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𝑸𝑼𝑬𝑺𝑻𝑰𝑶𝑵𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑴𝑰𝑵𝑫𝑺 .   (   a  series  of  question - based  starters .  )

❛  how  did  this  happen ?  ❜ ❛  what  are  you  talking  about ?  ❜ ❛  why  didn’t  you  tell  me ?  ❜ ❛  when  will  you  stop  running ?  ❜ ❛  can  i  get  your  number ?  ❜ ❛  did  you  really  think  i’d  never  figure  it  out ?  ❜ ❛  why  are  you  pushing  me  away ?  ❜ ❛  why  should  i  care ?  ❜ ❛  do  you  love  me ?  ❜ ❛  who  did  this  to  you ?  ❜ ❛  why  weren’t  you  there  for  me ?  ❜ ❛  are  you  okay ?  ❜ ❛  why  aren’t  you  dressed  yet ?  ❜ ❛  where  have  you  been ?  ❜ ❛  why  do  you  never  stay  in  the  mornings ?  ❜ ❛  why  don’t  you  ever  stay ?  ❜ ❛  can  you  hear  me ?  ❜ ❛  why  can’t  you  look  me  in  the  eyes ?  ❜ ❛  where  is  this  coming  from ?  ❜ ❛  can  i  kiss  you ?  ❜ ❛  what  aren’t  you  telling  me ?  ❜ ❛  is  there  anything  i  can  do ?  ❜ ❛  are  you  here  to  kill  me ?  ❜ ❛  where  am  i  supposed  to  go ?  ❜ ❛  do  you  wanna  get  out  of  here ?  ❜ ❛  who  sent  you ?  ❜ ❛  can  we  put  this  behind  us ?  ❜ ❛  are  you  looking  for  someone ?  ❜ ❛  who  gave  this  to  you ?  ❜ ❛  who  was  that ?  ❜ ❛  do  you  think  i’m  stupid ?  ❜ ❛  can  you  help  me ?  ❜ ❛  where  is  this  coming  from ?  ❜ ❛  who  am  i  to  you ?  ❜ ❛  why  is  this  so  important to you ?  ❜ ❛  do  you  want  to  come  in ?  ❜ ❛  what  can  i  say  to  fix  this ?  ❜ ❛  did  you  mean  it ?  ❜ ❛  when  did  you  stop  loving  me ?  ❜ ❛  are  you  [ name ] ?  ❜ ❛  why  do  these  things  always  happen  to  me ?  ❜ ❛  who  do  you  think  you  are ?  ❜ ❛  why  are  you  lying  to  me ?  ❜ ❛  why  are  you  here ?  ❜ ❛  why  can’t  you  just  tell  me  the  truth ?  ❜ ❛  do  you  love  me ?  ❜ ❛  why  don’t  you  believe  me ?  ❜ ❛  do  you  think  i  deserve  this ?  ❜ ❛  why  are  you  doing  this ?  ❜ ❛  what  can  i  do ?  ❜ ❛  can  you  walk ?  ❜ ❛  is  there  a  good  ending  for  us ?  ❜ ❛  what  was  i  supposed  to  do ?  ❜ ❛  did  you  ever  love  me ?  ❜ ❛  why  do  you  care ?  ❜ ❛  how  can  i  fix  this ?  ❜ ❛  what  can  i  say  to  make  it  better ?  ❜ ❛  how  can  i  help ?  ❜ ❛  did  i  ever  stand  a  chance ?  ❜ ❛  do  you  trust  me ?  ❜ ❛  do  you  ever  stop  talking ?  ❜ ❛  can  i  come  with  you ?  ❜ ❛  why  would  you  say  that ? ❛  how  have  you  been ?  ❜ ❛  why  can’t  you  just  move  on ?  ❜ ❛  when  will  i  see  you  again ?  ❜ ❛  can  we  talk ?  ❜ ❛  do  you  have  a  minute ?  ❜ ❛  do  we  know  each  other ?  ❜ ❛  can  you  shut  up ?  ❜

[mysteryshoptls]

SSR Trey Clover Union Birthday Personal Story: Part 1

Requested by an Anon on the Other Side!

"Happy Birthday"

Part 1 (Part 2) (Part 3)

[Heartslabyul Dorm – Birthday Party Venue]

Trey: The birthday interview… So it looks like it’s finally my turn.

Trey: I wonder who the presenter chosen by the “Magical Birthday Dice” is.

