[Akuneko Fanfic]Seeds in the Dark
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â ïžSome emotional turmoil
â ïžMentions heavy, psychological details
CHAPTER 1: The Black Cat's Summoning
The sky was pitch black now. A new crescent moon had just peeked out, dangling precariously over the mountain peak behind the village, casting a faint silvery glow down the winding dirt path leading back to the mansion. The road was terribly rough, riddled with potholes and tangled roots jutting out everywhere, so I had to take slow, careful steps, my eyes glued to the ground to avoid slipping. Today had left me utterly exhaustedâfrom dawn till now, I'd been bustling nonstop: checking old Aunt Zheng's leg wound from when she fell picking plums last month, still swollen and oozing; changing the bandages for the elderly neighbor lady who twisted her knee tumbling at the market, her wails echoing all afternoon; then brewing cold medicine for little Xuan, who'd been hacking away since yesterday, shivering with a mild fever. My hands still reeked of pungent herbs, mixed with the damp earth scent from Uncle's backyard garden, where I'd gathered a handful of fresh mint leaves to grind into a paste with honey for cough syrup. The kid was big for his age but hated bitter medicine with a passion, so I had to sweeten it just enough to get it down without a meltdown.
I packed my things into the wooden satchel slung over my shoulderâthe one Brother Jingjing had carved for me from aged pine. It had a clever lock mechanism and separate compartments: one for my notebook scribbled with medicine recipes in my messy handwriting, a few tins of pain-relief herbs (the kind he blended from rehmannia rootsâslightly bitter but incredibly effective), a fresh roll of sterile bandages, and the small case holding the pruning shears, which he always warned me to use only when absolutely necessary, never on my own. My stuffed bear Pon nestled snugly in the corner, its button eyes glinting under the moonlight, while the little black snake Na coiled up beside it as if asleep, its tail twitching faintly as if sensing my fatigue. I adjusted my half-face mask, tightening the straps a bit and checking for any looseness. Even though I was close with everyone in the village, I didn't want them seeing my real faceâthe faint scars around my eyes, the tiny leaf buds peeking from my cheek despite the bandages wrapped tight on the right side. Better safe than sorry; it would be awkward if they asked, and I'd have to brush it off as old wounds or scary scars. That was still better than being seen as a monster, whispered about behind my back.
I didn't want to linger, even though Aunt Zheng kept insisting I stay for dinner. The mountain night was bitterly cold, the wind whistling and raising goosebumps on my skin beneath my long-sleeved haori. The haori was a bit cumbersome with its wide sleeves that got dirty easily when mixing medicines, but I often fiddled with them for funâthey also helped hide my bandaged hands. I didn't like wearing gloves much; they felt stifling and restrictive, like my hands were bound. Brother Jingjing was probably worrying at home by nowâhe always did, sitting at the low wooden table grinding ink for calligraphy or checking the clinic's ledgers, occasionally glancing toward the door waiting for me.
Aunt Zheng stepped out from the kitchen, clutching a crumpled dishrag, her face flushed from the steam of the bubbling porridge pot over the wood stove. She wiped her forehead with the back of her hand, her voice warm as always, laced with a touch of worry:
"You're not staying the night, little Zao? It's so lateâthe mountain path's slippery, and it might rain. I've got some ginger chicken porridge ready, piping hot, with fresh green onions and ground pepper to warm your belly."
I shook my head, smiling faintly under the maskâjust a slight twitch of my cheeks, nothing too obvious.
"No need, Aunt. I'm full already. You forced me to finish that bowl of rice with braised fish and steamed veggies at lunch. I should head back before Brother Jingjing worriesâhe'll sit out on the porch staring down the road forever if I'm late."
Uncle Zheng stood at the doorway, his shadow stretching long under the moonlight, tall and sturdy like the ancient pine at the village edge. He puffed on his pipe, smoke drifting lazily with the breeze, mingling with the woodfire scent from the kitchen, thickening the air. His voice rumbled low, like wind through the trees, with a hint of teasing:
"Come on now, dear. The girl's been dragged around since morning by our boy to check on you and the neighbor lady. You kept her for lunch, and now it's midnight. She needs to get homeâher brother's waiting. Dr. Chen must be fretting; he's been busy at the clinic all day."
