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We all ask that question 'why?' and there will never be an answer to 'why?'except when the heart truly understands and manage its explanation to the brain for what it wants. ....so the only thing my heart want is another loving mother-daughter relationship. Isn't judgmental, gives advice and support to their daughter no matter what she had done or is going to do, to travel along with, plans events or gatherings their daughter don't want to attend but gets an invite or makes them attend. Appreciative. Respectful. Affectionate. To have a women to women conversation. Has their agreements and disagreements but must accepts understandings from other's perspectives. Let one be. Let one have something that brings them joy even if other does not agree. Phone calls on how one's doing and protective but not to be overly protective nor demanding. The feeling of being missed rather than annoyed with each other. Reminds you how life should be and not how it ought to be; To forgive, accept, serve, encourage, submit. Not to feel alone (knowing that I am not and I'm truly grateful for everyone that I have in my life) and to share life with peace and harmony. --- So the question 'why, ever since that day do I feel motherless, yet alone, heartbroken?'--I have tried so hard to be independent and to have strength within myself-that I feel that I am. Yet it should be alright to lean on someone when not feeling strong or as strong at times. Knowing I am not alone when feeling alone because of the amazing,lovingly, yet thankfully good-annoying friends who I have in my life whom if are not in front of my face, they're a phone call/message away. That she's watching down from above every day of every year enjoying the women I have become yet still figuring it all out. 'Why heartbroken?'- to needing assistance from someone who understands or is just a helping hand, who is there for you, caring, support, thoughtful, comfort. RIP. 1966-2009. I love you Mom #sorry #forgiveness #love #loveingeneral #life #blessed #peace #footprintsinthesand

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