I want to wtite you a letter, but i promised i wouldn't, so i will just write here... With every second that passes since we last saw each other i miss u more and more. I realise now that my life is incomplete when i know that you are no longer mine. I still feel yours and do not want to change that. You are all i need right now. Everyone says distract yourself in some way, but it does not work. I do stuff all the time and still no matter how busy i am, i stop and ignore the world for a minute so that i can think of you. That's probably the reason why i cry. Because i keep remembering this beautiful moments that we've shared that i know now we will never share again. And oh, how much it hurts to know that. Because after all, in the end a good relationship is two people that can just hang around and feel comfortable with each other. I miss feeling that. In the last month we were forcing stuff too much. We were, well not trying hard enough to love each other. We were just expecting the other one to love us no matter what we do. But compromises need to be made sometimes. Even if it's hard. And baby it will be hard. To fix what we broke will take a lot of effort and we really need to want to do it so that we can sucseed. But you know me, i still believe in us. I hope that we can make it work. I am trying to fix myself as much as i could, but i need you to do the same. No more lies. No more fake us. Let's just love each other for who we are. I know that i'm not perfect, but i do try my best. I hope you understand. Best wishes, your ex lover.
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