Trey: …Honestly, it’ll be nice if whoever comes isn’t the type to get too carried away.

???: Umm… Excuse me.

Epel: Trey-san, Happy Birthday. I’m Epel Felmier, your presenter.

Trey: Ah, thank goodness. So Epel was the one chosen to be my presenter. I’ll leave it in your hands today.

Epel: Same here, please treat me well. Here… this is your present. Please take it.

Trey: Thank you. Then, I’ll open it right away.

Trey: Oh, a black cap! It’s pretty stylish, with a bunch of patches and embroidered patterns.

Trey: But, this bright red apple patch… don’t you think that’s a little too loud for me?

Epel: No way! …Definitely not. Trey-san, you’re a beanpole, so it would absolutely look good and cool on you!

Trey: Beanpole? Epel is quiet and the way he speaks is polite, so… I must have just misheard him.

Epel: The other day, when I went to the town at the base of the mountain with my friends, I searched for your present.

Epel: All of the items in the store that Deuce-kun brought me to were all super cool!

Trey: Oho, so Deuce helped to pick this out too?

Epel: Yes! Deuce-kun told me that you like hats.

Epel: We also considered some hats that had spiky studs or flames embroidered on them, but…

Epel: When we took a good luck at the price, we had gone over the allowed budget…

Trey: I-I see… The fact that you were thinking of picking one that had studs or flames is a little unexpected, but…

Trey: Well anyway, that just means you were trying to find something that you thought would fit me, right?

Trey: Since it was for a third year in a different dorm that you don’t interact with that often, I’m sure you had some trouble selecting something, not knowing my preferences, didn’t you?

Trey: Thanks for taking the time to choose something like this for me.

Trey: Often I tend to pick more casual looks for my usual wear, so I think this cap will make for a good fit with it.

Epel: Fufu. I think it also fits perfectly with the Heartslabyul Union Jacket colors as well, Trey-san!

Trey: …Ahh, I see. Then, I’ll make sure to spend all of today wearing this hat.

Epel: Great! Trey-san, you look really rad! You kinda got a bad boy vibe goin’ on too, it’s super cool!!

Trey: B-bad boy vibe…? Haha… thanks. That’s a compliment… right?

Part 1 (Part 2) (Part 3)

[myuunji]

“is that supposed to be a praise…?”

[mysteryshoptls]

Trey Clover Union Birthday Voice Lines

Requesed by an Anon on the Other Side!

When Summoned: Thanks for coming to celebrate my birthday. Make sure you enjoy the party as well.

Summon Line: It feels like today will end up really lively. But, the best present for me would be if nothing troublesome occurs at all...

Groooovy!!: I'm not really the type to carelessly get so worked up, but it'll be fine just for today, right? Let's enjoy it until the end!

Home: Casual clothes sure are nice.

Home Idle 1: It seems like Kalim is going to send me some dried fruits, but... He said that he'll have the other dorm students carry them over, exactly how much is he sending?

Home Idle 2: I believe I've vastly improved my cake making skills but... It's still nowhere near as good as the birthday cakes my parents make.

Home Idle 3: I received a science magazine from my club friends. It had an appendix that looked interesting, so I plan to read it during my next break from class.

Home Idle - Login: Everyone looks like they're having fun... I can't believe I got such warm wishes for my birthday. It's a little awkward, but I'm happy.

Home Idle - Groovy: The cap that Epel chose for me is popular with the other dorm students too. It's possible that the number of coordinate outfits might increase.

Home Tap 1: Riddle and Cater gathered the other dorm students and baked cookies for me. There's a lot here, so you should eat some too.

Home Tap 2: Something smells sweet? That would be the aroma candle that Vil gave me. Apparently the vanilla scent has a relaxing effect.

Home Tap 3: Malleus said, "It seems you've taken one more step towards adulthood." ...I didn't really think I'd hear that kind of line coming from someone in the same year as me.

Home Tap 4: There is something embroidered on the back of this jacket that is a different color for each dorm. One day maybe I'll make a cake that looks like it.

Home Tap 5: Is there something I want you to do? Let me see... Just don't worry about trying to take care of every little thing, just be yourself like usual.

Home Tap - Groovy: I didn't think the pie throwing by the Presenter would be anything that terrible, so I hadn't really been taking it seriously... I guess that's just called "being too overconfident".

