficient, his hands in your hair almost soothing.
The action was oddly domestic, and it caused a pang of pain in your chest. If the gods had been fair enough to bless you with a husband who loved you, this would be a nightly occurrence, not a rare show of care.Â
âThereâs too many pins in your hair.â Always critical; nothing would ever be good enough.Â
A beat of silence passed; did he even want you to speak?
âIt was a special occasion; I wanted something different done to my hair.âÂ
Clink. He placed the last pin on the table and stepped away from you.
âIt was a bit gauche.â
Expression tight, you stared at your reflection, focused on your dark hair that tangled too quickly and your nearly pallid complexion. Gauche and graceless, the elves would never view you as their own.Â
âI thought it looked nice.âÂ
His answer was to silently turn his back to you, moving to the other end of the room. The silence was maddening. Your attention never moved from your reflection, lips downturned as your eyes hardened. Pain turned to rage, pity becoming an all-consuming fire that threatened to turn all in your wake to ash.Â
âWhy marry me?â Your tone was harsh, firmer than you could remember speaking.
Thranduil let out a sigh, seemingly annoyed at your mere presence. Normally, his disregard made you shrink, and maybe it was the wine, but it only made you straighten your back, meeting his eyes through his reflection in your mirror.Â
âTo seal an alliance with your kingdom, you know this.â He was always condescending; he was so much older and wiser.Â
âI understand political marriages, but why marry me? Youâve managed political alliances without offering your hand in marriage; you even have a son to marry off. So why--â You slowly stood from your chair, turning to face him directly. â-marry me?â
âWould you have preferred to marry Legolas?âÂ
âIâd prefer you answer my question. So Iâll ask once more: why marry me?â You strode towards him, eyes narrowed.
âTo ensure an alliance with your family.â
âThat is it? For no reason other than that.â
Thranduil looked down at you, his lips tight.
âDid you hope to hear differently?â He tilted his head, eyes ice cold and bitter. âOurs was a marriage of convenience, not love.â
You clenched your jaw, swallowing thickly. All of it for nothing, a marriage he knew would never succeed. He may have been content with a loveless life after the passing of his wife, but he knowingly dragged you into it. To turn your life into a void--
You wanted to scream, to yell obscenities at him, to spit all the vile venom his careless behavior filled you with. But it would do no good. An emotional breakdown wouldnât mend your rift; there was no foundation of respect to rebuild. It was just endless nothingness. Standing at the precipice, you would simply fall into a never-ending pit.Â
âI see.â
A hint of shock made his eyes widen a fraction, expecting an outburst like the one you fantasized about. Humans werenât known for patience, yet it wasnât patience that kept you silent. It was dejection; you'd given up hope of anything better than what you had.
You dared not move, not even blink until Thranduil turned towards the door.
âI think I will ensure the keep is secured. Goodnight.âÂ
Head turned, yet your eyes remained where he once stood; you remained silent. The door opened and quietly shut behind his retreating form. Only then did you exhale the breath youâd been holding.Â
The bed was plush under your body, and the comforter was like a cloud, yet youâd never felt more miserable. You turned your back to the side Thranduil would take when he returned to the chambers. Eyes shut, soothed by the darkness, you dreamed of something more.
sometimes you loathed sleeping in the middle just for the difficulty getting out of bed. if you were sandwiched between rick and daryl, then you had to peel their arms off - if you could manage to shrug off rick - and scootch to the end of the bed, using your arms even to bring yourself forward without making too much of a commotion.
âwhereâre you goinâ, sweetheart?â
âbathroom.â
you send him a smile and peel his arm off once again to push off the bed and pad over to the en suite.
heâs all over you once you return to the bed and crawl on hands and knees back to your spot. before your head hits the pillow, rickâs hands are on you and wrapping around to lock you into his embrace.
rick needs you to sleep. youâre his soft, pliable paperweight. itâs just something youâve picked up about the man. being the number one person he wanted in his arms flattered you. however, you werenât prepared for how often rick took advantage of this access.
youâre choking back sweet moans once his two fingers breach your walls. you want to be shocked at the forwardness but rick knows you too well. instead, youâre grinding your hips back into him.
âyouâre getting me all flustered again,â you mumble.
rick picks up the pace. âwhat? you donât wanna cum all over my fingers before you go to bed?â
you nearly double into daryl hearing the sheriffâs words. âyes!â
âman, youâre keepinâ her up.â
rick clicks his tongue. âi donât see her complaininâ.â
you want to chime in with some smart comment but youâre too busy getting rickâs thick fingers jammed up your pussy.
âi donât think youâll be complainin soon enough.â rick remarks playfully to the other man. he lowers his lips to your ear. âwanna help us all sleep better, sweetheart?â
you shake your head sure.
next thing you know youâre on your hands and knees facing daryl. a hand in your hair guides you to his clothed cock.
âwhy donât you show daryl how much you like us keepinâ you up?â
daryl sends you a look like he feels guilty that youâre freeing his pants instead of soundly sleeping but any remorse is gone once you flick your tongue against the side of his shaft.
rick lining himself up and subsequently knocking the wind out of you with a rocky thrust drives you right down darylâs dick. you gag and daryl nearly jumps out of bed at the sudden feeling.
you feel like youâre being split open with rick ramming into you from behind. every thrust bounces you further up and down darylâs cock. his hands find your braids. you braided your hair at night to lock in moisture not that rick didnât love tugging on them so hard they unraveled.
stuffed to the hilt with cock, youâre finding it hard to think about anything else than the men pistoning you between them. all to sleep better. god knows they needed it though. the weight atlas had on his shoulders was nothing compared to what rick and daryl were saddled with.
at the very least, you could offer your ever accommodating pussy. it wouldnât solve all of their problems but you could help.
and when they take such good care of you, how can you refuse?
circling back to your pleasure, rick reaches down to linger a finger or two strategically against your clit. you know it wonât be long for you once he maintains the same excruciating pace he liked to subject you to in order to get you coming twice on his cock; once to get started and once to finish him off.
after that, daryl would cum down your throat and bring you in for a heated kiss, nearly forcing you back into rick- still inside of you. eventually, rickâs pulling out to grab a soft towel to clean you off with while daryl lifts your hips for you so you can focus on his tongue between your teeth.
rick will bring over your favorite oversized sweatshirt of his to drown in. then youâll be back, hugged to his chest.
daryl eventually rolls closer so you can lay your head on his chest. the position may require some reconfiguring as the night goes on but theyâll probably just shift you in your sleep so you donât worry about it.
it wonât be long again until youâre waking up feeling needy or they are or youâre met with something hard beside you.
