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i feel like i'm the worst so i always act like i'm the best. independent rp blog for miranda lawson from mass effect // penned by bash

[madeforperfection]

the lights in her office are dimmed, a tell-tale sign she’s ready to call it a day, and read something for PLEASURE for once, rather than for business.  she’s tired, irritable, FRUSTRATED by a great number of things, and it’s not done any great wonders for her mood.  she needs a release.  anything.  something.  preferably a bullet to her father’s skull, but she’ll take whatever kind of RESPITE she can get.  not that she would dare admit it to the COMMANDER.  she misses him, in a weird sort of way, when they spend time apart for too long.  she hits the button on her wall to page him to her quarters.

[bloodiedicon-a-deactivated20190]

“ it was just a kiss, that’s all. ” [for early in their relationship]

WHO ARE ATTEMPTING TO CONVINCE, LAWSON? Her whisper hits against his shirt front, bouncing off the Cerberus insignia to linger between the limited space between them. Shepard feels the cosmos themselves go quiet as the stars around them still in wake of her words. 

Silence. He fears the silence which engulfs the moment, dests it, as the heart she placed in his chest THUNDERS so loudly. He thinks perhaps he will drown in the silence, choke on it until he is blue in her arms not an unfavorable way to end this second life.

‘JUST A KISS’ that was a gesture from him to her, a gentle press of lips to her furrowed brow, a would be expression of affection — of his affections.

Oh so slowly does the Commander draw back from her, scarred tiers moving away from her forehead and callous roughed hands moving as well. One by one does he detach her gloved fingers from their grip upon his uniform. WHO ARE YOU FOOLING? He wishes to shout, challenge her as he once use to.

Booted feet scuff against the floor, an audible signal for the Galaxy to resume again as he gives her a soft nod.

          “You’re right, Miranda… I was being foolish. Don’t think anything of it.”

                    prompt i lost tbh / @madeforperfection

[madeforperfection]

like for a starter kittens <3

[corasharper]

I don’t have patience for incompetence, or recklessness, or heroes.

[madeforperfection]

❝Does playing Mario Kart drunk count as drunk driving?❞

meme || ACCEPTING || @sararcdcr

“REALLY, pathfinder? granted, given your driving record, perhaps we ought to keep you from ANY driver’s seat, fictional or no, sober OR inebriated.”

[madeforperfection]

❝What are you drinking, and why aren’t you sharing?❞

meme || ACCEPTING || @theconviict​

“i’m SURPRISED you’d want to drink with a CERBERUS CHEERLEADER,” she tells her, eyebrow cocked, drink balanced daintily in her hand.  normally on not-so-good terms with her crewmate, she hesitates for a moment, swirling it around in her martini glass. but she humours her fellow biotic anyway.  “a cocktail called PERFECTION.  i managed to get my hands on some strawberry liqueur the last time we docked at the citadel.”

[rpmemestbh]

Drinking starters

as requested by @ambitionbled (it won’t let me tag you, sorry!)

CONCERN.

❝How much have you had to drink?❞

❝You could have fucking alcohol poisoning!❞  

❝Easy, there. Try to sit up.❞

❝I think I might’ve overdone it on the alcohol…❞

❝We’ve got to go get your stomach pumped.❞

❝I thought you said you were clean!❞

❝Yes, it is a big deal.❞

❝Let me drive you home.❞

❝You are NOT driving like this!❞

❝You are gonna have one hell of a hangover tomorrow.❞

❝Drinking until you puke is not normal.❞

DRUNK.

❝Is this real life?❞ 

❝I want to go to sleep but I can’t find any sheep.❞

❝How do you show fish affection?❞

❝Taco Bell is open 24 hours, right?❞

❝Tequila is not my friend? YOU’RE not my friend.❞

❝Drunk I am not.❞

-glasses on head- ❝Where did I put my glasses?❞

❝How do I tell my parents I’m a mermaid?❞ 

❝I’m not even tired.❞

❝I should call my ex.❞

❝I’m not drunk enough for this.❞

❝Does playing Mario Kart drunk count as drunk driving?❞

-hugging the floor- ❝I’m trying to stop the floor from spinning.❞

❝Can we go out for fried chicken?❞

ANGST.

