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[mafuraa]

Indy Ayano Tateyama [Kagerou Project] rp blog.

Main setting: Pre-death, but also AU friendly.

Manages para-style rp, one-liners, ic text posts.

3 years+ of rp experience.

Picky, but Multiverse/Multifandom and OC- friendly.

Occasional mun-scribbles.

Openness to NSFW will vary, mun is over 18.

OOC-friendly and tagged at all times.

Single-ship.

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[mafuraa]

Hmm, I think I sort of kinda may have gone away for too long...

I wonder how much I missed, or if I was missed at all? Whoops...

[mafuraa]

surdusvox replied to your post: I changed my playlist in order to try ...

3D ayaka

Stop that!!

[jvuzou-deactivated20150318]

Will you listen to what I have to say?

[mafuraa]

I changed my playlist in order to try and forget about the 3D thing...

[mafuraa]

surdusvox replied to your post: surdusvox replied to your post: I had ...

it was real, it’s all over youtube

It can't be--

!!!!!!!!!

D-DEFORMED DAD....

[mafuraa]

surdusvox replied to your post: I had a dream…. I had a horrible dream...

that dream was real

Wait, what??

You can't be serious about that--

[mafuraa]

I had a dream....

I had a horrible dream in which I was back to my childhood and everything was 3D...

[khina-a]

[mafuraa]

✢

Peek into my character’s past!

— ✢ for a good memory that makes them smile

any time she could successfully make kano, kido or seto smile truthfully. even better if she could ever make them laugh ;v;

[lycannalla]

Peek into my character's past!

[mafuraa]

Send me a…

— 〆 for a childhood story — ღ for a drabble about a romance/their love life — ⌆ for a story about their family/home life — € for a bad memory that still haunts them — ✢ for a good memory that makes them smile

Or…

Send me a name/place/event or situation from my character’s past and they will just talk about that one thing.

[mafuraa]

i JUST FINISHED WATCHING TODAY'S MCA I'M CONFUSED AND UPSET AND PUMPED I COULD ONLY FIND A RAW BUT. BUT THE LOST TIME MEMORY BIT GOOD LORD

[hamatora]

[mafuraa]

Shintaro & Ayano | Loss Time Memory

[mafuraa]

i hate the fact that my ship is popular. no matter what the good people in it do in order to give it a good image to what most of the people in it do to it-- oversimplify it and bastardize it--, everyone outside it will be completely disgusted by it because of what's already been done. everyone will be uncomfortable and/or annoyed by it and i'll feel guilty for shipping, and most of all, for roleplaying it. or i'll feel like the reason people ignore or avoid me in there is for that. the ship.

and this and like. two more other ships are the only ones under the radar like this??? i've seen ships 150 times more ooc than that but nobody takes that fun away from them?????

...i love my ship with all my heart, but in moments like this, i feel like a joke for even liking it. for taking it so seriously and for giving it my all to the portrayal. i'm just another disgusting joke in a pile of disgusting jokes.

[tenboudai]

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Heat-Haze Days arranged on a guitar and sung by Jin(Shizen no TekiP), じん(自然の敵Ｐ), the composer of the song.

[mafuraa]

また会う

[surdusvox]

  She was the most disgustingly beautiful thing he could have ever seen- an old friend of his and one that he used to hold very dear, of course now there was never a moment where he hated her with such passion, almost as if his heart were on fire- engulfing everything that he was… it was sickening, disgusting, as she burned his heart over and over again… he didn’t care how she did it- he just wanted his heart gone so if he ever realized how selfish he was being, he wouldn’t care at that point… he wouldn’t have anything left to care about….

                          But couldn’t he say that about himself now?

  But the fact that she said she once got a 60 on a test, what a laugh- and maybe that was just his perspective considering that every test that he ever took, he had gotten perfect, and there was no change at all, no matter what he did so there was no point in even trying… he hated it, he hated the way she always smiled even when the situation wasn’t even in favor of her. 

  He could feel the pain rushing though his body as nothing changes, everything stays the same and that’s how it always was- his voice was harsh, and yet it was so weak, he couldn’t even remember his voice that well, there was barely little time to use it- and that time was only in his dreams, how pathetic…. he inhaled slightly, averting his eyes from the other’s… or at least what he thought was looking her in the eyes… because in reality he couldn’t even look at her straight in them, it was too much for him, he would scream and wail if he tried to.

   ”So you have less than a 60 percent average of getting me to listen to you”

                                           ”Pathetic, isn’t it?”

  Her expression was rather sullen, as she asked him if anything had changed from the last time… rolling his eyes he gave a small exhale.. was she really that stupid? It was almost like she never got his point, ever- the point that he never wanted to talk to her again- he wanted her to leave him alone, so that he could just be left in peace…. he just wanted to be left alone, and these meetings with her suffocated him. 

                          “What did you expect, Ayano?”

  Eyes averting from her as he shifted his weight slightly- hissing bitterly under his breath. He couldn’t stand the sight of her as he waited for her to make the next move… if she wanted a conversation with him- she was going to have to drag him through it…. mostly because he didn’t want anything to do with her at this point. 

                                                       And his bitter heart was too frail.

[mafuraa]

"It's not pathetic as long as it isn't a 0... and even if it was, numbers can only go up with time, right?"

It's a truthful statement, although she doesn't add how sad it is, instead of anything else. 

Her words are soft and quiet. It's not like there's a need to raise her voice in a space that doesn't exist anymore. And it's not going to make a difference, because she's aware that he can hear her. He only chooses not to listen, and she can't blame him at all.

After all... there's nothing to listen to. She's transparent, voiceless and unimportant to him. At least right now.

She exhales lightly.

"...I expected-- always expect-- a little change, truth be told, but not with your thoughts about me." She feels it's necessary to be specific, since she already knows he won't ever stop despising her after all the damage she did to him.

"You know... with everything else. Your relations, your comfort, your views... when you take me away from everything else, has everything become a little more bearable?"

The answer is probably nothing but a dry 'no'.

But it's worth a shot to ask-- it rarely isn't. Even in death.

[yukishima-san]