Synopsis: Can be read as a stand alone or part two to getting ready for me; a return to innocent, inexperienced!reader and her relationship with Rick Grimes; two weeks after their first time together there has been some distance, but now Rick wants to make up for how hasty he was when he touched her last.
Details: Rick Grimes x fem!reader, smut: oral (f receiving) and teaching reader how to give a handjob, unspecified (of age) age gap, sweetness + kissing + a little mutual pining maybe, probably cliche, and leaning more into Rick as the dutiful leader and gentle lover (I feel this is just as in character as dom!Rick). Reader is a music loverâ any kind of music you likeâ but she also likes a specific band only because I watched a documentary about them at the theater in July so it made its way into the story. Slightly proofreadâ will be corrected more later. wc: 5-7k (I lost track after finishing it on tumblr).
A/N: I wrote this message before I returned for the summer, but I still want you to read it: Been spending time outside this summer, trying to reach some goalsâ time got away from me. I donât think Iâll ever stop saying I miss you, but please know itâs always true.
â with love from writella, my beautiful reader. âĄ
Rick Grimes was not a man to give in to temptation.
My mercy prevails over my wrath, heâd sayâ his secret keepsake phrase. The one he whispers to himself in moments of hardship; the one he uses when he needs to make decisions only a leader would. Rick was a man of discipline; honor. He never boasted about how seriously he took these qualities, but when others didâ admired, applauded, stuck by him for itâ it would be a lie to say that he didnât take note and use their pride to keep him going. This is how he knows he is strong-willed, why he wouldnât fall for foolish, forbidden things. He was better than that. The safety and prosperity he brought to Alexandria proved it, reaffirmed it.
So why couldnât someone remind him of that two weeks ago before he touched you?
As for you, you believed yourself to be a girl who wouldnât fall so easily for the first man who showed you any kind of affection.
From an adolescence of peers who never seemed to take notice of you to one filled with walkers and adults who were either dead or seldom your age, you learned how hard love, let alone any connection, is to come by. It has made you quite the perpetual daydreamer because of it. One with a heart and mind filled with fantasy worlds, creating what you lacked externally. It often made you see yourself as much younger than you were despite all youâve been through. No regular person your age in the old world has probably escaped as many deaths and wannabe cowboy dictators as you have. Still, they probably knew what it was like to have a high school romance, or at least go to the movies with friends, and have graduated from well, anything. You were simply born too late and shoved into this new world too early to experience even half of it.
This upbringing has brought you up to believe yourself precocious, althoughâ maybe you were already too old for that word now. No, you were, so maybeâ sensible, realistic despite the overactive imagination; you could decipher between right and wrong, real versus fake. This is why, for as long as you could, you did not entertain any thoughts of Rick Grimes.
Other people would though, women mostly. But you did have your suspicions of others who thought the sameâ they just weren't as shameless. Those who were, could be found during lunch breaks from work on house porches; or laughing and whispering at community gatherings and at the back of town hall meetings. Basically any time or place they could turn into a gossip session, which was often. And it didnât always have to do with Rick. It could be about any one of the men in town; or retelling funny moments to their friends or complaining about their co-workers. But anything of true, great interest always had to do with the community leaders. You wish you could say you were the exception to this interest, but hypocritically, you loved a good inside scoop, and luckily for you, you had a trustworthy way about you. Almost everyone who spoke to you or allowed you to sit with them and their friends for meals agreed: you were a intent, quiet listener making you the best kind of person to say things to without judgment; and people assumed you as shy, yet you loved to laugh which was great for boosting egos. They often treated you as a little sister in that way, as if the pleasure was all yours to get to hear their ramblings because they were either older or perceived themselves to be more sociable and experienced than you. You tried not to care too much about what they took you for. It was nice to feel trusted, even if people could be a little too mean or weird for your liking because no matter who it was, they made you feel as if you were watching television, and you missed television. They told you things from period mishapsâ (itâs the apocalypse, there are a lot of free bleeding queens okay)â to which people in their workstations annoyed them most with very detailed explanations as to why and, of course, rumors or general talk about the leaders: who they thought each of them has slept with, if there seemed to be any fighting between them and what side they were taking, and obviously, anything that had to do with one of the guys. Some were downright obvious that one or the other was their type, while others might try to be more sly about it, always bringing whichever man it was up more than the others. But unless they were diehard Daryl girls, wanted to dominate Glenn, or had some military man, hot priest, or doctor kink for Abraham, Gabriel, or Siddiq, most of them apparently felt that Rick was the love of their lives. He was like a local celebrity. A bandâs frontman.
âSo, what about you?â One of your scavenging partners asked on the ride home. âWhich one do you like?â
âTheyâre all attractive guys,â you say, keeping your eyes on the road. âBut I donât really think about them like that.â You feel a flush coming on. Crushes, or anything romantic, is a part of your internal world, not something you discuss aloud.
âCome on,â she prods. âYou never join in. You just laugh at us for being delusional.â
âWhose us?â Rosita asks, her voice sharp, humorous, and not without judgment. âI donât talk about that shit.â But secretly, she loved the drama as much as you and would have many questions for you later tonight about why you have yet to tell her of the town obsession of treating her friends like the cast of a reality show.
âI donât laugh at you! I like it when you guys talk about that stuff.â
âBut what Iâm saying is that I didnât let you ride shotgun this time so you can hold out again,â the girl jokes half-heartedly.