❝What’s the fucking point anymore?❞

❝Screw recovery. I want a drink.❞

❝I’m too sober for this shit.❞ 

❝I don’t give a shit what you think.❞

❝I seriously don’t feel too good.❞

❝I didn’t even have that much to drink.❞

❝Will you stop fucking interrogating me?❞

❝I can drive. I’m fine.❞

❝There’s a reason I drink so much.❞

❝You’re the reason I drink so much.❞

❝I’m only happy when I’m drunk.❞

FLUFF/FUN.

❝You’re cute, you know that?❞ 

❝You wanna get wasted?❞

❝I’m bar-hopping tonight, wanna come?❞

❝What are you drinking, and why aren’t you sharing?❞

❝I’m having a party for two.❞

❝You’re so hot.❞

❝I’m usually too chicken-shit to say this, but…I really like you.❞

❝I don’t want to kiss you with your alcohol breath.❞

*kisses on forehead*

*kisses on cheek*

*kisses on lips*

[spacewulf-deactivated20181018]

i think i have food poisoning so i’m gonna  not be here for a day or two

[madeforperfection]

              i know exactly why i WALK and TALK like a MACHINE.

one track mind, one track heart – if i FAIL i’ll fall apart.  maybe it is all a TEST ;; ‘cause i feel like i’m the WORST so i always act like i’m the BEST.  i know exactly WHAT I WANT and WHO I WANT TO BE.

NON RP BLOGS DON’T REBLOG.  independent miranda lawson rp blog. penned by BASH.

[madeforperfection]

he hooks a loose lock of her hair behind her ear, letting his fingers brush against her cheek before replacing them with his lips.

@bloodiedicon || INCOMING MESSAGE

this affection is not something she thinks she’ll EVER get used to; sex -- sex she can handle.  but being truly LOVED for herself rather than what she can give or do for someone -- it’s a feeling so utterly alien that at times she’s taken completely aback by the intensity of it.  she leans into the kiss, her eyes drifting shut as a small, lazy smile finds its way to her lips.  it’s his smile, the one reserved only for THESE moments. the miranda that the rest of the crew sees has been tucked away along with all her business, and now she is just miranda, not shepard’s XO, not the head of the lazarus project, not anything or anyone but herself.

“i’m going to miss this,” she tells him in a voice barely above a whisper.

[nevesrook]

’ the six stages of falling in love with her ’ (mass effect version)

[madeforperfection]

“ do me a favor, kiss my ass. ” sNORTs

meme || SELECTIVELY ACCEPTING || @wcsea

“you seem to be labouring under the DELUSION that i will,” she tells her with a derisive roll of her eyes.  “piss off, before i break every bone in your miserable body.”

[dagna]

character aesthetics: miranda lawson ↳ my father hurt me, but he didn’t break me. as much as he tried to turn me into exactly what he wanted…i’m my own person.

[ptonkinsource]

Phoebe Tonkin photographed by Matthew Sprout (2016)

[hcathledger-deactivated20260210]

Being healthy is something I learned from a very young age. Looking after yourself on the inside helps with your energy, makes your skin glow, and changes your whole outlook on life.

[madeforperfection]

“ they can all just kiss my ass. ”

meme || NOT ACCEPTING || @sceltaa​

“as ENJOYABLE as the sight of you telling the council to kiss your ass might be, we don’t need MORE enemies.  politicians require more…SUBTLE manipulation than, say, flipping them off in the praesidium, as well-deserved as the gesture may be.”

[spacewulf-deactivated20181018]

                         i was BROKEN from a young age.

second things second, don’t you tell me what you THINK that i can be; i’m the one at the sail, i’m the MASTER of my sea.

                              indie slightly canon-divergent commander shepard

                                   penned by bash ;; non rp blogs don’t reblog