Aunt sighed, looking at me with that reluctant gaze she always hadâlike I was her own daughter. Sometimes she'd stroke my hair and share stories of how she once had a little girl who passed too soon. She patted my hand gently, her rough, calloused skin from years of farming against mine:
"Fine... but should I have our boy escort you? It's pitch darkâa child like you shouldn't walk alone. The wild wolves prowl this season; they're starving. They took Old Man Ruan's goat just last time."
I giggled softly, shaking my head again, forcing cheer into my voice to ease her concern:
"No need, Aunt Zheng. I know the path like the back of my handâbeen walking it since I was little, every step memorized. And I don't want to bother Xuan. Besides, I'm scared of him giving me a ride... Remember last time he biked me home and we plunged straight into Old Man Ruan's rice paddy? I was covered in mud; Brother Jingjing had to scrub me for an hour, rinsing the muck off my mask. The clothes took forever to wash clean of all that dirt and fishy smell." As for the wolves... they wouldn't attack me. They watch from afar, sometimes even follow to protect me, like silent friends. But those thoughts stayed locked in my headâsaying them aloud would sound crazy; they'd think I'd lost it.
Zheng Xuan, the fifteen-year-old rascalâUncle's sonâhad been eavesdropping from inside, shifting on his bamboo chair. He sprang up like a jack-in-the-box, poking his head out the door, face beet-red under the flickering oil lamp on the wall, hair a mess from just finishing dinner. His old T-shirt was speckled with rice crumbs and sauce:
"Hey, that was just a little mishap! Blame the rickety old bikeâbrakes were shot, not my fault. I've fixed it now, Little Zaoâride with me! I'll be super careful. Got this new flashlight from the county market too, battery lasts forever, lights up half the forest!"
I could only sigh with a soft laugh, ruffling his hair through the doorway. The kid towered over me by a head, but he still acted spoiled, always begging for my forest animal stories. But my heart started to twinge thenâa faint ache spreading across my chest, like needles pricking relentlessly. Too much running around today; the flower inside was starting to "itch"âthat familiar sensation, something stirring within, reminding me I needed to get home and take Brother Jingjing's suppressant right away, before it spread and left me dizzy.
"Next time, okay, Xuan? Lucky the medicine box was sealed tight, or you'd have ruined all my suppliesâmud mixed with herbs everywhere. I'm off nowâtake care, everyone. I'll bring some ginger tea for Aunt tomorrowâthe fresh batch Brother Jingjing made. Warms you right up, with a bit of honey to make it easy to drink."
Aunt nodded, pressing a bundle of warm banana-leaf-wrapped mochi into my hand, the heat seeping through the satchel fabric, the glutinous rice aroma wafting sweetly:
"Be careful on the way, dear. Tell Dr. Chen Aunt sends her regardsâask if he needs some fresh wild honey; just harvested, so sweet."
I waved goodbye and stepped onto the dirt path. The insects chirped relentlessly from the roadside brushâcrickets mingling with the last belated cicadasâand the mountain wind carried scents of decaying leaves and chilly night mist. My satchel weighed heavy on my shoulder, pulling me slightly off-balance from the uneven load, but I quickened my pace. I just wanted to reach the mansion, sit beside Brother Jingjing at the low wooden table, sip a hot cup of calming tea before bed, let him check my bandages like always. The moon hung higher now, dimly illuminating the path through the dense canopy, and I hoped the flower wouldn't "hunger" too soon tonight, or he'd have to prune it urgently under the oil lamp, his face tense with worry.
On the way home, I had a habit of pausing to observe nature's odditiesâlike how leaves quivered in the breeze or constellations twinkled, trying to divine what might come next. It wasn't always accurateâjust a little self-soothing game, right about half the time, sometimes nailing tomorrow's rain. Tonight, the roadside leaves rustled gently despite the light wind, and the Big Dipper looked slightly off-kilter, tugged to the right.
"This means... something's coming that will challenge my life's path even more... Huh? What's that supposed to be?" I muttered, halting for a moment, stroking a nearby branch. It trembled in response, the tender leaves curling softly under my fingers.
Suddenly, a rustling came from the brush to the rightânot wind, but soft footsteps crunching dry leaves. I froze, ears perked. Definitely an animal, but unclear what kind, so curiosity piqued, my heart skipping a beat from excitement. I crouched down, gently parting the foliage to avoid startling it:
"Who's there? Come play with me... I won't hurt you, just want to see my friend."
