writing as a release

quotes, poems and random words about life.

[made4you01]

“My head feels like it’s gonna explode.

My life is travelling in every direction at the speed of light.

My mind is scattered,

I’m pushing towards my breaking point.

But if I stop, I’m already there”

—made4you

[made4you01]

“I didn’t come this far only to be thrown back.”

—made4you

[made4you01]

“People leaving is like finishing a book.

You’re sad for a while, think you can never move on.

But then in days, weeks or months, you find someone new.

And those memories you had of that person before become less painful.

They become less painful because you’re healing.”

—made4you

[made4you01]

“I have no friends.

Nobody likes me.

Put on this smile.

Just so they can ignore me.”

—made4you

[made4you01]

“How’s someone supposed to help me if I can’t even make sense of my own thoughts

?”

—made4you

[made4you01]

“I see the way they are with you.

The group of four turned five then minus you.

I know this because it was me once.

But I’m willing to put you first.

If only you let me.”

—made4you

[made4you01]

“Everything is spinning, I feel so light-headed.

On a level so up in the sky, wanna feel like this forever.”

—made4you

[made4you01]

“Sometimes I just look at the world, at the shadows around me

and ask:

Why am I here? To only be abandoned.”

—made4you

[made4you01]

“ I feel like a deflated balloon,

all the air has left me.

I’m a sheet of plastic,

nowhere to go, just left behind.

I’m not upset or angry

or depressed or begrudged.

I’ve been fighting this fight for far too long now and the pin has finally pricked.

I’m just...

defeated.

—made4you

[made4you01]

“I’ve been moving at a pace too fast for myself.

Too fast for my body, too fast for my healing.

Never a rest the daysbecomeblurs,

but then, is that so bad?”

—made4you

[made4you01]

“The people around me are suffocating. All I need is space to breathe.”

—made4you

[made4you01]

“I’m spinning in circles.

No sight in end.

Me against the world.”

—made4you

[made4you01]

“Always knew what he meant.

Never asked if I was okay...

...when he left.

Because you didn’t care.”

—made4you

[made4you01]

“Just when I think I’m getting better

I get dragged back to the deep end,

left for pressure to destroy me from within.”

—made4you

[made4you01]

“All smiles and laughs.

Then you came along.

And I became a ghost,

you swept me under the mat.

Not a second thought to ignore me.”

—made4you

[made4you01]

“If I were a book,

surrounded by everyone,

I’d be covered with dust.”

—made4you

[made4you01]

“I thought they were supposed to help me.

Then why has it dragged on so long with so many unknowns and delays?”

—made4you