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Does anyone near LA want to do me (and my bff) a huge favor………..

#sam liveblogs life #IM ONLY HALF JOKING RLDBDJSJSKSKK #this shit is SERIOUS

Can someone write me a doctor’s note so I can leave work and go home and curl up in bed and cry all day. Thanks in advance

#sam liveblogs life #it’s the double whammy of Seasonal Depression + my period starting #I know my feelings about my life are NOT valid rn but damn #they got hands all the same

Some days I really do feel bad cutting off my “friend” bc every time I see him at the dojo he looks so sad but then I remember. He did not listen to me on multiple occasions when I said “hey stop buying me stuff” AND he made my entire personality his own AND he never set off my spidey sense per se but the vibes never felt quite right around him, so

#sam liveblogs life #like he’s a nice guy at least #never felt unsafe or scared #just Off #and rlly funny how once I started pulling back/stopped telling him what anime I was watching #or what books I was reading #he stopped watching/reading stuff! what a coincidence!

rogers-carter

yelena belova + kicking ass

#oh to fight like a black widow agent #14 yr old me dreamed of it daily lmaooooo #yelena belova

Stray Kids can you please remember SSICK off hit album NOEASY…..Please remember the song SSICK off hit album NOEASY Stray Kids…..

#sam liveblogs life #stray kids #IF THEY CAN PULL SIDE EFFECTS OUT OF THE ARCHIVES #THEY CAN PULL SSICK!!!!!!!!#SKZ posting

shoyohnt

sorry for how I acted when there were multiple noises happening at the same time

#REAL #explaining this to my family and they look at me like I’m crazy

happy birthday sam!!!! enjoy every single bit of your new year and have the best day ever <33333

SNIFFLES thank you so much Kendy my friend!!! 🩵✨🎈

#asks #I hope YOU’RE having a lovely day!!! <3 #enjoy some sunshine!!

Another year older, another day scrolling this hellsite

#sam liveblogs life #LMAOOO can never pry me away from tumblr ive celebrated like. 12? birthdays on this site #I’m here for life for better or worse

funshinebf

*tamp tamp*

ah, i see you've noticed me tamping down the soft earth

#absolutely obsessed with him #witch hat #Brushbug posting

HAN JISUNG I LOVE YOU SO BAD!!!!!!

#sam liveblogs life #HE IS SO PRECIOUS!!! JUST A LITTLE GUY WITH HIS LITTLE PET LIZARD #SKZ posting

Once again yearning for a life I don’t think I’ll ever have

#sam liveblogs life #or maybe I will; I have to stop being scared #of sacrifice and hard work and being myself #maybe my upcoming trip will be the confidence booster I need #the proof to myself I am capable #filed under: posts that should be a journal entry

papawolfchris

Challenging Felix to get embarassed was a bold move Hyunjin's Cells #2 [SKZ CODE] Ep. 98

#I love them so bad #Hyunjin #Felix #SKZ posting

maddenikaris

The author of that fic DOES have a social media account do I reach out KDNFHDJDHS I’m so shy but holy shit I love her work sm

maddenikaris

Okay 1) I did reach out!! Overcame the fear!!

2) started rereading the fic in its entirety now that it’s finished and it’s a million times more devastating in these early chapters 😭

maddenikaris

AAAAAAAA SHE RESPONDED TO ME

#sorry not to live blog my experience KRNFNDJD #it takes so much courage for me to send the first message HAHAHA anxiety really is a bitch

gnocchioli

Imagine all the things I could do if I just did them.

#real 😭😭

I know I say it so often but I am truly so obsessed with my hair like being Brave and cutting it a bit/putting in just 10% more effort when I’m styling it has made suuuuuuch a difference

#sam liveblogs life #getting a trim soon but honestly I’m really happy with how it’s grown out #like every time I look in the mirror I go :D damn this DOES suit me so well