A black cat leaped out, its fur sleek and glossy, eyes glowing crimson under the moon like twin rubies. I sank fully to the ground, petting its headâthe coat warm and unusually clean, no road dust clinging, an old leather collar with a tiny bell tinkling softly. Must be a housecat, lost from the village at the mountain's base. But as I peered into its eyes, I froze. That gaze... it wasn't ordinary. Deep and fathomless, almost human-like, peering right through me, tracking my every twitchâmore "person" than stray. The thought was absurd, but undeniable; my scalp prickled. My heart raced another beat, the flower in my chest stirring faintly, as if on alert.
"Who are you, really...?" I whispered, still stroking the soft fur, forcing my voice steady.
"...Meow~..." The cat let out a long yowl, then sprang onto the roadside cliff, vanishing into the dark woods, leaving only the bell's echo.
"Ah, wait... And it's gone..." I stood, brushing dirt from my skirt, a twinge of regret washing over me as I wondered where it came from.
Ting... A faint metallic clink rang out, something dropping near my feet, rolling lightly over the dry leaves.
I bent down, and there it wasâa small gold ring, glinting on the leaves in the moonlight. "This... from the black cat?"
I picked it up, examining it closely in the dim light. Quite old, edges starting to tarnish. Inside, tiny engraved letters, but too dark to make outâmaybe English or Latin, a few curly characters. I hadn't noticed it on the cat earlier, but it fell right after it left, like it was left on purpose.
I turned the ring over in my hand, the cool metal seeping into my skin. Strange... it made me want to slip it onto my right ring finger, like an invisible pull. An odd urge, as if something tugged my hand closer, whispering in my mind.
I snapped out of it, shaking my head vigorously to dispel the thought, clenching the ring tight. This was someone else'sâwhy was I even entertaining such nonsense? I sighed, tucking it into the small cloth pouch in my satchel, planning to take it to the village outpost tomorrow and ask if anyone's missing it. Small place like this, word spreads fast.
A strange voice whisperedâfrom nowhere, not wind or insects, but clear as someone leaning close to my ear. My heart lurched, hand instinctively raising the ring to my finger; it slid onto my ring finger perfectly, like it was made for me. Before shock could register, my vision blurred, legs buckling like jelly. I crumpled to the dirt path, knees slamming painfully into a pothole, consciousness fading into darkness
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When I opened my eyes, I was in a familiar pitch-black voidâmy perceptual space, where I often slipped into to meet "her." Dark as a deep cave, but I felt the cold stone floor beneath my feet, hard and unyielding, and the faint resinous scent from my own body mingling with the damp earth from the path home. "This is... the perceptual space. But why now? She never meets me without warning..."
I whipped around, heart pounding like it might burst. A familiar silhouette emerged in the hazy glow from somewhereâthe black cat from earlier, perched a few steps away, red eyes flashing, tail swishing slowly.
"It's you, the black cat..." I whispered, sitting up slowly, hand instinctively clutching my chest, feeling the flower twitch faintly under the bandages.
"Hello." Its voice rang out, clear as a human'sânot a meow, but warm and calm, deep-toned.
"Eh?! You can speak human?!"
I jolted back, nearly toppling over, palms pressing against the icy floor. I'd always "talked" to animals through gestures and vibesâlike petting to show I meant no harmâbut hearing one speak full words? First time ever; my mind reeled. My hands trembled.
"Everyone has darkness in their heart... They just try to survive the day. If they stop moving forward, they'll lose their balance in an instant."
The black cat's voice was serene, like recounting an old tale, its eyes fixed on me unblinking.
"You mean they're living in the shadowsâif they don't escape, they'll be trapped forever..." I stammered, trying to parse it, swallowing dryly. Its words cut deep, stirring memories of our past nights.
"They try to forget the pain as much as possible... They numb their awareness on purpose... And before they realize it, time slips away... And they die with regrets in their hearts."
"That means..." I trailed off, voice softening, eyes dropping to the dark floor. Those words hit my deepest fearâburying my past pain, living like a normal person.
"I don't want that to happen to you." The black cat stepped closer, tail flicking lightly, its black fur shimmering in the dim light.
"Wait... Are you talking about me?? Who's 'them' you're referring to?" I wanted to press forward for answers, but an invisible force held me back like a wall, the air thickening oppressively. My legs felt leaden, rooted in place.
