doing my best OTL

Major | 20s | He/Him | random fandom shouting | ao3: Hella_Queer | Kofi: https://ko-fi.com/majorinsarcasm

[majoringinsarcasm]

Despite my silly tone this is a serious post / thread I’ve been avoiding making for longer than I should have. The TLDR is that my family needs to move, I am in debt, and getting a better credit will help with being approved for new places. More ⬇️

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It’s hard to speak about relationships that you are not in emotionally, but I have been living with this man since I was 12. He wasn’t always this explosive, but it’s been a cycle of Normal Angry Rude Smooth Things Over for a long time now

I’ve seen my mom suffer. I’ve seen her love someone who doesn’t match her energy. He’s called her names you never call your partner even in anger. He’s called me and my brother names. He’s put his hands on both of them in a way that’s not police call material. He’s ex military so

even if we had at the time I don’t know what would have been done. It’s easy to gaslight yourself into thinking this will pass it was just one fight. But it hasn’t been. And if me and my brother weren’t living here I truly would fear for her physical safety

It’s hard to talk about because I am on the outside watching my mother. I know as the one in this relationship she’s harboring more pain than she’s ever vented to me. And we’ve had countless conversations ever since I was old enough to be a vent partner

And that’s also made some unhealthy patches to our relationship. We don’t have the money to just get up and leave which has left all of us walking on eggshells and being stressed and miserable. And I want us to be out of it. We’re all tired. We’re all tired of living like this

My goal is 7k which is not all of my debt but would be enough for one, my credit card which has a pretty nice limit, and would help with short term bills and maybe a hotel stay if we need it immediately. All reposts would help a lot. We are very very low on options without money

[sapphire-wine]

⬆️9.2 POUNDS OF GOOP⬆️

[majoringinsarcasm]

Oh my gooooosh that’s so much goop!!!!

[cannibalings]

have you reopened the wound? will you reopen the wound? when will you reopen the wound?

[omtai]

Man I miss free the nipple. Its getting warmer and we don’t even have free the nipple anymore

[gramarye]

feminism has backslid so hard in recent years people don't even know what free the nipple means anymore

[briwhosaysni]

To clarify for those who don't know, "free the nipple" isn't about going braless, it's about going topless

No shirt, no bra, completely bare torso, just like cis men are allowed to

It's about desexualizing breasts and "female presenting nipples" and not being criminalized for our bodies if we want to go topless because it's a million damn degrees out. This was a popular growing movement that was still widely known a decade ago!

And the fact that not wearing a bra is so discouraged and stigmatized that people think the movement was about being able to go braless under your shirt in public rather than about being able to not wear a shirt at all says a lot about how far we've backslid in the past decade

[andycosmo]

literally At This Moment klema is messing around in the dressing room at the gavinners concert. what a life

[majoringinsarcasm]

Kicks the door down and sets Klavier on fire so I can make out with Ema instead

[helsinore]

gxrl i do not care if being fat “makes you hot” or not. i do not care. you need to eat so you can experience life as a full fucking person. you are a whole ass person bitch, not an entity that can solely be reduced to being desirable as an object!!! you have other concerns or fulfillment in life besides ensuring how fuckable you are!!! eat your damn food!!!!

[majoringinsarcasm]

Despite my silly tone this is a serious post / thread I’ve been avoiding making for longer than I should have. The TLDR is that my family needs to move, I am in debt, and getting a better credit will help with being approved for new places. More ⬇️

Support Major

Support Major

It’s hard to speak about relationships that you are not in emotionally, but I have been living with this man since I was 12. He wasn’t always this explosive, but it’s been a cycle of Normal Angry Rude Smooth Things Over for a long time now

I’ve seen my mom suffer. I’ve seen her love someone who doesn’t match her energy. He’s called her names you never call your partner even in anger. He’s called me and my brother names. He’s put his hands on both of them in a way that’s not police call material. He’s ex military so

even if we had at the time I don’t know what would have been done. It’s easy to gaslight yourself into thinking this will pass it was just one fight. But it hasn’t been. And if me and my brother weren’t living here I truly would fear for her physical safety

It’s hard to talk about because I am on the outside watching my mother. I know as the one in this relationship she’s harboring more pain than she’s ever vented to me. And we’ve had countless conversations ever since I was old enough to be a vent partner