âWhat do you mean this time? I get to ride shotgun because Iâm the one with the CDs.â
And itâs true, the only thing that cancelled out the silence of drive in moments where conversation ceased was your Oasis album playing in the background. Learning about the band was your new obsession. Much like listening to the crazy imaginations of the girls in town, you found the Gallagher brother rivalry riveting even if you only knew pieces of the story from the music, scraps of magazine articles, and by asking whoever in town happened to be a teen in the 90s. Thankfully you had hit the jackpot today though. One of the houses you visited was once occupied by a dad and daughter with an insane music collection in the living room and a smaller, more curated one in the girlâs room. After gathering what new music you wanted to try from downstairs, you also found some old issues of QuizFest in the girlâs room, filled with activities that were themed with shows you remember from when you were a kid, but the most important discoveryâ the find of all findsâ was one of those Ultimate Guide, Complete Life Story magazines of none other than the band Oasis.
You would now probably know all of the drama between the brothers to tell a coherent story about the bandâs history to anyone who wanted an escape from walker related events and farming talk. When you werenât listening, thatâs what people would come to you for: to borrow music, get recommendations, or to tell them a story. In all, you were getting the reputation of being the townâs music historian, meaning you usually used your knowledge to avoid talking about yourself. And it mostly worked.
Except for now.
âWell, if I had to guess,â the girl persists despite your silence, âI think it would be Rick.â
âWhat?â Noticing the incredulity in your tone, you calm your voice. Shrugging you say, âWhy Rick? Everyone likes him.â
Rosita sends a look your way. Itâs innocent enough, probably just showing that she is still listening on as she drives but you were refusing to look at anyone now to know for sure.
âExactly,â the girl says. âHeâs a classic knight in shining armor type. I feel like heâd talk you through it, which I think would be good forâ someone like you.â
Your face is on fire, you canât even speak properly. âI- first of all, what do you know about my experience?â you ask, the incredulous tone returning. But all you get as an answer is knowing snorts and chortles from the two women. Ouch. Nonetheless, you continue, âSecond, you think shooting a guy in the head in front of his wife and the whole town is chivalrous?â
Ohâ
That makes car goes quiet.
You know you made a mistake.
You didnât mean it as crassly as you said it, and you did feel bad for saying it knowing that the situation was more difficult than you summed it up to be, but you didnât apologize. All this talk about crushes and especially Rick made you embarrassed. Itâs not that you didn't see what others saw anyway. Of course you noticed how nice Rickâs curls are, how he doesnât have to use any product for them to look as they do; or those blue eyes and how when you get closer, they become that much more stark and crisp; or how good he was at talking to people, convincing them of things or simply just reassuring them as a friend; and that southern drawl that still sometimes catches you by surprise by sounding so pronounced at the end of certain words, making his voice that much more intoxicating. Of course you saw the appeal, but that didnât mean you had a crush on him.
Right?
Maybe it doesnât matter. You just felt you knew better. He was like a president. You know of them, and you believe in them, but you donât get close to them. And it didnât matter that he told Carl to personally deliver you a stereo he and Daryl found while out once. How he remembered how you liked music. How he told Carl to tell you this one was probably better than the old one you had, that it was louder. You only showed him your old stereo that once when he was helping you move. He was just a perceptive guy with a good memory. All leaders are like that.
Right?
Anyway, letâs get back to your crass⌠joke.
âHilarious.â Rosita says and you hear the low contempt in her voice at your insensitivity.
âThat was ages ago though,â the girl chimes in, saving you just a little, âand he did it to help her. He didnât care about the mess he made. He save her. Iâd say thatâs pretty romantic.â
âLetâs not call that romantic,â Rosita scoffs, and despite the slight frustration, there was a quiet sadness in her voice at the memory. âThat wasnât love.â
âThat was reckless, not romantic.â You agree. Partly because you truly do, but also in attempt to win back favor from your friend. âI shouldnât have mentioned it.â
But after that day, it was all you could think about.
The idea of a knight; a romantic; someone that would do anything for you, ruin his reputation for you; find gifts from the outside that heâd send is son to give to you. Maybe you did find it charming, idyllic.
These thoughts soared in your mind so much so that on one night when thinking about boys from books or your favorite artists wasn't enough during moments under your sheets when your back arched and your fingers trailed up your thighs, your mind switched from people you would never meet to him, to Rick. Your eyes scrunched tighter, and you tried to shake it away, telling yourself it was just the women in town and the talk in the car getting to you. But then you thought about how rich and hot pink his lips looked on a bright sun-burning day and how it would feel like flames firing inside of you if he kissed you with them.
Ideas like these went on for nearly a year now. You even started questioned if maybe you had always liked him, maybe you were always just like the other girls even though tried to not be. You had thought it made you respectful, realistic; after all, how could Rick be the love of your life if he was everyoneâs? Wonderings like this became even worse and more confusing when Rosita had asked if youâd like to move in with her. Becoming closer with her meant being around the leaders more often, which meant coincidental encounters and conversations with Rick as well. Quickly, he wasnât just that president or celebrity anymore who talked to you sometimes and got you that stereo that once. He was becoming a peerâ at least in some ways. One who was curious about your interests as much as your opinions. But itâs not exactly like you were in the in-crowd now as some people assumed. You didnât get to go to leader meetings, and as much as you knew Rosita must have been telling you more than others know, she couldnât have been telling you everything. But you did see him more than other people now, when he and the leaders came over to the house or when Rosita was invited over to theirs and sheâs tell you to come too. And now, with these thoughts spiraling, you canât help but to look back at the at the times where Rick approached you, gave you all his attention no matter how small it was and asked you about what you were listening to or reading that week, letting you ramble. He was an older guy, yes, but he cared, he actually listened, and he didnât make you feel like the childish little sister others do.
Sadly, you did become the fawn like you had told yourself you wouldnât be. But you couldnât stop picturing him when you closed your eyes, and in fact, it was nice to imagine someone to fall asleep with, to wake up to. It was just going be your secret. Part of your fantasy world. But thenâ it all caught up to you.
Through the sliver of the open door he saw you, fingers between folds, goading yourself on as you chanted his name in whispers.
And to your surprise, he encouraged it. No, he did so much more than thatâ he helped you, made you come; gave you your first orgasm and made you his like no one has before.
