Im a hippie who loves her dogs.

All I do on here is type my feelings, and post my pictures.

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Half way there!

well I am officially 20 weeks pregnant!

can't believe its going by so fast. 

I haven't really typed how I feel about being pregnant yet cause I didn't really know how to put it all into words, what I was thinking that is. 

I’m still trying to figure out how I will be a mother. Will I be good at parenting or will I just suck and have no idea what to do. I’m also super scared about giving birth. I’ve read and watch videos that have scared me to no end, and every woman that I've talked to that has given birth says it does hurt, and that if I have a C-section it will hurt too after cause its a long healing process. 

I’m scared that I won't be ready for this baby to come in October. I feel like its coming up so fast and I have nothing planned.

We find out what the baby is June 20th. My husband wants to plan a party and announce to our whole family what it is. I have no idea how to plan a party, and half my family hates each other. My family story is a little complicated.. but thats a different story for a different time. 

I just want everything to be perfect and its stressing me out. 

well I promise to type more. sorry I've been so MIA. 

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Rainy days spent with my lover.

Today is spent laying in my king size bed with two dogs, and the love of my life. We have been watching Netflix, ordered breakfast this morning. Now we have no idea what we want for dinner, we kinda skipped lunch.. well our breakfast food was lunch. We didn't wake up until around 1:30ish... we are definitely lazy on this rainy day. But hey what more could a girl ask for???? a lazy rainy day with her man and fur babies? Sounds perfect to me! 

Stay warm, and Dry.

xoxo. Dog Mom.

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Art.

The beautiful thing about art (the word I'm using tonight) is more then a three letter word. To me its so much more powerful. With art you can/be anything you want. Art gives out messages to the people who see it. Art doesn't have to be perfect in others eyes but in your eyes because well it is your masterpiece. You could have a blank piece of paper with only a flower on it, a small not so perfect flower on it and it be the most powerful piece you've ever did for yourself. It could have so much feeling behind it. Others do not have to know what it means. Only you should. 

keep up the art work friends.

xoxo. Dog Mom.

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More of koda bear.

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Koda and daddy

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Gyyps’ First Christmas 🎄

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Kodas first Christmas 🎄

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Today is a new day. 12-18-17

Like my title says today is a new day, also a day for me to start my own blogging. Even though no one is really going to see it but me, I still feel the need that I need to start one. 

Mostly for myself to look back on the good, and also the bad times I'm having in life. 

Today is a new day for starting new things. I got my first Mac Book Pro!!!!

Tuna got it for me, for Christmas. I needed a new laptop anyways so why not go all out and get my dream computer that I've been wanting since I was a little girl. When I first got my hands on one of the very first Mac Book laptops ever made. Of course it didn't work cause it was my aunts old laptop but still made me want one. Enough about that. 

In good ol Waco Texas the weather is very ehhh, its rainy and cold. The ground is wet, the leafs are different colors now. Well in Texas the weather here is so much different then anywhere else. Winter here is like fall anywhere else. Fall here is still summer. What I'm trying to say is we only have 2 seasons... Fall, and summer. One day I wanna move away from here and actually see what other seasons are like haha. 

Well that completes this Blog for the day. Hopefully my head stops hurting and tuna doesn't make me wait to actually have my laptop until the 23rd! I only got a test run with it for the day. 

have a nice day. to whoever made read this stupid first blog of mine. Cause I know it all doesn't make any since.

xoxo. Dog Mom.

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Why live in fear?

We all live in some type of fear.

We fear of being alone

We fear of being with someone and not feeling enough.

We fear every single day of some sort.

We are humans. That’s what we mostly do.

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Just some new editing 💜 #photograph #blogs

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We are all master pieces..

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What am I scared of the most.

I was asked what I was scared of the most.

I sat here and thought about that question for awhile, and I think I came up with a few things.

I’m scared of never finding who my true self is.

I’m scared of losing the love of my life, and my animals.

I’m scared of not getting over the death of my grandparents.

I get scared of the thought of dying and not being something after death.

I’m scared of anger that people brings towards me, and all the negativity in the word.

Now that was only a few that I typed. But everyone has millions of things they are truly scared of.

Bugs, dirt, other stuff. And what makes me so sad is people judge others for them being scared. Everyone is scared of something. They can act hard, and bad but really they are hurting inside.

Now what are you scared of?

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Pictures I’ve been taking lately. Hopefully this could be a start of a new hobby 💜

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Gyyps’ first Halloween. And the kittens had to photo bomb cause they were probably jealous they didn’t get a cute Halloween costumes. But they were too little this year😓 always the next one!!!! I love my babies!