𝔪𝔞𝔡𝔢 𝔬𝔣 𝔟𝔞𝔱𝔰

Ran, 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈, 30. I do art and DIY. I like fantasy, dnd, books and collectible toys and trinkets. I'm a bunch of autistic bats in a whimsical goth coat.

[wyrmicelli]

me tongue-deep in a sandalwood candle: 🤤

the tjmaxx employee loading a fourth tranquilizer dart into their blowgun: i need backup

[shamebats]

Emos & scene kids got this close to abolishing gender for real. I try not to think about it too much.

[shamebats]

The idea of a popular teenage subculture that has girls & boys pretty much all dressing the same feels impossible now but for a while it was reality and it was beautiful.

[madeofbatz]

I put flowers in a heart shaped vase and watched them wilt. A fragile thing, how delicately their color drained away. I thought it was beautiful, so I let them be, until the water inside turned rotten and the inside of the heart shaped vase was foul. I felt exactly like it.

[madeofbatz]

Sometimes I just hate my body for what it makes me miss out of. I went to see my absolute favorite band in forever, System of a Down last week, and while the concert itself was so amazing [even though I missed the 2 supporting acts] and I was so thrilled, the circumstances around it were abysmal for my body. We were driving and waiting for trains and shuttles on this day for 11h in total and that didn't include the 4h drive back on saturday. The plan was to drop by the merch pop up store on saturday morning but there was a 3h queue and my body was giving out, I physically couldn't stand anymore. So I couldn't get any of the exclusives that I so badly wanted and it was literally just one thing.

I'm super bummed about it and keep thinking I should've just waited in line anyways but I know that it was impossible at the time. I'm trying to find a kind soul who would get me a shirt at the remaining tour locations but I feel like it's too much to ask for.

It's another grim reminder that chronic illness just makes bad things so much worse for you even when you train, plan ahead and take precautions, because circumstances like that just hit you and you can't do anything against it.

[loveridden1999]

[prenbyw]

Spoon in the shape of a fish. Carved from some Sycamore I found just outside Wivenhoe, Essex.

[hinako-supremacy]

op i love your fish so much i made it a png

they are now a school of fish

[madeofbatz]

I don't dream of having a penthouse and a yacht and a private jet, I dream about living in a cottage and having a nice garden, being surrounded by nature and animals and a community that will cheer when our current leaders will be publicly executed and pissed on 😊

[madeofbatz]

Tumblr is the only place where you get accused of acting out disability and being ableist in the same sentence.

[iliothermia]

Very tired. Veterinarian visits very expensive, but Xander has meds for his nausea until his ultrasound next week to see if anything can be found.

[iliothermia]

They said it's leaning towards cancer but can't verify unless they do an endoscopy for 1500$. Today's ultrasound was 600 and I approved for them to do further blood testing to rule out other possible issues that's another 400. Don't know how much the steroids he's being put on will be. I might ask for help with the endoscopy because things are getting really overwhelming, today alone took all the money from selling my collection of jewelry and belongings. If anyone would like to help out, my art shop is here and my ko-fi is here. I'll be adding a free 3pack of discontinued stickers with every order over 25$

[iliothermia]

I guess I should advertise this month's secret sticker. If you want a bigger-than-usual pastel holographic sticker that won't be available in my shop ever, become a sticker tier patron of mine. This is the exclusive sticker for June. My sticker patrons also vote for what sticker I will make for my shop each month. Also get to see WIPs for all of my work of course, and hear about my thoughts / what memories I feel safe sharing that are in my work, and the stories for ones that are story pieces. Thank you for your consideration :)

[iliothermia]

Yippee it just got here and turned out really pretty

[iliothermia]

♫ אלי, אלי

[burgerdotcom]

reblogs were off

[bark-barkley]

I WANT TO LOOK AT THINGS MADE BY HUMAN BEINGS

[softwetmoss]

And also occasionally by pufferfish

[cheaphalloweencostume]

“be gay do crime! but sex is yucky and crime is wrong!” ass website

[madeofbatz]

Never understood and never will understand those people who immediately deflect any criticism towards destroying our planet or being for animal welfare and human rights with accusations of not criticizing something else in the same manner like "oh you don't say this when it's XY" or "you should ALSO criticize XY then, but you don't" or my abaokute favorite "writing this from a phone btw".

First of all, bold of you to assume that I'm not doing so but Secondly, how can you accuse someone of hypocrisy when you can't even accept your own? This will never make sense to me. How is it better to actively contribute to the destruction of our planet and not care about the criticism towards it, just to seem like you're not a hypocrite in your incomprehensible system of logic? How does that make you feel superior??

[fleebites]

junicorn

day 02

‘twins’

[loveridden1999]

top 3 hobbies for young adults:

1. borrowing misery from future

2. carrying grief of the past

3. agonizing over the present