"They're waiting for you." The cat's voice grew urgent, red eyes glistening like a plea, ears flattening.
"..." I stammered in confusion, mind spinning, cold sweat prickling my neck. Someone begging me for helpâbut why me...?
"Who should I save...?!" I repeated, voice rising, but the cat ignored it, pressing on with desperate insistence, tail lashing as if time was running out.
"Don't worry. You'll understand soon enough."
"Yes..." Despite the turmoilâa lump like a stone on my chestâI nodded instinctively, fists clenching my skirt.
"Now open your eyes. You'll meet them soon."
"Wait!? I still have so many questions! Who are you, where'd the ring come from, and who's 'them'?!" I reached out toward the black cat, fingers trembling as they brushed empty air, but like when I slipped on the ring, my awareness faded. The darkness swallowed everything, silence falling, save for my thundering heartbeat.
"It'll be quick..... We'll meet again somewhere." It whispered into the empty, still space, red eyes flashing one last time before vanishing.
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"Master, please wake up."
I jolted awake to an unfamiliar voice, laced with strange scentsânot the familiar herbs from home, but polished wood and fragrant tea. Still dizzy, head heavy as if drugged, my eyes locked on an alien ceiling: high-vaulted, with a sparkling crystal chandelier. Blinking around, I took in the European decorâVictorian style: deep red leather armchairs, wooden bookshelves, heavy velvet curtains. Then I turned toward the voice. Standing bedside was a young man in his early twenties, hair white streaked with black and a pink line running through, ruby-red eyes gleaming like jewels. He wore a sharp black-and-white vest, holding a small silver tray.
"Oh, good. You're finally awake."
"I've been waiting for you, Aruji-sama."
The man smiled at meâa warm, kind smile. Gentle eyes, but tinged with pity. Seeing that, I quickly touched my mask to check if it was still on; feeling it secure, relief washed over me, and I relaxed. Sitting up, full of questions, I eyed the stranger. If this was a kidnapping, the setup was ridiculousâwho gives a hostage a luxurious room and a butler?
"My name is Berrien. I'm one of your butlers."
"What's your family name...?" Butlers in black tailcoats serve nobles, right? But why just his first name? Makes addressing him awkward.
"My family name is Cryan. Berrien Cryan."
I wasn't sure how to respondârude to stay silent after an introduction. Following custom, I slipped from bed and curtsied as I'd seen and practiced: light foot lift, skirt gathered, right hand to chest.
"I'm Miura Azami. Pleased to meet you, Cryan."
"Ah?! Aruji-sama, no need for that.
No need to be so formal. Just call me Berrien."
He knelt by my side, gently reassuring, hand lightly on mine to ease my nerves, voice soft like coaxing a child.
"But..." I hesitatedâcalling someone by first name on sight felt impolite, especially a stranger...
"No need to be shy, Aruji-sama. Feel free to use my name."
His gentle, caring smile made me uneasy at first, but I relented.
"What... what's going on here?"
"Hmm. Oh dear... You seem quite disoriented."
(Who wouldn't be, waking up to this??) I thought, staying silent to listen.
"Aruji-sama, please have some tea to calm yourself." He poured from the teapot into a cup on the tray.
"This is... Darjeeling?" I sniffed the aroma, recognizing it. In herbal medicine, teas often heal, so I'd studied them extensively.
"?! ...Yes! Darjeeling exactly."
My guess widened his eyes in surprise, then delight, grinning ear to ear. The golden hue, rich scent, his practiced pourâclearly a tea aficionado, passionate enough to brew it so perfectly. He must do this often.
"Aruji-sama, forgive the odd question, but...
Please look at this painting."
"?" I thanked him, sipping the tea after blowing on it, then turned to the artwork he indicated.
It depicted a man in prayer, tears streaming down. Black wings spread wide behind him.
(A fallen angel... Or demon? But why pray? What does it symbolize? So sorrowful, like begging forgiveness.) I pondered, studying it. Odd to display something so melancholicâinauspicious, even in a bedroom. But if those black wings meant something else... My thoughts tangled; I took another sip to steady myself.
"This man... is a demon."
That explained nothingânothing screamed "demon" in the details. What did he mean?
"Fufu... Hanging something like this is pretty creepy, huh?"
"...Yeah." I found it more bizarre than scary...
"But that's because this is the mansion."
"You mean the demon's residence?"