You loved it. You gave into it. Even if it was just one secret moment. It made you give into the idea that this would continue but of course, it didnât. He hasnât spoken to you in almost three weeks untilâ
âWoah-â you gasp, almost crashing into just the person as you exit your room.
âSorry,â you both say in unison, holding onto each other's forearms before quickly letting go. Your arms cross over into your chest before dropping as you enter your room again, clearing the hallway, and his hands go behind his back. Heâs still as unsteady as you are, his mouth is slightly open, thinking of what to say.
âHi,â you whisper tentatively.
âGood morning,â he politely replies. His eyes now smile slightly as he nods to you. You donât miss how the light emanating from your bright room makes them shine. And he doesnât miss how the light shining behind your figure makes you, in your white cotton sundress, look like an absolute angel.
âGood morning,â you repeat, giggling slightly, not knowing what else to say.
âGood morning,â he says again, lost and as giddy as you are.
âOh waitâ is the leaderâs meeting here today?â Rick starts to nod and answers yes as you continue to speak, âI totally forgot! Iâm sorry. I know I should be gone by now.â
He shakes his head, âItâs fine. I was just going to the bathroom.â
âHere? Was someone in the one downstairs?â
âJust wanted to be away from everyone when they came. Daryl and I came early so we started talking and I just- we didnât see eye to eye on something. I needed a minute.â
You nod. That seems to be your signature when to talk to him. You hated it honestly. Often over-analyzing your words, worrying youâll sound immature or stutter in front of him. âI'm sorry,â you tell him sympathetically. For a moment there is only silence which makes you worry he will go away, so without thinking, you ask: âI know youâre busy but, if you need a moment, maybe you would like to come in here instead?â
Rick freezes but then, inevitably agrees. As he enters, you close the door and quickly go to shut off the low playing stereo and rehang some of the dresses on your chair in the closetâ you had been getting ready for the day. Rick goes to sit on the chair after you empty it but you stop him. You sit on the vertical side of your bed and guesture Rick to sit in the spot next to you, closer to the headboard. You wanted to sit next to him.
Rick doesnât question this, maybe he wanted to be as close to you as you had, so as he sits, your thighs touch. You try not to move too much at the first contact. Still, the heat that starts to burn inside you makes you realize how much youâve craved this. Can two weeks feel like a lifetime? Itâs like you havenât felt him in ages.
âWhat were you playing today?â He asks and you realize you eyes went straight to the area where yours and Rickâs legs touched. You know he noticed but still you try to answer normally.
âSelena. Rosita loves her. Itâs one of her most famous songs: Amor Prohibido.â
He nods. âI probably wouldnât understand a bit of it,â he laughs.
He would probably remember the singer from the news if you gave more context but you donât. There is a silence that follows until you ask, âSo,â starting slowly, âwhatâs wrong? Is Daryl aright?â
He doesnât answer. His mouth is open as if heâs deciding what to say, but nothing comes out, so you continue, âYou know, nothing is ever right in the world when Rick and Daryl fight. It makes me sad.â
The joke makes those lines at the sides of his eyes appearâ a quiet laugh. âWell you know Iâd never want to make you sad. Especially not you.â You two exchange a light smile while that heat rises fast to your heart. âWeâll be fine,â he finally says, but then he goes quiet again. Rick seems unsure if he wants to continue. He even looks at the door, wonders if the others have shown up yet, butâ he knows he doesnât want to leave. And even more, he knows he shouldnât after ignoring you like some teenage boy. He decides to tell you whatâs happening: âDaryl wants us to bring new people in. You know how heâs always going out there. But I think itâs way too soon.â
You hum agreeingly, but at the same time, you understand Daryl. âI think he just likes to give people what he never used to have,â you suggest.
âI know,â he nods a bit annoyedly; âand thatâs a nice way to put it, but you know him, when he has his mind set on somethinâ he can be so damn stubborn. Itâs frustrating. He wonât compromise or listen to anything.â
Endearingly, you try to withhold a laugh, your lisp pursing. Not only because when he says anything, it actually sounds like anythang, but because Rick sounds like heâs describing himself and he doesnât even realize it.
âAnd,â he adds, pausing for a moment before he continues, scratching his beard. It looks as if maybe he shouldnât tell you what heâs about to. His head hangs low to say: This is not information for everyone to know, okay? But the last time he went out there with Glenn, the reason Glennâs arm is in a sling right now, is because they met a group, tried to bring them back and before they could make it even close to home, the group fought âem, tried to steal what they scavenged, and almost kill Glenn.â
You widen your eyes at the statement. You actually already knew this from Rosita, but that will stay between you two. All you feel is humbled that he felt he share it with you, despite it being a dark thing. It was a close call. Rick was right for being very cautious right now. âWow,â is all you can get in before he speaks again.
âImagine if we lost him. Fought this war with his wife and unborn baby at the time for nothing? So he couldnât even meet him?â Rick shakes his head, and you notice his foot tapping lightly, making his knee bounce. This had happened a month ago now but it was obviously affecting him. âIt was reckless and I told him that. That right now we need to be focusing on whatâs inside these walls. People have only just started getting back to being comfortable now; to feeling like this is a home.â
Your eyes remain wide, âWe did so much rebuilding you.â
âWe did complete rebuilding.â He corrects, though not rudely. Shaking his head, he goes back to talking about Daryl: âI think I made it seem like what happened to Glenn was his fault. So not only were we arguing but I mustâve hurt him,â Rick realizes, âand now he definitely wonât be back todayâ maybe not even until next week.â
A silence hangs in the air after this; it seems he finished. Now, you know you should speak, but as the silence continues, you grow more unsure of what to say. Issues like these are things youâve never dealt with. You didnât want to say something stereotypical.
