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before i die i want to live

[mad-damn-damin]

i miss the poetic me. the one who writes, not the one who bleeds.

[mad-damn-damin]

i admit, i miss this other side of me — only the one who writes, not the one who bleeds.

[mad-damn-damin]

5.24.24 | 12:02 PM

malayo pa, pero malayo na tayo.

[mad-damn-damin]

92020

masyadong nang maingay ang mundo

sarili ko naman ang papakinggan ko

[mad-damn-damin]

92020

tahimik at mag-isa pero walang dapat ipag-alala

[mad-damn-damin]

kung hindi man umayon sa akin ang tadhana,

sana nama’y tuparin ang mga hiling ko sa tala

[gavlin]

everything will come to me when the time is right and all the patience and waiting will all be worth it

[mad-damn-damin]

dito muna mamamalagi

hanggang sa matapos ang huling hikbi

magmumuni muni ng sandali

hanggang sa matapos ang pagkukubli

[mad-damn-damin]

‘🔙🔜’

[mad-damn-damin]

91720

being here means the monster is back and i just need time and energy to fight back and win this

[mad-damn-damin]

i need to start waking up early na so that there’s more time to do more stuffs!!

[mad-damn-damin]

so many kdrama series recommendations, so little time 🥺

i’ve seen a shared post sa fb about a feedback on hospital playlist. so ako naman na di pa matutulog at nagllate night snack pa after ko magreview eh napaopen ng netflix at sinearch kung meron yung drama. sooo ep1 of hospital playlist done tonight after weeks of not watching on netflix. ngayon nalang ulit since i started reviewing na and changing my lifestyle. i want to finish this agad so that i can watch other series. dami nang nasa my list ko tapos inuna ko pa kung ano yung wala don hahahaha sana mapanood ko lahat habang nakatengga pa’ko dito sa bahay kaso syempre may board exam hayyyy priorities 🥺

[mad-damn-damin]

tangina, universe. tama na. parang awa.

[mad-damn-damin]

worth it ba?

[mad-damn-damin]

so hi, it’s me again. here. and sad.

okay so i ordered a kalimba that i’ve been wanting for a very long time already. i placed my order yesterday and karakaraka i asked my mom to pay it for me since siya lang yung lumalabas sa amin dito sa bahay. so ngayon, agad agad, paid na’ko. ilang beses ko pinag-isipan, ang tagal ko nang pinapangarap. i’m really excited and also expecting the worst. but i’m not so ready to be disappointed. i know that the delivery will be delayed due to this pandemic pero di ko mapigilang malungkot at mapraning at magworry. kasi hindi ko alam kelan. hindi ko alam gaano katagal. eto nanaman tayo sa walang kasiguraduhan. minsan talaga palpak mga desisyon ko eh. minsan di ko nalang din talaga alam kung tama ba. gusto ko lang maging masaya. so i guess, maghihintay nanaman ako. waiting game nalang parati. ayaw na ayaw ko pa namang naghihintay. nakakabagot. nakakalungkot.

[mad-damn-damin]

luha

[mad-damn-damin]

nalulungkot. nayayamot.

[mad-damn-damin]

rest til i fall asleep