Trigger warning!
Hi. I've been really inactive lately.
Let's just say my depression has been getting worse and my suicidal thoughts have peaked.
To the point where I am pretty much planning my suicide right now. I've been thinking about death a lot. And about the few things I wanna do before I die. If you see this, you can try to discourage me from killing myself but I dont think you'll be able to. I will give life one last chance but I am preparing everything to go.
My boyfriend broke up with me about two weeks ago and he was one of the biggest reasons why I didnt kill myself. The only thing keeping me here at this point is my mom. But she isn't enough anymore to hold me here. Yes she will be sad but ultimately she will be able to live with it, she's very strong. Maybe I will post again but if I don't then this is my goodbye
Thank you to everyone who read this.

