âIâm sorry Iâm putting all this on you.â
âNo, no,â you quickly console, trying to think. âUm, well,â you say, starting unsteadily, âthis is probably going to sound stupid and not helpful. I donât even remember the exact context or what was truly said so it might not make any sense either but, do you remember when I had my Oasis obsession? Earlier this year?â
âI do,â he laughs, turning his head over to your music table. His eyes scan any of the visible album titles to see if he can find it, but the print on most of them are too small. He turns back to you as you continue:
âThis is going to sound a little far off but I think you and Daryl are like Liam and Noel.â
His eyebrows furrow, âDidnât those two hate each other?â
âI mean, yesâ but itâs much more complicated than that to meâ but no, I donât mean in that way. It just that there is this quote Noel says that I donât remember exactly, but I really liked: he said that even though he wrote the music and Liam did the singing that Liam meant the words just as much as Noel did because theyâre brothers and he wrote them. I thought that was beautiful, butâŚâ you trail off.
He stays silent, trying to give you space to find your words but you feel like youâve gone too far. Itâs all pretty convoluted and not a true comparison to whatâs going on that youâre even confusing yourself a little. âI think what I mean is that even though they have their different roles, they still feel very similar things and believe in the same purpose. I think thatâs like you and Daryl. You two are so similar yet so different. But thereâs still a binding force that always brings the two of you together. So, like Iâm sure you already know and I didnât even need to tell you, but you two will be okay. You two have different ways of doing things, but the music or the life youâre trying to create in Alexandria still has the same meaning to the both of you.â You laugh small and breathily as you end. âThat probably didnât make sense.â
Rick smiles to himself. âI didnât get that first bit, with the quote, but no⌠that made a lot of sense to me.â He nods toward you and you return his smile. âYouâre so bright. You know that? Not everyone knows how to stitch things together like that the way you do.â
This makes you feel good. Rick thought you were smart. You know you should say thank you, but instead, something else comes out: âMay I, may I kiss you?â
âYes,â he answers, almost stuttering it out, a hint of hesitation before he did, but he nods so kindly, so reassuringly as he tells you again: âyes.â
Your fingers touch his lower cheeks lightly, feeling the bristles of his beard. Youâre slow, and careful, and scared. Your fingers linger on his jaw for a moment until they completely caress his right cheek and then you move in, swiftlyâ worried youâll lose your confidence, worried heâll change his mind. You catch his lower lip and seal the kiss. Your lips are locked for a few seconds until you retreat. It was nice, and exciting, but short. You knew you could have put your tongue in his mouth. You believe he would have let you because you remember when he did it last time, but you didnât want to embarrass yourself by doing it wrong and once again reminding him how much you donât know. But youâre sure giving him a grade school kiss like this one was enough of a reminder.
Your eyes roll down, chin low. Your cheeks are on fire and your hands do not know where to go so you start fiddling with the hem of your dress and then you laugh. You were trying to be courageous this time, and you were, but you also werenât.
Rick grabs your left hand, holding it at the end of your thigh, âI liked that,â he says softly.
âYou did?â You ask as softly as he, eyes meeting his.
A short, airy snicker comes out, âMhm,â he hums, giving you a closed-mouth smile. He found you simply adorable.
âCan I⌠try it again?â
Rick pulls on your forearm, attempting to bring you closer to him. âYeah,â he nods, voice gentle. âDo you want me to help?â
You nod before you speak, happily accepting, âYes.â
He puts your hands on his shoulders. One of his grabs onto your waist and the other holds you lightly under your chin, adjusting your head to meet his lips. The first kiss he places holds just for a couple of moments as the one you gave him did, gentle but packed with longing. The next two are slow, pretty pecks that already have you melting at his touch, lips agape waiting for the next one. The fourth is the one where he brings his tongue into your mouth, carefully bringing it in quarter by quarter. He tastes the top of your mouth and tongue and you feel him as he slowly starts to explore how far you may like to go, but truly you become stagnant other than your hands that press into his shoulder. Luckily, Rick either doesnât notice your hesitation or is already silently helping you as he takes the lead, pulling you closer by the hips and slipping his tongue in and out of your mouth to kiss you more. It makes you smileâ the excitement of your first make-out session. You giggle, and then it makes him smile too and your teeth slightly bump into each other. Accidently you nip his lip because of it, making you pull back.
Your fingers hover over your lips as you impart a quiet apology but Rick just shakes his head giving you another quick kiss instead. He starts to move back on your bed, back pressed again the headboard and he tells you quietly, âCome here.â
You get up and sit higher up on the bed as well, calves folded under your thighs. He takes one of your legs and starts to put it over his as he asks, âIs this okay?â
You nod, vigor growing as you do it now, thrilled to sit on his lap. Your dress bunches around your hips and the tops of your thighs. You move closer to press your chest into his and you kiss him first again, another small one but with intent as you look at him afterward, feeling the scratch of his beard on your fingertips as you smile at him, in awe that this is happening.
âYou want to try this time?â
âUh,â he means you put your tongue in his mouth this time, but youâre afraid to do it wrong but you know you want to say yes so you do, âYes, okay.â
So he brings you in again and you kiss him. He mouth opens a little and you try to bring your tongue in slightly but you teeth clash. âSorry,â and quickly he responds that itâs okay and rubs your cheek, telling you to just open your mouth a little wider, no teeth, let your tongue go on top of his.
You try it. Your tongues meet again, licking each other tips before you slowing press in more, your chest touching his as you try to close the gap.
Rick starts slowly rocking your hips against his and he takes control of the kiss again. It helps you not think, you like it. And you like the feeling of that incoming tight bulge starting to form under his jeans, but then you let go. âWait,â you say, âI like this.â You pause for a moment, confusing him more as to why you stopped. âBut⌠there is something I wanted to ask you.â
âOkay,â his hand stay fixed on your hips and waist, rubbing soothily, âWhat it is?â
Another pause. âI feel nervous,â you whisper.
âYou have no reason to be, sweetheart. You can ask me anything.â
You laugh, smiling as you look off to the side. Anythang.
He smiles too, although unknowingly to what you found funny. His head tilts as he tries to find your gaze and turn it towards him again.
âWell, the last time we were together here you taught me how to do something. You taught me how to pleasure myself better so,â you stutter, âI want to pleasure you. If thatâs okay. And I was wondering if youâd teach me how- to touch you here.â You remove yourself from straddling him and point in the direction of his cock.
Instantly he feels a stir of his already hardening dick.
