[macholadies]

Can’t believe we survived this long — 5th coming soon! 😆

omg hello?? 4 years?? I blinked and suddenly it’s 83 days till our 5th anniversary 😭 Life’s wild, love’s weirder, but I’m still hoping for that miracle. InsyaAllah. 💕

[macholadies]

Little treats for my nieces and nephews this weekend — girls’ team gonna love it! Sorry boys 😅💖

[abnormall]

i am tired. i am exhausted. from my head to my soul to my bones i am so fucking tired.

[macholadies]

Extremely tired.

[macholadies]

je t'aime

Hey, look who’s back?!

1 more day before we celebrate our 1st anniversary together as husband and wife! Omg, I know this is insane! 

Catch you guys later!

[macholadies]

Hi.

Finally, the long-awaited day is approaching. Alhamdulillah.

Preparation is almost 80% ready. Hope everything is simplified.

[macholadies]

Route to the South with Adik ✈️

Yes, I just finally purchased my own flight tickets for the first time at 29 years old. HAHAHAHAHAH. Bought tickets for our (Adik & I) trip to the South this coming November.

Can’t wait for the journey even tho just only for few hours in the South 

[macholadies]

Cancelled due to COVID!

[macholadies]

Postponed.

Today was supposed to be my last day at work before my long holiday.

As COVID became more widespread, we decided to postpone the event to January 2021, InsyaAllah.

Hoping everything goes back to normal soon — and that the ceremony can finally take place. 🤍

[macholadies]

Life ...

It’s true — life isn’t that easy. Problems keep coming, one after another, from the beginning until… I don’t even know when they’ll stop.

To be honest, I feel useless. I can’t help the people I love, especially the ones who mean the most to me.

Can I do whatever I want in the future? Will people say things that hurt my heart? Geez… we never know. Maybe one day they’ll understand.

Will we be able to face it all? It’s still unclear. Can we handle everything calmly? Maybe we can… maybe we can’t.

Life — it’s too tangled, too heavy sometimes. I’m just waiting for everything to settle. It’s too tiring.

All we can do is pray that things will get easier and be filled with blessings.

InsyaAllah. 🤍

[macholadies]

Alhamdulillah, I managed to design my own wedding card and it’s ready for printing! I can’t wait for August; sending the draft to the printing shop 💃

[macholadies]

Couldn’t make it happen since I’m using the printing shop’s design, sigh :( But on the bright side — almost everything’s ready! 💪✨

[macholadies]

Route to the South with Adik ✈️

Yes, I just finally purchased my own flight tickets for the first time at 29 years old. HAHAHAHAHAH. Bought tickets for our (Adik & I) trip to the South this coming November.

Can't wait for the journey even tho just only for few hours in the South 

[macholadies]

We had a meeting and finally decided — the date is confirmed! 💍

From Nov 2020 ➡️ Mar 2021 ➡️ and now back to Nov 2020.

We’re getting married in 4 months! Alhamdulillah 🤍

In 4 months, there’s going to be soooo many things to do.

This weekend: bridal boutique hunting and another meeting with the fambam.

Can’t wait. Excited… but also not really? HAHAHAHA. 😆

[macholadies]

It’s finally July 6th!

Happy 2nd Anniversary, Love ❤️

Thank you for always be there for me. Be patient with me. Be my FANS and always be.

I love you from day one I met you. I love us. 

[macholadies]

This is us. Technically.

Can’t wait for our incoming meet up even I’m not sure when. Hehehe

I love you, Fiancé ❤️

[beethrill]

[st-a-y]

I don't think you understand how messed up things can get in my mind

[macholadies]

Alhamdulillah, I managed to design my own wedding card and it’s ready for printing! I can’t wait for August; sending the draft to the printing shop 💃