And that’s also made some unhealthy patches to our relationship. We don’t have the money to just get up and leave which has left all of us walking on eggshells and being stressed and miserable. And I want us to be out of it. We’re all tired. We’re all tired of living like this

My goal is 7k which is not all of my debt but would be enough for one, my credit card which has a pretty nice limit, and would help with short term bills and maybe a hotel stay if we need it immediately. All reposts would help a lot. We are very very low on options without money

[rontra]

[doubleca5t]

There's something kinda funny about how RWBY just absolutely refuses to die despite a constant stream of adversity. The first season was objectively hot garbage but it still got a second season. The creator of the series whose passion project the whole thing was passed away in a freak accident after the second season but they just kept going without him and somehow a significant portion of the fanbase went along for it. The budget got slashed in Season 5 because of gross mismanagement but no worries! The fans stuck with it and they got it back for Season 6. Then a few seasons later the entire company that's been producing it went completely tits up and we all assumed THAT would be the end but nope!!! They got bought by Viz. RWBY has now outlived both the man who dreamt it up and the company that produced it. In an era where numerous streaming shows get axed after one or two seasons despite being critical successes with large fanbases it is completely baffling that a show that is so consistently troubled and infamously has an extremely mixed reception cannot be fucking ended despite all indications to the contrary. It truly is femslash Supernatural

[housewifedreamsstuff]

Felt right to reblog this today given the news lol

[goldensunset]

[redstonedust]

its good to acknoweldge the hollowness of revenge but sometimes you really do just need a story about someone who gets hurt and then kills and kills and kills and kills their enemies. its cathartic, babey.

[awesome-chameleon]

"there's nothing that can bring my loved one back, so there's no point in killing you" and "there's nothing that can bring my loved one back, so there's nothing that can save you" are two themes that can and should co-exist

[stephexmachina]

proposing a new genre of fiction called an anti-romance where u r presented w a couple at the start & the story is about their emotional journey towards a catastrophic break up

[stephexmachina]

will they won't they (end this farce). there's only one bed (but for some reason they don't really want to share it). out of context eavesdropping (that paints the relationship in a better light than it deserves). chasing after them to stop them getting on that plane (and stopping them from finally being free)

[stephexmachina]

nobody understands my vision i don't mean any old story where a relationship fails and it's tragic or w/e i mean a story where the intention is for the audience to root for it failing the same way u root for it succeeding in a romance. & when the relationship finally implodes at the climax of the story it's all very cathartic & everybody cheers.

[stephexmachina]

like have u never wanted a fictional couple to break up so badly it hurt?

[eroscestlavie]

Everyone envies me for my shrimp lighter

[eroscestlavie]

[kdinjenzen]

Local Trans Woman Laid Off AGAIN! Help?

Well another job has come and gone, the indie company I worked for shuttered their entire social and marketing department (which included me) yesterday and I'm back to job hunting.

They laid me off with no severance and only "paying out my last two weeks" as part of my final pay. So things are once again going to get tight financially around here and I hadn't even been able to financially recover from the previous layoff I suffered.

If you have leads to work (Social Media Manager, Community Manager, Marketing Manager, Voice Acting, or literally anything) please send it along my way!

But if you have the ability to donate or contribute to help keep us afloat while I'm once again on the job hunt, you can use any of these below:

P@yPal: Paypal.me/kdinj

Ca$hApp: $KdinJ

Kofi: ko-fi.com/kdinjenzen

[kdinjenzen]

A project I was contracted for ran out of funding last month so money is tighter again, the good news is I do have a job interview today, so hopefully things go well!

But while I figure out next steps and with Rent/Bills coming up on being due, we could use a little help!:

$0/$1000

[kdinjenzen]

$50/$1000

[reactionimagesdaily]

[sandersstudies]

Parent I’m babysitting for says “[2yo] usually reads a bedtime story but sometimes she wi say ‘I want pictures of [2yo]’ and we pull up photos of her on the iPad to look at.”

[sandersstudies]

Modern day Narcissus at the pool

[majoringinsarcasm]

🏜️ Sand Castle #ADOPT 🏜️

“A sand based shape shifter who loves attention and little trinkets. Can often be found on sunny beaches waiting to be praised for its beauty.”

Now available in my ko-fi shop!

Body base credit: Toru Mora on ko-fi

Sand Castle Adopt - Major's Ko-fi Shop

A sand based shape shifter who loves attention and being gifted little trinkets. Often found on sunny beaches waiting to be praised for its