This is not how he expected things to go this time. Or truly, he didnât expect any of this at all, but when you asked to kiss him he decided he would be gentle, more giving. It felt like you wanted him to take again, the exact thing he was trying not to do. âI feel like I took advantage of you last time.â
âRickâŚâ you shake your head. âIâm the one who didnât close the door all the way. You asked if it was okay and then you asked if you could go faster. I said yes to everythingâŚâ You start to worryâ is he second guessing everything now?ââI feel maybe we remember this differently.â You bow your head again now. Feeling ashamed, wondering if he did.
Rick places one hand on your knee to comfort you although he still says, âItâs just that Iâve never done something like this before.â His thumb sways on your skin. âI just donât want you to end up feeling like youâre wasting your time. Your first times.â
Youâre surprised, âItâs so funny how you can be so self-assured in front of a crowd and now you donât think youâre good enough.â You take his hand and press it towards your chest. Your heart was racing. âI like you. So much.â You swallow as he says your name softly, realizing how fast your heart was going. âNo one in town is truly ever mean to me or anything, and Rosita has been so kind with letting me move in with her and we talk and its nice but, you knowâ she has her flings and her friendships that are separate from mine and everyone just always seems like they have their person and I just donât. I donât have my person, or any person.â You remove your hands from your chest but Rick still holds onto it, squeezing your hand as you start speaking again. âYouâre kind, Rick, and you make me excited, and you remember things about me⌠â If your face could get any hotter, it does, âAnd, well, youâre very handsome. If you could teach me again, I would like that.â
God⌠Rick was trying to be a romantic yet you were so adamant on getting him off. He laughed inwardly, shaking his head, deciding that the best way to handle this situationâ and make up for some of his guilt as he was trying toâ would be to give you the thing you say you want and not what he thinks you want. Suppose thatâs one for widowerâs wisdom.
Decidedly, Rick gets up from the bed, giving you a once over, still admiring how adorable, and how sexy, you look to him with your feet under your lap, hands on your knees as you look up at him from the bed and your white dress. He starts undoing his shirt buttons. âRemember when I did this the first time?â
A smirk came on, thereâs the Rick you remember. Blue eyes intense, and voice getting cocky as he gets ready to give you what you need, what he knows you only want from him.
âYes,â you say quiet yet with budding excitement. You start going for the hem of your dress, âShould I start taking this off too?â
âMm, stay like that.â Heâs taking off his belt. âThought you looked beautiful in it right when I saw you.â
Your thighs squeeze together slightly. Rick Grimes was undressing before you, for you, and calling you smart and beautiful all the while.
As Rick lowers his boxers, his cock springs up. He returns to his spot on the bed, back leaning against the headboard. All of a sudden he seems to truly recognize that he is the only one exposed. He would tell you what to do, guide you, but in a small way, in a way you probably didnât realize, you were in control. It seems that each time this happensâ although itâs only been twiceâ and each time he talks to youâ which has been plentyâ you steal a little more of Rickâs heart and he just canât stop it.
âSo,â he clears his throat, your eager eyes on his cock making him twitch, âyou usually just wrap your hand around, start from the base and keep pumping up.â He shakes his head, âthereâs not too much too it but itâs best to keep your hand light at the start, youââ
You nod quickly, âMay I?â
As he nods back you, âYes.â And as he says it youâre already licking your hand.
âIs it okay if I spit? That helps right? Or is that nasty to you?â
Heâs caught off guard, âNo, no, that helps.â
So you do and you place your hand lightly at the base as he said and you start to pump. Instantly, he lets out a gasp, and the next noises that follow are repressed grunts and groans. You want to ask him to stop doing that but youâre a little scared to speak up that way just yet and youâre too engrossed in how you can see the light veins of green and blue on him and how heâs so red at the tip. It was honestly exciting. Just this, touching him with your hand, staring at his member and watching him twitch as his mouth opens to pant lightly. It still felt unreal but you liked it and you were happy to learn. You start to pump him more towards the top, placing your thumb on his slit- pressing in. His abs clench at that. You push in a little harder and you squeeze your fist around him a littleâ testing it out to see what happensâand he groans, unadulterated this time, âoh, fuck.â
The heel of your foot thatâs under your lap pushes into your center at that.
You start pumping faster. âAm I doing good, Rick?â
Hearing your voice sets him off, âFuck, sweetheart. Yes.â Heâs honestly choking out each of his words, he didnât expect to get so turned on by all of this. He realizes the last time he had sex was with you that first time, and before that⌠he canât even remember. âYouâre doing an amazing job.â
As you pump, you start to slow down, only doing it shallowly towards his base. Youâre feeling confident and you kiss the side of him, licking a fat stripe up to the top and then you pump him fully again.
âOh, fuck, yeah,â he breathes out. He wants to tell you to slow down but it comes out of nowhere, he stutters before he can even speak. An unintelligible groan mixed with a moan comes out abrupt and louder than he intends and white spurts of liquid come out.
You go faster for a few moments, then start to slow down, a little unsure of what is best to do, but you notice when you start squeezing him a little more as you continue to pump up and more whiteness fall out from inside of him.
âDid I, make you come?â
âYeah,â he says, huffing.
âI did?â your cheekbones rise as you ask with aweâ it was another first for the books.
Rickâs tries to let his embarrassment fade, he can tell you were just excited about it, but still, he looks down and to the side, avoiding direct eye contactâ almost like you typically would. You peer at him, almost nervously because of it. Rick is usually the confident one. âDoesnât always happen that fast,â he explains.
âWell before a month ago I didnât know how to make myself come so I wouldnât know,â you say with self-deprecating assurance. You had heard from the girls in town that it was easier to make men orgasm. You already had it in your head as something not to judge. You wonder how hard he must have been restraining himself the first time he placed himself inside you, or if it just happened to be easier for him that time around. âI didnât expect I could do it or anything really. I thought it wasâŚâ you smile while giggling, âinteresting.â
âA good interesting I hope.â
âVery,â you assure. âI liked it.â You kiss his cheek as you take some wipes that are by your night stand and you start cleaning him up. He doesnât tell you that you donât have to; he helps along with you.