Duo: "Are you going to celebrate with me too, Epel?" / "Trey-senpai, congratulations!"

[magicast]

misc. headcanons: august.

-  ace’s older brother, seven years older than him. you can see where ace got some of his traits and resemblance from. he’s pretty carefree, flashy, and quite a flirt to lighten things up. he still lives with ace and the rest of the family, working at a management firm as a marketing consultant. his people skills work well in the job, and the connections does make things easier compared to doing it himself.

-  humor runs in the family. august’s birthday is in july, yet he is named august. their dad thinks it’s still funny. smh.

-  the trappola family is financially well-off, living in one of the richest sections of the rose kingdom. their parents take care to not let wealth spoil the kids. august learned it well as he grew up and passing the same outlook towards ace, much to his dismay.

-  back in nrc, he’s sorted to heartslabyul and played magift. august isn’t an honor student by any means, but his grades weren’t in danger. he likes having his own way around magic. he does tend to act lazy, so teachers don’t have a fond opinion of him either.

-  august doesn’t have a “strong” passion, in a way someone dedicates their years to one specialty. he hasn’t reached that point yet; right now, he’s like a jack of all trades, master of none. he goes with the flow and not really set on staying at one thing.

-  his “unique magic” is centered around manipulating gravity. he can levitate or weigh heavier at whichever way he wants. it took him over a year to learn the physics and balance around it. this only works for himself and can’t pass the same effects to other people. he tends to use this if he’s running late and starts “flying” to get there faster.

-  august can be protective, though he doesn’t want to go overboard. he never fails to give ace gifts during holidays and his birthday or an occasional surprise, but he doesn’t want to spoil him to the point ace will keep wanting it. if ace wants something, he has to “prove” it — a good grade, for example. but with how ace’s grades are... it’s not a great option. and no, trying to gain august’s favor with compliments and buttering up doesn’t ever work. he sees through it so easily to the point he’ll play around it and reject it just as fast.

-  he was aware of ace’s past relationship with the girl back in high school, even if ace hasn’t opened up too much about it. mentioned once or twice in dinner, and an accompanied excuse of busy schoolwork why he won’t introduce her yet. august could only give advice, but he won’t dictate on how or what ace should do. he wants his little brother to try it in his two feet. said attempt wasn’t clearly the best — ghosting her, of all things — and august doesn’t lecture him for it. ace learned his lesson plenty enough, although avoidant of future relationships now that he won’t say “yes” for peer pressure.

august thinks mistakes are a better experience than a perfect roundabout of doing things. it’s easier to navigate through life this way.

-  he’s a doting and attentive brother, but he wasn’t like this before. ace was born when august was around seven years old, and though it had its fun to have someone around, it’s brought some mixed feelings. a child is a child; august couldn’t understand the responsibilities that he had to do as the eldest. ace’s constant clinging and following grew annoying when his friends teases him about it, breaking his toys without knowing and never admitting. it’s led to silent treatments and fighting until august felt guilty for the unfair treatment and shoving his frustrations at ace. he apologized and slowly tried to make amends, and they became closer when august started high school while ace is at middle school.

with how much ace likes to imitate him, he does his best to be an older brother he can look up to and help for his future.

[magicast]

@cxrsedstar​ said:

“Stop lying.” 

Astre and Cater... they’re similar and yet so different, in their own way. It’s a wonder how Cater can still have the guts to pull through his white lies and excuses with a younger sibling that observant.

Well, it wouldn’t take long for Trey to know the firsthand experience, would it?

“ ... I’m all right, Astre. It’s nothing to worry about. The nurse says it’s not serious.  ”  He leans further back to the cushioned pillow, smiling like he always does as if Trey is simply taking a break. Being unable to move his leg at all is a touch uncomfortable, but no such sign will show in his face.  “  You should go and help Cater coordinate for the players if he needs anything. I feel bad to shove all the work on him.  ”

[magicast]

SOFT HAPPY NOISES

[magicast]

what flavor is your muse’s soul ?

william: rosemary.

ah, the old soul, nice to meet again. the time of ages is etched into your bones, you see clearly. you've watched the heartache in this realm and sworn to solve it. but kindness without limits is self destruction. oh little leaf, strong and wise, you seek to bring peace with your presence. I'd be wrong to say you fail at this effort, but you mustn't set yourself on fire to keep others warm. you wish to please everyone, to protect them all. but if you shield the saplings from the sunlight they will never grow, and you one day will wither. protect yourself too. you know there are no happy heroes, so don't be one. be a friend. your loved ones will not forsake you for not being perseus slaying all their demons. you have your own monsters, why not meet them first before you conquer anyone else's nightmares. oh true-hearted paladin you are brave, and you are good enough. you know that right? be true to yourself, one cannot do anything saintly if they did not tend to their own wounds first.