This place is called 'Devil's Palace.'
But such a grim name feels like an insult to you, Aruji-sama."
"..." An insult? I didn't get how it insulted me... Names like that usually meant one of two things: the master was a fiend (but he called me Aruji, so no), or everyone here was demonic. But... through my eyes, Berrien didn't seem demonicâhis aura felt mostly human, no infernal edge. Maybe tied to demons... a contract, perhaps.
"Berrien... Are you really a demon?"
He looked flustered at my question, then apologized softly.
"I know this must shock you, Aruji. Forgive me... The truth isâŠ"
Cutting off the young man mid-sentence, another enteredâa man with hair split black and red down the middle, sharp and distinct. His face screamed refined nobility, like a young lord; it'd charm plenty of ladies.
"Oh my, Berrien. Our master has finally arrivedâI see that now."
"Right, right. Mr. Lucas! Yes, they've just arrived."
"Pleased to meet you, Aruji. I'm Lucas, your butler."
"Ah, yes..." How many butlers were there? And those vials... He was an apothecary? Doctor, maybe... The reminder unsettled me.
The man bowed politely. Like the other, he insisted on first-name basis, no honorifics, so I agreed.
(They don't mind first names on first meetings? And no surnamesâsome rule?) I wondered.
The door swung open again with hurried footsteps, like fleeing.
As I chatted with the two, the door burst open. A lively young man rushed in, energetic vibe reminding me of someone back home.
"Lono⊠You're being too loud. In front of Aruji-sama, please stay quiet."
"No wayâŠ! You're finally here!"
Spotting me, Lono paused at my age and appearance but beamed, closing in without hesitation. Their words suggested they'd been waiting... or rather, for the "chosen Aruji." I inferred it from their reactions to my sudden arrivalâno surprise, instant acceptance as their master, at least nominally. Especially Lucasâhis eyes scanned me appraisingly, curious about my bundled-up attire: fully covered, long stockings, shoes, mask over half my face. My pale skin was powdered to look "lively," but hard to spot. Being eyed like that felt invasive.
"I'm Lono! I'm the cooking butler here!"
"Pleased to meet you, Lono-san."
"No need for formality. Just Lono is fine."
"What's wrong? Why the commotion?"
"Haures? What'd you do this time, Lono?"
"Haures is such an idiot. A-anyway, gotta find a hiding spotâŠ!"
"A place to hide, is it?"
Lono paled like a ghost, turning slowly to see another butler standing there. The door had been left ajar, so no one noticed his entry. Handsome in a classic way, but his face softened upon my gaze, to ease any fear.
"H-Haures! When did you...?"
"It's Mr. Haures to you. I'm older, you know."
After scolding Lono sharply, he turned to me, softening further, voice gentle.
"Forgive the noise, Master."
"I'm your butler, Haures."
The self-proclaimed Haures bowed politely. I returned a seated bow, but he too waved off formalities, insisting on first name. Guess I'd better get used to it. Hope I don't slip up back home and seem rude to eldersâor Brother Jingjing will scold and make me copy rules a hundred times... "Be respectful to elders," over and over till my hand cramped. No thanks.
"I asked Lono to paint the walls. I specified something elegant. But..."
"He started drawing meat and fish on them."
I glanced at Lono, sweating bullets and scratching his head sheepishly as Haures recountedâface flushed, eyes darting. It was like tattling to a parent; Lono shrank like a caught kid. But I was curiousâkitchen walls full of food drawings? Must look appetizing.
"He drew ingredients on the walls? How unique!"
"Well, I'm a chef! And I love eating!"
"Don't you think it'd whet Aruji-sama's appetite to have yummy food drawings everywhere?"
"Hmm. That's a thought process I can't follow."
"Regardless, this isn't your mansion. You can't do whatever you please."
"What kind of answer is that...?"
I watched silently as Haures berated Lono, with Berrien and Lucas chiming inâthen alarms blared through the mansion.
"Hah... Too many alarms lately."
I wasn't shockedâthe village bell tolled for disastersâbut I worried what danger it signaled. The butlers around me seemed weary, sighing rather than panicking. Probably routine.
"Master. Sorry to impose right after waking."
"? Help... But with what?
What was that alarm warning about?"
I asked Berrien anxiously, but he just smiled.
"Hehe... It's angel hunting."
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Finished chapter 1. My hands are so numb á»vO