There's going to come a day when we've all grown up, had a career, maybe got married and had kids, when were all going about our daily routine. Maybe you're driving to work with the car radio on, or you're making dinner with the tv on in the lounge. Life as usual, and then we hear a name. It's the name of the person you had a blog dedicated to when you were 16. The person you had posters of up on your bedroom wall, or as your desktop background. The person off that show you used to watch every week, as soon as it came out, or that band you used to love. The person from the cast of a movie that changed your life, or the character who you scrolled through page after page of fanfiction of. You haven't heard that name in a long time, and it brings everything back. And then the name is followed by three words you thought you'd never hear. Has Passed Away. And then you put down the potato peeler and lean back against your kitchen bench, or you pull over to the side of the road, and tears are streaming down your face. And all over the world, there are people who used to be just like you, with tears marking their cheeks and sobs forcing their way out of their throat, because they remember. Because fandoms never really die out. We never really move on. We never really forget.
Hey love!!! Can you give sfw and nsfw hcs on mr jesse cash please :))) i know hes had us both in a CHOKEHOLD recently! Much love 💙
ohmygod yesyesyes that man is so fine and i hope the chokehold he has on us never relinquishes. but here you go! enjoy <33
jesse cash headcanons! nsfw under the cut :)
SFW
if he sees you’re having a bad day or just not feeling the greatest, he’ll bust out his thick alabaman accent and start talking nonsense
he wants to see you smile and happy, and he knows that accent + nonsensical shit does just that
trouble sleeping? that man is singing you a lullaby
his voice is so soothing, both speaking and singing
he also fucking loves seeing you scream along to erra songs if you’re ever at one of their shows
when you are at one of their shows, you are like the sole reason he gets any of his energy, bc you’re jumping and screaming down in the pit and he can’t keep that precious smile off his face
has tried teaching you guitar multiple times over the years but has always failed
when he tries, he sits behind you and guides your hands to their proper positions on the instrument
then he shows you a very basic chord and strumming pattern and you’re so focused on what you’re doing and he just can’t help but watch you
guitar lessons always end when you look over to see him completely enamored by you, then you’re suddenly assaulted by him kissing the daylights out of you
he is so in love with you it’s actually embarrassing
will deny any and all accusations of some ghost atlas songs being about you (such as: scouts honor and all is in sync)
but everyone knows the songs are about you, and his friends tease him relentlessly about it
NSFW
never passes up the opportunity to fuck you after erra’s set
always claims he has “pent up energy and adrenaline” he needs to get rid of
you knows he’s full of shit cuz seeing you hot and sweaty and definitely wearing an erra shirt (and vice versa) has him so hot n bothered it’s sickening
so sweet and loving and will always put your pleasure above his own
like- if he can at least get you off, then he’s perfectly ok with that
he just wants to make you feel good above all else
however, if he’s feeling selfish and a bit mean, he’ll make you get him off before he even touches you
this goes more for when you’re at home together rather than tour, bc on tour you gotta take what you can get right
but at home he knows you guys have all the time in the world, so if he wants to come first then he’s going to
lowkey loves hearing you beg and whine and get oh so needy
and you’re touching yourself while sucking him off? thats too bad baby, cuz now he has your hands behind your back and his hand firmly in your hair and won’t let go until he comes down your throat
but when he’s buried in you and you feel so goddamn good, his accent slips more than it usually does
plus he knows how much you love being degraded or praised with that beautiful accent of his so he 1000% will take advantage of it
currently in desperate need of cuddling with noah like-
i need his arms around me as i’m laying on his chest and him running his hands up and down my back and blankets encasing us in our own little world and maybe even noah singing/humming a soft tune
sigh anyways
omg omg omg same
running his hands up and down your back or him running his fingers through your hair 🥺 placing kisses on your head 🥺 i just feel like laying on him would be so warm and cozy
also feel like if you were laying on his chest and put your leg over his waist, he’d hold your thigh.. and don’t act like this man wouldn’t get handsy he’s a whore
and i can’t not mention those soft sleepy kisses he’d give you and the way he’d whisper things ugh i need
just so warm and snuggled up together, and the hand grabbing your thigh?? i totally see him touching you all handsy-like until it turns into slow, lazy sex. OR he just caresses your skin and lowkey massages your leg and then your torso
I sighed as I made my third cup of coffee for the day, zoning out on the TV as I cycled Studio Ghibli movies. The guys were doing all day back to back interviews to promote their new album, which meant here I was in the guys house and bored out of my mind. The only human interaction I had all day was when Jesse would emerge from his room for a drink or snack and silently join me watching the current movie for awhile.
