ꉂ ゛(⁠.⁠ ⁠❛⁠ ⁠ᴗ⁠ ⁠❛⁠.⁠) .ᐟˎˊ˗

♀️— Multifandom — autist — college student — murdersim enjoyer — dead dove do not eat — check introduction for warnings!

[machawuf]

Introduction (⁠*⁠´⁠ω⁠｀⁠*⁠)

(I procrastinated on this for a long time)

(⚠️read through to check warnings if needed⚠️)

Hello!! You can call me Leyley, Lacie, Lacey, or Lolie (I struggle to find a name to identify myself with)

I enjoy drawing, writing & gaming (⁠.⁠ ⁠❛⁠ ⁠ᴗ⁠ ⁠❛⁠.⁠)

Im planning on learning how to code games.

I make alot of satirical jokes, statements, posts, so please do not take most things I say or post seriously ^^

I like ALOT of stuff, my taste varies very wide and I tend to be open to get into new things when introduced to it in the right way

I love Ren Hana alot!! I love him so much for many many reasons, I could talk about him all day if I could! ^0^

I enjoy collecting things such as scissors, keychains, pokemon cards, etc

I hoard stuff alot... I believe that anything can be useful someday, which is why I tend to keep most things I own or find

I may post about inappropriate, dark & triggering topics, so please beware of that when scrolling through my profile and keep your own safety and comfort in mind!

I am very weird, I am not afraid of acknowledging and admitting to that. I simply just wish for people online to avoid me or certain posts of mine if I cause them discomfort.

Uhmmmm I can't think of anything else... (⁠ー⁠_⁠ー⁠゛⁠)

I think that was it for now

Thank you for reading!!

[succubusboyfriend]

you have permission to pick that 2 year old "abandoned" project back up. it's not mad at you for setting it aside. and maybe time and distance have helped ease or erase the things that made you put it down in the first place.

[angelcutieeabby]

there's just something about older guy's 🦢🩰

[sunsarise]

Wow i hate seeing what ive become

[ykmetconfessional]

Would law in meme lord have a fat fucking joint sticking from his mouth is the question.

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[machawuf]

It sometimes feels so weird to not be in contact with my groomer anymore because a part of me always misses the way he talked to me, how he acts, his mindset & views on things, his personality.

I truly dont think I'll meet anyone like him again.

Despite the awful sick feeling I get in my gut when I think about him, a part of me will always feel like something related to him is missing in me. Especially since I never got to have the closure I needed.

I always get so scared at the idea of getting back in contact with him again because I don't know how I'll behave or react when he speaks to me again.

He was truly one of a kind

And that just makes it harder for me.

[machawuf]

Update from an hour later:

I'm actually missing him alot right now.

As if I'm grieving someone.

I hate the fact that he's still out there because I sometimes see his profile picture change on his discord.

He's out there probably having the best time ever with whatever new girlfriend he has while I'm stuck over here missing the way he spoke to me.

I always liked how all his messages were grammatically correct & formal most of the time.

I miss how he'd comfort me and be there for me whenever i vented about things that I was too scared of telling anyone else.

I miss how gently he spoke to me whenever he tried getting me back to where he wanted me to be whenever I was upset at him.

I hate him but I miss what I felt for him.

I think that maybe

Just maybe

I was close enough to make him love me back then.

[proshippers-against-censorship]

isn’t consenting age play a bit different than drawing/writing proship nsfw though? in the age play scenario, I’m assuming the two (or more) involved adults are in their own home privately. creating dead dove content itself is exactly equivalent yes, if it’s shared privately between adults. but largely people post this content publicly on platforms like tumblr or ao3. the comparison is a bit disingenuous to me. (I’m pro fiction myself and create/consume dead dove so im definitely not an “anti,” but I disagree with a lot of proshipping arguments as well, and I don’t understand why people who are pro-darkfiction seem to center their entire online personalities around that stance.)

By choosing to interact with a fictional piece, you are giving you immediate consent. This consent can be withdrawn at any time by exiting the fic/scrolling away from the art/etc. This is ESPECIALLY true when the piece is properly tagged.

[machawuf]

It sometimes feels so weird to not be in contact with my groomer anymore because a part of me always misses the way he talked to me, how he acts, his mindset & views on things, his personality.

I truly dont think I'll meet anyone like him again.

Despite the awful sick feeling I get in my gut when I think about him, a part of me will always feel like something related to him is missing in me. Especially since I never got to have the closure I needed.

I always get so scared at the idea of getting back in contact with him again because I don't know how I'll behave or react when he speaks to me again.

He was truly one of a kind

And that just makes it harder for me.

[mevil]

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

That’s such a weird thing to say and a weird account. No proships and profic isn’t good to be, I can just imagine the level of fucked up brain you have and I wanna tell you it deserves jail and most of all hell, imagine if you get kids ? Ughh I feel sorry for them and it wouldn’t look good because everything you say and post here reflects YOU, you are somehow what you imagine and dedicate your posts about. What you write about, ew like imagine going into detail and SPENDING your time on that DELIBERATELY, how and why do you WANT that? Are you traumatised or just fucked up, I wlasys wondered if people are born fucked up. I won’t thank ao3, and there should be writer censorship and I will do everything in my power to make it reality. No one is acceptable to anyone’s fucked up fanfics, it’s the GENERAL taste of people ALL over the world so you can’t expect people to not come for y’all. Accounts like you don’t deserve to be anywhere near internet and I hope you live a miserable life like you put through and wish to do for your fictional characters.

man people like you are so unironically stupid that it’s entertaining. you can keep crying though I ain’t reading all that.

I’ll keep writing my dark fics and enjoying my favorite horror movies because 1. there’s nothing you can do to stop me 2. I’m mature enough to separate fiction from reality 3. I don’t harass others over fictional characters just to feel morally superior.

enjoy the attention you want xx

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻

[nutongzhi]

[fagcrisis]

i hate the word spicy can we bring back calling things erotic

[maryoliveoil]

rolling up to Wendy's to get an erotic chicken sandwich

[machawuf]

DAY 10 OF WAITING FOR THE YKMET REN GAME

I'm craving cheesecake so badly right now.

This is not ok.

Also, I managed to do a bit of my schoolwork last night so yayyy, that's better than nothing :D

[senatortedcruz]

I am in fucking tears

[serenepervert]

old ren sketch i was trying to figure out his proportions

[brainstreams]

[littfox]

I drew Ren! (me) YAYAY! I hope u like!! ( ˶ˆᗜˆ˵ )