Diary of a MadBlackVirgo

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Diary of a MadBlackVirgo

Diary of a MadBlackVirgo Entry #7 July 26th, 2020 11:00 PM “Hello, Ocean” a poem by MadBlackVirgo The Ocean reminds me of my freedom The Ocean reminds me of my limitations The Ocean reminds me of my persistence The Ocean reminds me of my stubbornness The Oc...

Hearing about Elijah McClain's death almost broke me this week and made me cry for the first time in a couple of years about our deaths. I've been numb but motivated for a while. I will cover my thoughts on him soon, but right now it hits too close to home. HOWEVER, this week, I've spewed out a longboi entry with tons of sources and all! Talking about how we envision the world and introducing why we may not want to listen to billionaires anymore about what is "inevitable" about human progress. How do YOU want society to progress? Does it have to have anything to do with how much technology increases? The age of waiting on and listening to Rockerfellers, Musks, Gates, and Bezos's for the state of the world is OVER. A new collective vision board is ready for ALL of us to have an equal share. How I personally envision the world. A world where everyone can mind their own damn business and still live a happy life. How about you?

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Diary of a MadBlackVirgo

Diary of a MadBlackVirgo Entry #7 July 26th, 2020 11:00 PM “Hello, Ocean” a poem by MadBlackVirgo The Ocean reminds me of my freedom The Ocean reminds me of my limitations The Ocean reminds me of my persistence The Ocean reminds me of my stubbornness The Oc...

#4- Coloring Can Awaken your Intuition?**This is an intro. You can click for the main entry**The actual entry is this piece I wrote a while back because I have nothing much else to give energy-wise. Providing links, evidence, and fancy words to validate and express my black pain is not in the budget right now.It’s been really rough yall having consciousness in a black body this week. I’ve tried to write a diary entry on Monday and Wednesday to finally keep to a consistent schedule through the chaos. But it was too much.* One minute, I’m mourning the losses of five and counting black men hung from trees and ruled a suicide.* Next hour, I’m mourning the loss of Oluwatoyin Salau, also suspiciously enraged at the questionable cause of death* Next 30 seconds, I’m reading about a South African pregnant black mother being stabbed and hung* The whole of the next day, I’m thinking about my brother’s safety and his mentality. Not knowing when I’ll ever get the call.* Or when he’ll get the call.These are emotions I no longer want to hold in my body nor my consciousness. But I’ve been told that we must keep fighting. That it is no choice.That’s really hard to hear when you’re alone with no financial safety net, struggling to muster any sort of mental energy to apply for jobs you know will pay you shit and not enough to continue living on your own.I’m ready for having consciousness in a black body to be the freest experience divine love has to offer. But sadly, we’re still in this necessary, messy paradigm shift towards higher love and consciousness. So I wait.

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Diary of a MadBlackVirgo

Diary of a MadBlackVirgo Entry #7 July 26th, 2020 11:00 PM “Hello, Ocean” a poem by MadBlackVirgo The Ocean reminds me of my freedom The Ocean reminds me of my limitations The Ocean reminds me of my persistence The Ocean reminds me of my stubbornness The Oc...

If you want a fun afternoon read, A Black Scooby Doo Movie has been casted (sort of...TOP 3 for each), a younger AND older generation! Had an extremely fun time making this and hope you have fun reading! Let me know of other casting ideas you have to and SHARE with your friends. We all deserve some good, inconsequential conversation these days. Have a great Wednesday yall! This entry doesn't really warrant a donation, but I'm always accepting! Cashapp: $jjmaxx99Venmo: @madblackvirgo

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Diary of a MadBlackVirgo

Diary of a MadBlackVirgo Entry #7 July 26th, 2020 11:00 PM “Hello, Ocean” a poem by MadBlackVirgo The Ocean reminds me of my freedom The Ocean reminds me of my limitations The Ocean reminds me of my persistence The Ocean reminds me of my stubbornness The Oc...

**NEW ENTRY #7: HELLO, OCEAN** LINK IN BIO as always!!Diary of a MadBlackVirgo returning, even w/o working A/C in the middle of Miami's summer. Learning on a deeper level how to push through even through hardening conditions. The Ocean still is and always has been here for me through a transformative year. It has become my family away from family. Just by looking at it in person, I always know that I'm going to be okay. A greater loving force is working for me and everyone. And I just have to take a breath and then do what I've got to do. The Ocean is very #TeamMindYaBusiness The Ocean floats off of secrets  Have a Blessed Monday 

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Diary of a MadBlackVirgo

Diary of a MadBlackVirgo Entry #3 June 11th, 2020 8:57 AM Is Outsmarting your Oppressor the Goal Here? A Spoken Word There's the saying: You're only as smart as you think you are. Thinking about white male supremacy though, I'm thinking that you're only as s...

💜The concept of "Diary of A MadBlackVirgo" is where my main artistic flow has stemmed from for the past 6 months. I have SO much portfolio I've been wanting to unleash and develop, waiting until I was stable. Turns out 2020 is not about that life, so as I face unemployment, a job market where even DoorDash is booked up, and no certain future with very certain bills, I'm GONNA ART and POLITIC anyWAY!

So on this google doc (psuedo-website for now), I'm gonna post the MANY MANY things that come to my mind that I want to analyze with my MadBlackVirgo self. I'm big on closing information and empathy gaps with uncensored healthy discussion. Feel free to SHARE and COMMENT, and DONATE around.

I'm excited to be sharing this journey with yall! :) 💜

I'll definitely be accepting ($7) donations :)

Cashapp $jjmaxx99

Venmo @madblackvirgo