Jesse and I are a lot alike in this aspect. Some days, like today, not speaking is the only thing on the agenda. Just lazing around with our coffee and watching movies we've seen before but bring us comfort every time. He was currently wrapped up in a blanket, hood on head as he stared at the tv and sipped his coffee. I joined his side and wrapped up in my own blanket, warm mug in hands as a shiver went though my body. California wasn't necessarily cold, but I swear Noah keeps it an icebox in the house.
I moved in with them a couple months ago after Noah insisted he just cannot bear the thought of me living anywhere else. Since then, it's been nothing short of entertaining. I never know what chaos is going to ensue for the day or in other instances, I never know when my face is going to be buried in a pillow to drown out my moans that Noah causes to erupt from me.
I'm living my best life.
I jumped when Jesse's phone rang, breaking the trance we were in with the TV. He sent me an apologetic smile before pushing off the couch to answer it, his voice fading down the hallway. Jesse's excited, hushed voice caused me to furrow my brows towards the direction he walked in, curiosity peaking.
"Fuck yea. No, I won't say anything. Alright, bye." He said before rounding the corner towards me.
He sat on the couch, grabbing his coffee and sinking back into the cushions.
"Jesse...." I said, voice trailing off.
He froze and slowly turned towards me, eyes wide. "Maddie, don't ask, please. I can't keep stuff from you."
I squinted my eyes at him. "Is it something I will find out within the next couple hours?"
He nodded violently, coffee sloshing around his cup. "Yes, I promise."
I huffed and turned to sink back into the couch, crossing my arms with my coffee between my legs. "Fine."
He let out a sigh of relief as his body relaxed. "Thank God." He mumbled into his coffee, eyes focusing back onto the TV.
The next hour went painstakingly slow as my brain mulled over what news I could possibly be waiting for. The possibility of a new tour was the prominent thought on my mind, which then sent me into a different direction of how in the world I would plan a wedding on the road and when I would plan it for. I mean, I can do it, but it's not ideal.
The front door opening sent me all but flying off the couch as I set my mug down and raced towards the entrance, eyes landing on Noah and Jolly walking in. Folio and Nicholas trailed behind them, Folio looking as if he snorted five lines of coke he was so excited. Noah sped up to me, wide grin on his face and picked me up to spin me in a circle. I laughed as I wrapped my arms around his shoulders, his infectious excitement rubbing off on me. He put me down, placing a deep kiss on my lips before pulling away to grin down at me.
"Are you going to tell me what Jesse has been trying so hard to keep from me for the past hour?" I questioned, smiling up at him. He nodded as the other guys joined our sides, similar grins on their faces. I looked between all of them as my smile faded. "Y'all are starting to scare me."
They all laughed as Noah placed his hands on my cheeks, forcing me to look up at him. "We booked a tour for the new album." He said.
I grinned at him and placed my hands on top of his. "Baby, thats amazing."
"But wait, there's more." Folio said as he all but jumped in place.
I furrowed my brows up at Noah. "More?"
His grin widened, hands still on my cheeks. "A stadium tour."
I gasped and smacked my hand over my mouth, eyes getting wide. "Shut up."
"I'm serious." He said, laughter shaking his words as the guys erupted into cheers.
My eyes filled with tears, pride filling me up. "Noah."
He wrapped his arms around my waist to pick me up again, causing me to wrap my own arms around his shoulders again. "Oh my God, Noah."
"I know." He said against my hair, turning to place a kiss on the side of my head.
I pulled back to look down at him before pressing my lips to his, a tear falling down my cheek. "I'm so fucking proud of you." I mumbled against his lips as the guys celebrated behind us.
He set me back on my feet and broke the kiss, wiping a tear off my cheek. "Why are you crying?" He questioned, soft smile on his face.
"Because I'm so happy for you. And I've never felt more proud." I said, heart swelling as his own eyes filled with tears.
He tilted his head back to blink the tears away, taking a deep breath and slowly letting it out. "God, Maddie, you're going to make me cry too."
I smiled and placed my hands on his cheeks, pulling his face down to meet his eyes. "I love you." I said, wiping a stray tear that escaped down his cheek.
"I love you too. So much." He said before pressing his lips back onto mine.
"UMMMM." Folio said from behind us, breaking us free of our bubble.
I turned to look at him, Noah's arms coming up to wrap around my shoulders as he stood behind me. "Ummm?" I questioned.
