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hii welcome to my blog! here is a little bit about me…

i have diagnosed c-ptsd and asd2. due to that, i am trauma locked at around 10 years old, and it is a huge part of who i am and how i live. i do not share my chrono age, but i am a legal adult age. since i am not a chrono minor, i would rather not message or be friends with chrono minors. please respect that.

here are some of my interests:

• plush dolls

• sewing, knitting

• angelina ballerina

• tinkerbell

• rocks

• fav food is carrots w hummus

• fav drink is berry tea

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someone stole our tomato that JUST turned red. it was huge too!

i been selling a lot on fb marketplace to save up money and get rid of things i don’t want anymore and im almost certain one of the people took it. you can see that it was ripped off too. and it definitely wasn’t an animal lol there isn’t really any cause we live too close to the city.

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i got her !!! + same clothes so i can add stuff to them and or dye them. yaaaay ^.^ so happpy

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outfits i got her

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i got her 30 min after waking up and been playing around with her since i got her. at first i thought she was way too dark grey and didnt like her and wasnt excited. i was filled with regret but i started playing with her and dressing her up and suddenly she doesnt seem so bad /.\ i actually really love her so much

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not everyone who posts saying something about their “dad” is their partner, it also can be their bio dad. your caregiver doesn’t have to just be your partner. a lot of permakids don’t have partners. a caregiver can be your partner, a family member, a platonic friend… anyone who agrees to help take care of you esp in day to day life can be your caregiver. you can even have multiple. i used to have 4 that helped me all in different ways, but now i only have my dad.

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just a little personal note for my own space: i like to keep my feed focused on quiet, genuine moments of healing and real comfort. i tend to step away and unfollow people who post online roleplay or performative posts, as i prefer keeping things simple and heartfelt. wishing everyone a gentle and peaceful day here!

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is your dad your cg? :) <3 /genq

yes, my dad is my caregiver :3 he does a lot for me because i have asd2 and struggle to take care of myself. i try to do things by myself sometimes, but he helps me a lot in day to day life.

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dad buys me spidey pop

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this was only $8.49 CAD at walmart c: i am so happy i asked my dad to take me!! im going to make a scarf for my mouse since fall is coming!! and maybe i make a matching hat if i’m able to /.\ but i never did that before… they had other colors too but this was my favorite and exactly what i was hoping for but i might go back and get more to make more clothes and stuff.

also, notice how the needles match! so cute 💜🩷👧🏻 hehehe i will work on it later today/tonight or maybe tomorrow cause i plan to eat cheese pizza and oreo ice cream and watch cowboy tv show with my dad.

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i asked how to get over the anxiety of CARRYING my plush around in my hands in public and NOT hiding her in a bag… and everyone is being so so so so sweet and kind to me about it and said that i basically have to just do it in order to get over it and not allow myself to shove her in a bag and i have to like expose myself to get over it and to just not care what others think and if they care then they’re not a person that should be around me ever

so ima try REALLY hard to take her places and just not care and not put her in my bag. i’ll probably still carry a backpack or something in case it rains or i absolutely need to set her down to do something.

i don’t go to school or work so i really don’t go many places but when i do, it’s scary and overstimulating for me and i am visibly uncomfortable or in distress. i do think having a plush with me anywhere i go will help me a lot. i also want to start going to the park on nice days and color and watch cartoons on a blanket.

sometimes i have to remind myself that i have to be the first person to accommodate me the most. i have to do things for myself to feel safe and comfortable. my dad can only do so much esp when he does basically everything for me.

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^•^ yummy carrots & hummus hehehe i basically live off carrots and hummus. i have so much hummus in the fridge cus i eat like half a container at a time /.\ everything bagel favor is my favoritest ever!

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my new profile picture hehehe

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price break down (i paid $230 CAD)