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🎆 Mads / Mishmash | she/her | 20 🎆 --------‐---------------------------------------------------- hello dear!! this is a mish-mash of my ramblings and poetry and art about god knows what !!! have a seat get comfy!

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hello my loves 🤍

about time I make a pinned post! this account will be entirely used for all my poetry and art stuff from here on out! if you have any interest in my day-to-day ramblings (occasionally intelligent), I've made a spam type account:

@mads-mishmashes-her-keyboard

I also have an account for nsfw posting, @sapphic-wasteland, but men + minors dni over there!

I hope you enjoy my creations!!! 🤍

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nausea!

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monopoly money

my country treats people like toys

disposing of pieces for power

how long will it be

before the game is over?

one day the board will empty

and the players will realize their fault

arguing at a useless table

as the world rolls on below

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since I met you, softly fallen eyelashes have been used for one wish. one wish only.

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♡ to dance in you, my summer night ♡

I've lived my life in winter

Bitter cold, fallen branches

Yet one slip to the ground

Left me landing in the soft grass of you

You wrap me like a summer night

A muggy breeze in moonlight

The sweet caress that only lingers

A few tantalizing months

But darling, you never leave me

You keep me wrapped in summer sunsets

Heart, filled with childlike adoration

Mind, surrendering to trust in you

You make me feel

As if I stopped to smell flowers

A tickle of sweetness on my nose

A feeling of belonging in my soul

My love, my joy

You are my moonlit dance

My full body, delicate surrender

A sturdy, safe rock in the tides of me

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♡ cosmic love ♡

You told me you like cosmic love

And I wonder if I knew you in a past life

If my promise to find you has finally caught up

If I'm destined to be your wife

I've always felt like a contagion, baby

Difficult to touch, impossible to love

But you risk me so thoughtfully

And I realize I have no bug

I want to trade versions of ourselves

That we didnt know we had

Spill passion over a blanket of trust

Till we grow old and mad

And if anyone on the streets

Dares to call us insane

I know what I'll say

Simple and plain

I knew your face when I saw you

Your voice felt like home when I heard you

It fills my heart how kindness follows you

And I'm going to hold my promise good and true

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my life is a delicately made fabric

you are a red strand

how well do you want to know me?

i could weave you in by hand

if you desire the same

say the word and you'll fill my sheets

with lust and love, life and blood

delicate threads of you running deep

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lover girl, lipstick stains ♡

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a letter to purity culture ♡

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"If you don't go outside / Well nothing's gonna happen / She'll never write her number on a crumpled up napkin / She'll never be your ego / She'll never be a bandit / She'll never get to eat you like your heart's a pomegranate"

-oom sha la la, hayley heynderickx

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tw // non consensual touch

a boy in eighth grade

his hand on my thigh

in the house of god

how naive was I?

guilt finds me in the cracks of night

how i should have responded

but i was young and tired and dumb

and he seemed despondent

it was "just" a tap

then "just" a tease

then "just" a touch

would he ever have listened to me?

that haunts me, you know?

finding the way id say no

before he found the way he'd have a go

and the way my best friend still doesnt know

but he touched me

he touched me

it happened right there

and I could kill him

could kill him

for breathing my air

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oh, the fall...

they warned you about the depth

the dark

the devil

but they didnt warn you about the fall

a woman waving at a bar

in your phone

on your mind

giving you her hands

her honesty

her devotion

you succumb to the fright

forget the devil, the dark, the height

and the parish may holler

but you'd bet every dollar

on the sweet innocence of that dove

with whom you fell into love

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stopping by to say hiiii mads and i hope your hozier concert went amazing!!! idk when it is but i remember you telling me about it <3

-femme

HIIIII ive missed ya!!!!

it was absolutely absolutely incredibly amazing!!!!!! genuinely the best concert ive ever been to.

how are you doing?!

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placebo effect

the fan in my room sings out a familiar buzz

the clock ticks the moments by

we've been here time again, time again

different ages with same old lies

the ping of a message fills my hunger

a break from the boredom of unknown

but the future now is concreted as bleak-

just shiny white death emitted by my phone

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hi all, this is oddly specific but a friendly reminder to check up on your queer/trans friends with catholic backgrounds today!

the pope is dead. there are varying feelings going around this, but many of us are scared because pope franics was honestly relatively considerate of the lgbtq+ community (for a pope), and the next pope is not super likely to be, which affects way more than you'd think in some religious communities and households.

sending love to all 🤍

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