"We're fucking partying tonight, right?" He questioned, causing all the guys to look at me excitedly.
I furrowed my brows. "Well, duh we're partying."
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A few hours and a store trip later, we had a proper party set up. We turned the dining room table into a beer pong table, drinks and snacks were set out on the island with cups, and pizza was on the counter. Jesse and Folio were already on gremlin mode, running around and creating chaos in their wake. I shook my head at them in amusement as I mixed a drink, laughing at Noah as he was almost tripped by Folio.
"Those two should never be allowed to be together." He said as he joined my side to pour his own drink.
I chuckled as I laid my head on his shoulder while taking a sip of my drink, humming at the taste. “But they’re so damn entertaining.” I said, causing Noah to chuckle.
“You’re not wrong there.” He said as he placed a kiss on my head.
Two hours and many drinks later, we were all properly drunk and currently playing a very competitive game of truth or dare. As drunk as I was, I still intervened when they dared Folio to jump off the roof onto a mattress and he was actually going to do it.
They settled for him jumping into the neighbor’s pool naked instead.
I chugged my drink as Jolly’s attention turned to me while he prepared what he’d ask me once I settled on truth.
“Maddie.” He said, words slightly slurred.
“Jooolllyyyy.” I said in a sing-song voice, causing the group to laugh.
“Truth or dare?” He asked, taking a sip of his drink.
I hummed as I thought it over. “Truth.” I said, deciding I didn’t want to have to run somewhere naked, which was the overall census of the game it seemed.
“What is a fantasy of yours you have never shared with Noah?” He asked, causing the group to let out a chorus of oooh’s.
“Ghostface.” I said, not missing a beat. The group gasped before they burst into laughter, my own following. I shrugged as I tipped back the rest of my drink. “And I stand by that.” I said before pushing myself off the ground to make another drink, leaving the guys to their game.
I slightly stumbled over my feet as I walked into the kitchen, vision properly blurry. I decided to just pour a cup of sprite, deciding I was incredibly too drunk and past the point of blackout, some part of me watching out for myself tomorrow.
The smell of Noah’s cologne hit my nose before his arms wrapped around me from behind, causing me to gasp and spin around in his arms. A drunk grin was on his face, as well as my own, as I looked up at him.
“Hi.” I said, leaning my face up so my lips would meet his.
“Bet.” He mumbled against my lips.
I pulled away in confusion. “Bet what?”
He shrugged before pressing his lips back on mine.
Might be cheesy as hell but I can credit so much of my mental healing to that man.
I found their music in a dark time where I needed to read the words he sang the most, and it helped me crawl out of the hole I was in. I don’t think he will ever truly know how many lives he’s touched just by putting his lyrics out there, but I hope he at least knows just how appreciated he is.
In honor of Noah day, I will be uploading a new chapter of Just Pretend II tonight. In the meantime, enjoy some of my favorite pictures of Slenderman himself 🖤
"Folio, get your ass inside! You're going to get sick." I yelled out the back door of Noah and Jesse's house.
Folio was currently on his high after the last pop up show. When I say his high, I mean literally. He was three joints in, rolling around in the grass as the rain poured down on him. His giggles were so loud they echoed over the sound of the rain and the guys were doing nothing to stop it. If anything, their laughter was causing him to get more feral as his white shirt was now green. I stifled my own laughter at the boy trapped in a man's body, his pure joy radiating onto all of us.
I turned to look at the guys who immediately shut up, standing up straight as they stared down at me. "Are you guys not going to do anything to help get your boy out of the rain before I'm dealing with a man cold for the next week?"
They all nodded at me. "Yes ma'am." Their voices echoed before they ran into the rain to drag the brunette boy inside.
I grabbed his cheeks once he was in front of me, causing him to stare at me with wide eyes. "Go take a hot shower right now."
"Yes, Mads." He said, nodding violently before running up the stairs to shower.
I went to walk further into the house before a hand wrapped around my wrist, promptly being pulled into the cold rain outside. I gasped and turned around, eyes landing on Noah's crinkled ones from his laughter.
"Noah Sebastian!" I yelled, blinking the rain out of my eyes.
"Dance with me." He said, pulling me closer.
I sighed. "We're all going to get sick."
He shrugged. "Dance with me."
I shook my head at him but took his outstretched hands anyways. He spun me in a circle before pulling me closer to his chest, swaying us back and forth. My head rest on his chest as he hummed some song, my head vibrating against him. The sound of the other guys laughter as they danced in the rain behind us faded out until all I could hear was Noah, my senses hyper-fixating on him. Every day I fall more and more for the beautiful man holding me in his arms. I will never understand how he loves me of all people, but I will never stop thanking the universe for sending him my way.