âYou sure youâve never done any of this before?â
You shake your head. âI just read fiction books.â
He smiles to himself, a quiet snort of laughter leaving his nose. You always surprise him.
When you two are done cleaning, he puts his boxers back on. Quickly, he is on the bed again and starts to kissing you. Rick holds your shoulder and pushes you down. Finally, itâs time for his redemption, he feels. It was your turn to be pleasured. Just like he wanted to do from the beginning.
Rick kisses down your neck to your collarbone, and the parts of your exposed chest and he pushes your dress up past your hips. His lips move back up to yours, kissing you more before saying, âI really wanna show you something sweetheart.â He presses his thumb into your clit over your underwear. âCan I kiss you down there? Have you ever had that before?â
You shake your head slowly, eyes wide. âI-â you start nodding your head, â-I would really like that.â And in such a small voice you add, âPlease.â
Rick kisses your cheek. Deep and softly he breathlessly tells you, âI would love to.â
Rick moves his head lower and gives you slow kisses over your underwear from your mound to the end of your lips. He starts to drag your panties over your legs and once theyâre gone he kisses up your thighs. Then his nose rubs and sways ever so lightly on your lips. He breathes in and it makes you shutter. Your heart is going crazy again. Finally, he licks upward. One long and languid stripe ending with a kiss to your clit and then he truly begins.
Tongues are wet and sticky and everything you ever dreamed of. Your eyes roll back instantly from that first lick and kiss. You remember a time when you started touching yourself that you used to never think of receiving oral. You thought it was scary, nasty, that you wouldnât like it until the moment you thought about it as a million kisses on your most sensitive lips, or someone liking you so much that theyâd get drenched by your wetness just to touch you, to taste you. After that, you thought about it all the time and now it was finally happeningâ someone needing you so much they just had to know what you taste like. Here he was: kissing, licking, sucking, not caring about how he looks but only how you feelâ you now knew what it was like to be desired.
Rick presses his tongue flat on your clit, rubbing deep circles. His eyes are open, looking up at how your mouth opens wider and wider. You let out little whimpers, enamored by his tongue, still deciding if you like the scratch of his beard, but your eyes stay glued to the ceiling, scared to look at the scene below.
He gives you kitten licks in between speaking, âLook down. Donât miss your first time.â
Your eyes go down slowly, watching as he gives open mouth kisses to your clit and right lip, tilting his head. He stays there for a moment, hearing your short and breathy pants, kissing and licking your clit and lower lips like they were the ones above your chin. His eye contact sends bursts of sticky wet fluid down your hole and you release a whimpered moan, theyâre always sp short and soft and high pitched. He can tell you like it but he can also see youâre nervous. You donât trust yourself, you know it, and heâs starting to realize it too. Youâre scared of completely letting go.
He peppers kisses to your clit before moving upward, his tongue rolling and mouth kissing from your lower stomach to your breasts till his face reaches yours again. âNo oneâs here,â he tells you. He then kisses your lips allowing you to taste yourself for the first time. âRelax,â he whispers, rolling out each syllable. He holds your chin with one hand while he inserts a finger into your hole with the other, his pointer is instantly drenched and you shudder at the feeling. His single calloused finger reminds you of the time he was last inside you. He pumps slowly, looking into your eyes as he speaks, âDonât think about who could come downstairs.â
âWhat if Rosita or Daryl come back?â
âWhat if?â He says it so simply as if heâs ready for everyone to know. Truly, that would be an issue, but right now it was not about him and it was completely about you; he wanted to give. It was short-sighted, reckless, yes, but⌠you were just so pretty, so bright, so insightful, and he felt like he needed to make up for all the taking he did last time, of your first time. Rosita had went to run after Daryl, hopefully no one was here anyway. But again, he didnât care. It didnât matter. âLay back,â he gently commands, âforget what I said before- close your eyes. Just give in to it. Like Iâm the only one who's here.â
Rick licks zig zag stripes down your slit and then he decides to insert his tongue in your hole. He goes as deep as his tongue allows, collecting your wetness and trying to swallow it in moments when he turns back to kissing. He his nose is brushing and rubbing up against your clit as he sucks wetness from down below and you start letting out stringy moans you canât control. Soft, pretty, and continuous, âuh, ah, uh, uhâ that turn into âsorry, Iâm sorry.â Youâre still self-conscious about your own noises. This was still only the second time youâve heard the sounds you make when someone else is fucking you.
But Rick shushes you. Giving small kisses to your clit as he looks up at you, seeing your scrunched eyes and open mouth. âI like knowing you like it, pretty girl. I like all those pretty sounds youâre making.â
Your pussy tightens around nothing at that phrase.
âKeep going. You donât have to be shy.â He grabs your chin and you look down at him. His beard is wet. âWeâve already made a mess anyway.â
He starts kissing your labias, licking up wetness when you decide to ask, nervously, âCan you make sounds too?â
Instantly, Rick goes again to kiss your clit, humming into it as he sucks. Breathing against you he says, âWant me to tell you I like it, sweetheart?â His tongue slides down again, tongue reaching into your hole and he moans into your pussy.
Your back arches and you mewl, you could almost scream.
Thatâs it, he thinks. Rick keeps humming and groaning into you now. His voice is so seductive. âI love tasting your pussy, baby.â
You couldnât breathe.
Rick starts rubbing your clit with his thumb and going fast with his tongue in your hole âMy bright, pretty girl gonna come for me? Hm?â
âOh, Rick, I want to. Please, Rick.â
Rick starts to go faster and your brain turns to mush. Only noises coming out and when he stops his tongue movements to say something more you push his head down. âSorry,â you say. Youâve never been forceful before but he says nothing, just continues going down on you and taking his free hand to place it over his, gesturing that he wants your hands in his hair. You tug on his curls and he grunts into you. You start chanting his name and then he switches to placing his lips on your clit and putting two fingers in your pussy. It reminded you of the first time but instead of your three fingers they were two of his and it felt so much better than you ever knew before, better than you could ever do it yourself. It sets you off. Your eyes shut tighter if they could. âRick! Oh my god,â you moan and then again and again and then you come.
