ANGEL

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jdnkinney:got to skate around today, freedom

madslewis: i love you so much

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jdnkinney: Elle be trying to crawl and shit, like where you going girl

madslewis: she's like 'get me outta here, moms gonna give me siblings bye dad, i wanna live with grandpa'

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madslewis: jaden isaiah, to me you are the most amazing, selfless, hardworking man this world has ever seen. I’m so blessed to call you my soulmate, my better half, my sun and stars and the father of my children. I love you more than words could ever describe, you truly are such a gift to this world. Thank you for always being there, through the good, bad and the name-calling and screaming that happened when our daughter was born. You are my hero and Elle’s. Happy Birthday, my prince. I love you so, so much.

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jaden: I don't if I'd be much help for them either right ow since I can't practice still, I can be there just can't be on my skates yet, but it sounds like the deal of a life time at this moment, i think it'd be nice to try and start over .

jaden: do you want a big wedding or a small one ?

mads: well as long as you grab the spot I think they can at least go from there. Josh told me he'd tell his team manager to contact your manager.

mads: i think i'd want a medium one, i don't a shit ton of people there but i want our friends and family there.

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jaden: well shit you might got me there babe, you do know me pretty well. Wait really? idk how i missed that, yeah maybe I'll text josh in a bit, have my manager call the team and all

jaden:and one day when i'm not feeling this way, we are getting married, I put that ring there for a reason, I wanted to do it sooner but life

mads: i gotcha there, angel. yeah, he had a fit at practice and then Josh got the news that they released him from his contract and now they can't even practice because they don't have a captain.

mads: i will wait for the rest of my life to marry you, Jaden, I love you forever and for always.

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jaden: what are you some kind of word and feelings wizard? i feel like you always know the things to say babe. I know you will, I'm just not sure if I'd be wanting to leave, i mean I can maybe Ask Josh about his team , but that captain pay is doing us well .

jaden: i'm always right here, i'm basically the main character babe, they tried to kill me off and I'm still standing

mads: i might be, but i also know you well enough to know how you feel about things, honey. maybe you should just talk to Josh because the captain of his team walked off the ice and now they can't decide a captain within the team so that might be your chance

mads: i know you are, baby, you're always the strongest one honestly. I love you so much. you are my world.

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jaden: i don't know, might go have a sit down with my dad and captain Spencer soon and talk about things, I know it's hard work but I wanna know more shit about it before i throw my whole career away. I kind of like you just a litttle bit more than hockey.

jaden:maybe. I think i'm just freaked out about having to walk in the parking lot again maybe . I love you Mads I don't know how i'd go through life with out you

mads: i think that's a wonderful idea, my love. talk to your dad would help you decide if you're making the right choice, so don't rule out hockey just yet, maybe you can even sign for a different team or something, i'll follow you wherever you go, you know that. aw, i'm happy to hear you say that, you're so cute

mads: I love you too, Jaden, my life without you is not complete and it scares me that i could lose you.

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jaden: I feel like I want to, i mean I watched my dad do this basically my whole life as well and I see how much change him and the team make . but Hockey was my first love , next you of course babe;). but it was the first thing that made me feel like I was going to be ok and the only time I didn't have to think about them.

jaden:it's dangerous as hell which also scares me, the thought of anything happening again to me and leaving you and Elle. Idk maybe i'm scared to play again

mads: if this is what you want to do, baby, then I think you should do it. I know hockey is your first love and me of course too ;) all i want is for you to be happy and i will always love you

mads: it is very dangerous but if it makes you happy then i want you to do. scared? aw, my sweetie. i understand that too, maybe you just need some more time off.

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jaden: I think that when I'm fully healed, I'm gonna go to the fire academy.

jaden: i haven't fully decided that yet , but I worked my whole life at Hockey but maybe it's time for something more practical

jaden: any thoughts ?

mads: i think when you feel fully healed if you want to join the fire academy i fully support you.

mads: i'm also scared because i know how dangerous it can be but i know your dad would never let that happen.

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Jdnkinney: finally being able to walk around more freely is so damn nice

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madslewis: i’m so proud of you, baby!

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loljdnk​:

jdnkinney: I told the worker just now ‘fuck me up, man” when ordering them 

madslewis: hell yeah

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loljdnk​:

Jdnkinney: those lava cakes from dominos be bomb as fuck , why only two ? Give me 30 at once

madslewis:  they are amazing as fuck, now i need more

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jdnkinney: I know but i still feel bad.

madslewis: i know you do, you're so sweet but please don't

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jdnkinney: I'm sorry babe

madslewis: honey, don't be sorry at all, please. i just want you to be safe,

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jdnkinney: shit i hope not , all though these are feeling pretty intense the last day

madslewis: I'll call your dad and go get the car, I think it'd better to be safe rather than sorry

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jdnkinney: I'd be so much happier if I wasn't getting these brain splitting headaches all the time

madslewis: do you need to go back down to the hospital?