Once my teeth were chattering and our arms were covered in goosebumps, we all filed inside to get some kind of warmth on our bodies. Jolly, Nicholas, and Jesse continued their bursts of energy in the living room, all screaming different songs and stripping out of their soaked shirts. I went to follow them but was once again grabbed by Noah, being thrown over his shoulder and causing a squeak to leave me.
"Noah, you know I hate being carried. Put me down." I said, smacking his ass as he walked through the house.
"Too bad." He said, carrying me up the stairs.
I sighed and propped myself up with a hand on his ass, flipping my wet hair over my shoulders. "What are you doing?"
He smacked my ass with a chuckle. "Are you going to keep asking questions, or are you going to let me get you wetter?" I smacked my mouth shut, a jolt of excitement going through my body. "Good girl." He said, slight humor in his voice.
The sound of Folio singing in the shower caused me to chuckle as Noah walked us to his room, shutting the room behind him and drowning out the sound. He finally set me down on my feet, instantly dropping to his knees and looking up at me through his lashes. I chewed on the inside of my lip as he slid my soaked leggings down my legs, causing me to be naked from the waist down. He helped me step out of them, tossing them to a corner of his room. He slid his hands around the back of my thighs before placing a kiss on top of my heat, causing my head to fall back and my fingers to tangle in his hair.
"Mmm, so pretty." He murmured, placing another kiss.
"Noah..." I breathed out, urging him to take care of my throbbing core.
I looked down to see him smirking up at me. "Yes?" He questioned innocently, placing another kiss in the same spot.
"Don't tease." I said.
He chuckled before burying his head and licking a strip up my slit, causing me to gasp and grip his hair harder. He used two fingers to spread me apart, mouth attaching onto my clit. His tongue circled the bud before sucking it into his mouth, pulsating it and sending jolts of pleasure throughout my body.
"God, Noah." I said breathily, forcing myself to be quiet with the other guys partying downstairs.
He hummed against me as he shook his head side to side, holding my legs tighter against him. I let out a breathy moan as my legs shook, threatening to give out from under me. Noah seemed to notice this so he held me tighter, supporting me just beneath my ass as I gripped his shoulders tightly. My breathing sped up as my impending orgasm climbed, my nails digging into him and probably leaving half moons all over his shoulders. I gasped as my orgasm peaked before Noah's hand shot up to cover my mouth. I moaned loudly into it when my orgasm crashed over me, body twitching and knees shaking as his mouth worked me through my high. He removed his hand and eased me to the ground once my body calmed down, pulling me onto his lap so I was straddling him.
He pushed my hair off my face as I looked down at him, kissing my lips sweetly and letting them linger for a few moments. I hummed into the kiss before he pulled away, peppering kisses down my neck. I tangled my fingers in the hair at the nape of his neck and placed kisses on top of his head as his hands slid up the back of my rain soaked shirt and sent goosebumps across my skin. He lifted his head from my neck to press his lips to mine, pushing my wet hair off my face and cradling my cheek with his hand. My grip on his hair tightened as I pressed my body flush against his, sighing out a moan once his tongue slid into my mouth. Our tongues tangled together and our breathing sped up as the air felt like it weighed a thousand pounds around us, electricity lighting up everything.
The bedroom door flying open caused us to break apart, our eyes landing on the guys standing in the door way. I stifled a laugh at the scene in front of us. Jolly and Nicholas had toilet paper skirts on, Jesse's glasses were upside down and his hair was sticking up in every direction, and Folio was in his underwear wearing a pair of high heels from God knows where. Their eyes landed on us and they paused, staring at the position Noah and I were in before breaking out into yells and continuing their jam session. They hopped in circles around us as if they were doing some sort of weird ritual and Noah tugged my shirt down to ensure they didn't get a free show of my ass. We made eye contact before we burst into laughter at the group of guys, shaking our heads at the toddlers trapped in grown men's bodies. Their own laughter echoed around the room as pure joy radiated off of them during their dance circle.
"Come downstairs and party with us!" Folio yelled before sprinting out of the room, the sounds of his feet running down the stairs echoing behind him.
"And put some pants on, Maddie!" Jolly yelled, following him along with the other two.
I laughed as I looked back at Noah, his own grin spread across his face.
"Your friends are something else." I said, shaking my head.
He laughed and pressed his lips to mine before pulling away.
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