Kojima Mako Mobile Mail 2015/3/27
The handshake event today is over(o^^o)
Please come tomorrow and the day after tomorrow as well☆彡
Now then! At yesterday's and the day before yesterday's LIVE
And there were many annoucements!
First of all, Kawaei-san's graduation annoucement.
I was very very surprised.
Kawaei-san, just shortly after I was selected for senbatsu for the first time, when I had few people to talk to and when I was alone she talked to me "Mako, are you coming?" or "Are you not going to eat?"
She was always naturally taking care of me, she was a good senpai to me.
Like Kawaei-san, I want to become a person who juniors can talk to easily and who people gather around naturally.
That's why the shock was very big when she suddenly annouced her graduation(´・_・`)
But watching Kawaei-san shedding tears while talking about her own dreams, I thought she looked so cool.
I believe since the sad incidend happened, she went through many inner conflicts again and again but finally made the decision to chase her dreams.
I think we as members must support her in her decision.
A date has not yet been decided
so I just want to cherish the time that I have left with Kawaei-san!
I hope we can go out for dinner sometime☆
And then there was the spring personnel change annoucement.
Actually, after the concert yesterday, I had a job for a radio show, in the middle of the annoucement of the personnel change, the time to leave for the job came, so I had to leave right in the middle of it(´・_・`)
During the annoucements, there were many girls around me who cried, but I didn't think about myself at all
but when I left all by myself and began to change, the sadness of Kawaei-san's graduation and the anxiety of what's going to happen now that I was transferred again overcame me..
But I thought I need to stop crying, I need to go to the radio so I held it in during the radio show.
But when I met the merry people from the radio station, who were laughing loudly about silly things as usual,
my spirits were lifted more and more until I became very genki again.
People's smiles give people energy and courage.
I came to realized this once again(o^^o)
To accept the new announcements,
and to cherish the time that I have left
with Kawaei-san and Team K
and when that day comes, to greet that day with a smile
that’s what I decided to do!
And to become a presence that can pull the new team along.
Of course, Tentoumuchu! as well.
I will look forward not backwards and give my all!
Everyone, please continue to support me.