Rick laps at your cunt, vigorously trying to wipe you clean. He makes it look like it will be the last and only time. It makes you worry but at the same time he looks so sexy like that; needy for you even after you finished.
He takes your wipes and cleans his lips before cleaning you up as you did for him. He kisses you thighs and your lips and your cheeks as he continues. âYou did such a good job,â he says. âYou always do.â
Youâre filled with pride at that. âThank you.â Then worry sets in. You realize how public youâve made everything. âDid I just ruin your life?â
He laughs while caressing your thigh. That anxious expression of yours that he just got rid of returns after all the work he did.
âIâm gonna check downstairs. Okay? If theyâre there, theyâre there.â You nod. We already made a mess anyway, you remember him saying. âThey might want to start the meeting when I go down so, whatever happens, happens alright? You didnât do anything wrong.â
Your eyes are still nervous, but itâs all too late anyway. âOkay,â you respond.
âOkay,â he says back, kissing you once more. As he dresses himself again, he tells you, âI promise I wonât wait two weeks to see you again.â
âIâd like that.â
âMe too,â he says as a send off and goes into the bathroom to clean his face.
When he reaches the living room, there is no one. Rick is thankful but confused.
As he nears the coffee table there is a sheet of yellow lined legal pad with a talkie next to it.
Call when youâre done, it reads.
âRosita?â He questions into the device. Who else could it have been, right?
He can almost hear the grin on her face. âThey should start calling you Reckless Rick for all the agony you put these Alexandria girls through.â She pauses for dramatic effect. âThereâs just something about that stupid hair cowboy accent, I guess.â
Before he can respond, telling her that itâs absurd to think of him as a playboy, that he was far from it, she continues:
âSo, fucking my roommate? Youâre glad Glenn and Maggie called everyone over to theirs instead. Hershel took his first steps while you were teaching someone else how to take theirs.â
She unpressed the button to suppress her laughter. âJust get over here,â she concludes, putting down the walkie and going back to meet the rest of the group with a perfect poker face. She tells everyone Rick will be here shortly.
Oh, Alexandriaâs leader and her new little best friend who has been hearing the townswomenâs fantasies of him for years: Reckless Rick and his reckless romantic girl.
Rosita would give you so much shit for this when she gets home.
description box: rick knows itâs wrong, but he canât keep his hands off you.
warnings: slight nsfw warning, mostly a drabble , prison!era
RICK THINKS ITâS SO CUTE actually, this little crush you have on him. itâs so obvious by the way youâre always looking for him when you enter a room, or the way you always giggle at his jokesâtheyâre rarely actually funny but you seem to think they areâand the way you always puff your chest a little when heâs there, as if youâre trying to get his attention.
and he lets you. lets you indulge your little fantasies. lets you follow him around. lets you cling to his arm.
he knows he probably should put an end to itâfor godâs sake, youâre half his age! he could be your father! but youâre such a pretty, young thing; such an emotional and sensitive soul and so dependent on him, youâre as cute as a button and he just canât bring himself to.
youâre a crybaby. so sweet. canât get anything done without him, but rick secretly likes it, he likes the way you need him to do simple things for you like opening a bottle. heâll flex his arms while heâs doing it and watch you almost drool over his arm muscles. itâs so adorable, really, he thinks.
or when you need help reaching something high in the shelf. heâll grind up against you, hand on your waist, as he reaches up. he loves the way your breath hitches nervously and the way your frame almost disappears in comparison to his height.
sometimes youâll even fake problems. youâre not even trying to open that box, you just straight up make your way to rick, demanding he opens this box for you. you think youâre so clever; that he doesnât notice, but he does.
you make him feel like heâs young again. like heâs twenty years old and still desirable. rick knows you think otherwise, by god youâve made that obvious. he couldâve taken you right there at the shelf and he knows you wouldâve let him, wouldâve let him do unspeakable things to your body, wouldâve let him have you. but he didnât. because he has a ring on his finger. because he has a son. because he has a daughter. and although he doesnât have a wife anymore, he restricts himself from any kind of contact this way.
but right now, he somehow doesnât seem to care, not when he has you like thisâlegs propped up over his shoulders, his name falling from your lips like a prayer, tears and runny mascara on your cheeks and marks all over your neck and chest.
he loves it when youâre like this. so unravelled. so messy. so pretty.
and he canât help himselfâhe just has to have you.
Was wondering if you could write for rick where reader is young and has lots of stamina so sometimes he just lets her get off on his thigh or ride his c*ck or somethin?
18+ mdni
âSweetheart, âm tired.â Rick groaned, his head falling back into the fluffy pillows.
You whined in protest. âBut I need you.â
He smiled up at you, all sleepy and groggy, âIâve already made you cum.â The older man referred to two minutes ago when his fingers were knuckles deep inside of you.
Naturally, you had a much higher sex drive than Rick. Much more stamina too. He was at least ten years older than you, it was only inevitable.
âI need you,â You pout, hands tangling in the thin material of his sleep shirt, âNeed your cock.â
Rick smirked at thatâ his eyes heavy but a cocky smirk plastered on his face.
âBaby. . .â He trailed off, unable to bring himself to say no to you, especially not with that look on your faceâ your soft pink lips in a pout, big doe eyes looking into his, he couldnât resist. âAlright, but Iâm not gonna help.â He pulled his cock from his sweatpants, pumping himself in his hands.
You eagerly smiled, already naked from your previous activities, now straddling his lap and lining your entrance up with the tip of his dick.
Eyes falling shut as you sink down on his length, a string of breathy moans leaving your parted lips. âOh, Rick!â
The man let out a groan, hands flying to your hips in order to control your movements.
âThere you go. Such a needy girl, huh?â His fingers dug into your hips, rocking you back and forth on him.
âMhm!â You agreed, incoherent mumbles leaving your mouth, vision going fuzzy as your orgasm approached. âOh, oh. Oh, mmmgh, Rick.â
âYeah, come, baby.â
In a second you did. Already.
Your first orgasm already had you sensitive and swollen down there, your second came easily, the feeling of his tip hitting your cervix, clit grazing against his public bone every few seconds. You came fast.
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