eater: vanilla.

oh heart of ice and mind of gold, what am I to do with you? you are only good in small amounts, bittersweet fledgling, you are hard for most to swallow. your spirit is strong, your wit is potent, your biting essence drives even the most daring away. but why are you hiding your sweetness? I know within you, you are soft, but humanity has made you bitter. you mask your pain and sorrow with spite and sensibility. you say you do not care about trivial things, but don't you? sweetheart relax. you can let down your drawbridge, the waters are not poisoned. I know you have looked monsters in between the eyes and scoffed at them, but please, relax. you think your armor protects you but it is smothering you slowly. little owlet, when will you learn, words can only get you so far? feelings are what makes this world pulse. do not suppress your feelings. your heart can still thaw my dear. trust.

tagged by.  @krisea  :D tagging.   @florenroyals ; @cxrsedstar ; @bourreaur ; @derreisende ; @casketdweller​ ; if you haven’t done it yet, tag me and do this uwu

[magicast]

“ yes sir i’ll bring her home by 6 “  /  “ your daughter calls me daddy too “

[magicast]

headcanon: future noe’s writing.

i’ve been wondering why it’s titled “the case study of vanitas,” when a memoir or a biography would’ve fit better — but his teacher asked him the question to search for the book of vanitas and determine it for himself if it’s good or bad, to draw his own conclusion.

noe is a curious boy, always starry-eyed to the new world unfolding before him and being with vanitas helps him gradually understand it all better. but being young and naive, there’s always not enough time to grow out of it. we know vanitas dies and noe keeps mentioning his regrets. if i had just reached out my hand, if only i knew, if only i acted on it sooner.

vanitas is an enigma. a selfish prick; sometimes rude, sometimes human. i’m sure they’ll grow from “two people with common interests” to something that’s close to a friend. not a confidant, but a companion at best.

noe couldn’t comprehend why vanitas does the way he does, so this is how the narrative is born — a “case study”. in hoping he’ll find answers, retelling the past in his point of view and hope he’ll understand vanitas in a better viewpoint than before. it’s not to avoid guilt, it’s his way of finding closure than ending up with more regrets for things he never knew until after vanitas’ died.

[magicast]

unclover​:

trey is not a kind person, not in the way he believes someone kind should act. he was raised to always be the bigger person, the more responsible one, both as the eldest sibling and outside the household. so everything is kept behind lock and key: the anger for losing riddle, for his mother’s cruelty, for the hopelessness against her authority and unfairness, to always help yet merely brushed over. trey sets his own rules to make sure none of this is let out unless he found it necessary.

only che’nya is aware of this and noticed it ever since they were children, but there was nothing he could do or knew what to say, nor was there a “right” way around it anyway. all he could do is simply be with him as his friend, the one constant over the years.

[magicast]

@krisea​​ said:

“You’re hiding a painful burden.” 

Trey stops whisking the eggs after the conclusion Cass ends up with. Is it too obvious of a diversion as soon as Riddle came into the conversation? He’s lucky this time around — with his back turned away and the other from the kitchen counter, with no one to see an unreadable face from someone who always seemed so sure of everything.

After a beat of silence, he adjusts his glasses and smiles; reassuring, nonchalant.

“  ... It’s how it is as the vice, nothing I can’t handle.  ”  Trey isn’t blind, but there’s nothing they can do. The anger grows immense by the day, his attempts to pacify that temper is beginning to show its failing stages. There’s no way to stop this without hurting him in the collateral damage.  “  Riddle ... Riddle just wants everyone to succeed.  ”

[magicast]

misc. headcanons:  jade.

-  moray eels are known to have poor eyesight, and while this is somewhat mended in jade’s human form to adjust, he is near-sighted at best. high sense of smell and sensory perception are what makes up for it, being able to sense rook’s stalking when not even riddle and azul could notice him. the other exception is someone like leona; an animal with keen senses.

-  eels also don’t need to eat every day. they can survive eating twice a week, and once a week once they’re an adult. one of their common deaths is from over-eating, so it must’ve been a pleasure to have the luxury to eat a lot of food without risking themselves. there’s also the growth spurt to consider a part of their appetite, too; the average height in the leech family is 7ft.

-  the family leads a suspicious business with shadier acquaintances, for sure — and jade has no regrets of having this kind of life nor would he wish another. he can’t imagine another life besides this one. he adores his brother, the twins are treated well with respect and equipped to handle reality; jade is grateful for everything he has. he loves the land, but it’s not enough to replace this.

he already accepted the living conditions in the coral sea. it’s a survival of the fittest; it’s never safe to venture outside the city. malicious spirits come back in halloween that can go beyond a little prank. if you want to live? you have to be callous, calculating, doubtful. there’s no room to play soft.

[mim0104]

🎈

[unclover-deactivated20211107]

trey and riddle, in related to this.

i’m going to be blunt: i do not agree that trey and riddle did made their amends after episode 1 nor were they friendly beyond the surface level. it’s not that simple. just because they’re childhood friends doesn’t equate closeness, and ace pointed that out clearly when no one would admit it.

ACE: Kids aren’t their parents’ trophies. Your parents aren’t the ones who get to decide what you’re worth. ACE: I finally understand that you being a trashy person isn’t your mom or dad’s fault at all! ACE: You’ve been in this school for a year. And the one to blame is the bastard you call a friend who did nothing but turn a blind eye to your selfishness!

[…]

ACE: Dorm Head can’t do anything about his parents because he didn’t choose to have them as parents. ACE: But at the very least, you’ve always thought that the way his parents treated him was unfair, right? TREY: That’s… ACE: If you think that the Prefect’s making the same mistakes as his parents, then tell him directly. Fix your mistakes. ACE: What’s gonna happen to him if you just feel sorry and spoil him? ACE: So you’re just gonna watch everyone hate him and alienate him from a distance? TREY: … DEUCE: H-hey, Ace…! ACE: Or what? You’re keeping quiet because you’re scared of that collar? You’re super lame!! ACE: You call yourself his childhood friend, but the way things are, you’re not even his friend at all!

for all this time, trey did nothing. that is not a mild thing to be brushed over. riddle has the right to be upset and avoid him for so long.

because he was afraid. afraid for every hypothetical scenarios that could go wrong like before.

trey doesn’t have the experience of interacting with various people. the adults in his life were decent and responsible and instilled the ideals, so when riddle’s mom came storming in front of their door… it shattered everything. while i believe trey’s parents had the best of intentions and minimized conflict, their choice of telling trey to avoid riddle from now on was the driving point, too.

after the long distance, they’ve lost touch from each other. forgotten how each other acts. in the anthology, for example, it’s a bad timing to give riddle a box of sweets after riddle was worrying over the sugar content of his tea and thinking he was all right with it.

he got stuck in his old perspective and afraid to bring change. trey busied himself with current work and worries to the point he couldn’t see what’s truly going on in his surroundings, losing sight on what could’ve been better for both of them. for all his self-blame that he made riddle this way, this was a poor way of his own idea of “taking responsibility,” his own “punishment” like the image of the hanged man.

currently? they’re polite, can cooperate well as dorm head and vice, but the tension is still there. trey is still hesitant to address their relationship and they don’t spend time with each other outside of school work. ironically, both of them have spent more time with cater separately than together. he’ll have the courage to do it one day, but not at the moment.

[fisheem4mmal]

Happy Birthday Production Day Ortho!

His ssr before groovy had this melancholic feel to it for me... I felt sad looking at it I don't know if it was his expression and pose and the way his hand is poised over his 'heart' but it made my heart achey

[magicast]

queensconquest​.

    “  Here’s  some  free  advice  for  you.  If  someone  mocks  you  ,  make  them  suffer  worse.  They  call  you  ugly  ?  Carve  up  their  face.  They  laugh  at  a  cast  you  have  ?  Make  sure  they’ll  never  use  that  limb  of  theirs  again.  It’s  simply  really  ,  crush  people  like  that  under  your  heel.  “

“  ... Oh? I like what you think.  ”  Perhaps he finds some of these examples a tad excessive, too much energy and attention for childish insults — but isn’t the right way? You can’t talk down entitled humans with mere words. You have to prove your worth, and they’ll never look down on you again.

“  Do you have a few in mind who'd need the wake-up call? It won’t hurt to kill some time.  ”