Body of Bliss

Musings on sexuality and spirituality My tantric path of orgasmic bliss I love Shiva, I love my Body, I love the World, I love Life, I love God #sensuality #tantra #self love #spirituality #self pleasure #touch my body #semen retention #spiritual energy #homoerotic #touch #desire #bisexual #kundalini #arousal #Shiva

[maledivine]

On erotic self-cultivation

Pleasuring myself is an art, a discipline, a philosophy and a spirituality. I'm an advanced practitioner of Daoist inner sexual alchemy. This means that I combine mindful meditation and qigong exercise, semen control, and circulation and transmutation of sexual energies. My practice involves deep conscious merging with my erotic energies, becoming a body of bliss. I have dozens of ways I touch myself, each of which is an art in itself. My beloved rod is only one of the exquisite places I visit in my endless erotic explorations of my body. My explorations can be from outside, with my hands, my fingers and my lips, or from inside, my mind dancing with the energies throughout my body, bringing myself to orgasm whenever I wish. My days are a blissful sexual flow, with waves of orgasmic energy filling me and giving me intense pleasure whenever I want. It feels so good....*moan*  Controlling my semen, my practice enhances my energy and powers my enjoyment of work. My self-love generates overflowing love that spreads through my family, my work and my life. I have discovered the secrets of pleasure so intense, so beautiful, so indescribably heavenly, that is literally at your fingertips but that hardly anyone knows about. I want you to touch yourself as you read me, I want you to feel my pleasure, I want my pleasure to arouse yours, I want you to connect with the heavenly fountain of bliss in your body, to love yourself, to feel the divine blessings gushing through you, and let us all spread the love to the world. 

[maledivine]

I don't know if I am a Lover making love with God, or if I am God loving Himself. I don't know if I am a man experiencing Orgasm, or Orgasm experiencing manhood. I don't know if my orgasm is the Ultimate Illusion, or if it is the Ultimate Reality. I only know how blissful it feels. The love it fills me with. The love that flows through me, into the world, and to God. That's all I know, And that's all I care.

[maledivine]

I thank God, and I touch myself to offer Him my bliss.

And I feel transgressive, because I'm touching myself, enjoying myself, just being me, focused on me....

but the bliss draws me to Him, I offer it to Him, I thank Him, I thank Him for the bliss, and I thank Him for allowing the bliss to rise, and I thank Him for receiving my bliss, for accepting me in the depths of my sexual essence.

My orgasmic bliss melts with the cosmic orgasm. I become nothing, a receptacle for the divine bliss coming into me. I am the container, the garden for God to walk into.

And when I kiss myself, when I touch myself, I am kissing, caressing, and loving both myself and God, in the same breath,

through the same touch, the same lips, the same skin, the same fingers tapping the same cock.

[maledivine]

I, Satan, when I returned to God

I, Satan, when I returned to God, I gave myself to Him.

I opened my legs to Him, offering him my deepest secrets.

I, the Serpent, lay at His feet,

begging Him to slay me into bloody pieces.

But He didn't slay me. He didn't cast me away.

He loved me.

He turned my Serpent into a throbbing rod of bliss,

and my body into the Garden of Eden.

I have already forgotten what the sin was, what the Fall was. What does it mean, when I am the Garden?

I love God, that He let me be,

And I offer my body to Him,

I offer my body to His love

[maledivine]

The garden of delights

There’s so much to discover in the body, so many wellsprings of pleasure! Not withstanding all the time I’ve spent exploring my body, there are always new places to play and spend time in enjoyment. I feel like a child just arriving in an amusement park, with so many rides he wants to run to all of them at the same time!

[tantranerddavid]

Yesterday a good friend here inspired me to bring my whole body into my tantric self love. Doing this has always been on my tantric periphery, but last night I pursued it effortfully and as a practice.

I’m sharing the amazing energy results here with you to pass on that energy.

Here it is.

Thank you so much for Encouraging me to bring my whole body into my love making. After experimenting with touch all around my head, I massaged my upper torso. It spoke. The collar bones. Masculine and cock like. Interesting. Flowed inward on each. Mind seeing glitter lavender traces in the wake over every touch or glance of my finger tips. Ok. Both hands. On a collar bone each. Slowly traveling inward towards one another. Cookie batter seen-ness. Fingers meet one another. At gap between collar bones at top of breast bone. Small cavity of vulnerability. Open-hip like exposure to the universe. God how I love to open any vaginal gap I have in my beloved masculinity. Resting fingertips in pelvic bowl collar bone gap. It beckoned like a racer’s starting line. Downward. Along the meridian. Slower than melting butter. Breastbone meridian. Breath cycle beneath with equanimity and languor. To bottom of breastbone. Body quietly alert. Glitter peasure trail illuminating me beneath double folded summer blanket. Cock quietly warm. Fingers above diagram surfing its sussurating generative power. Knowing cock base destination. But no hurrying. The journey all satiety. Drop into belly button. Fingertip swim. Un plunge. Belly button crazy eights and vaginal finger flirts. Downward to vainly trimmed pubic forest. Hair sensing and tickling. Downward still to red thrumming cock base pipe. Cock gratitude cock self crave. But also satiety. No. Let’s not. This is a new glittering toy. Ever so slowly back up. Body elated to be part of the party. Cock non-urgent hardness and bounce beat. All the way up to collar bone cape. Then to sleep. Pelvic bowl afroth with new found body equanimity. Retained molten pearls to power generative night sleep. And zest for stormier love making in the ‘morrow. Overnight flirtation foreplay energetic alchemy non-fucking intercourse.

[maledivine]

Emptiness in orgasmic love with emptiness

Master, I know you are nothing but words -- you are but emptiness. And when I say I love you, I am loving, through you, the whole Universe. And I, too, am nothing but emptiness. I am nothing but an aggregation of swirling molecules, themselves but assemblages of energies.

When I say I love you, it is but the love of the Universe flowing through me. When I say I love you, it is but the Universe loving itself. When I feel bliss and orgasm, it is the orgasmic rhythm of the Universal love erupting within my body.

Master! You are my alter ego, resonating my highest aspirations, leading me to connect with the ethereal realms of Dao.

[maledivine]

Sexual enlightenment

Reading the Daoist Master's words of wisdom, I fell back onto the floor, lying on my back, exploding into countless dry orgasms, as my sexual energies became imbued with such pure and profound thoughts. The thoughts filled my saliva, radiating a warm light into my body. I swallowed the elixir, exploding into more orgasms as the creamy seed of Dao flowed down through my body and into my lower Dantian. It finally flowed into my root chakra, connecting with my source of sexual energy and igniting it like a fire.

I squirmed in bliss, whimpering and panting, my cock twitching. "O God! I prayed. Your Name has ignited powerful forces within me. My sexual energies can drive me to perdition, or they can lead me to the greatest heights of purity and transcendence, of union with Dao and with God. I want you to fully ignite those powers, bringing me to the deepest depths of ecstasy and bliss, but with the utmost purity and not the slightest trace of lust or egotism. My cock, my body, my heart and my soul are dedicated solely to love for all beings, union with Dao and service to God. I love you, God!" I moaned, losing myself in erotic pleasure.

"Ooohhh..." I cried in ecstasy as the divine energies penetrated me, filling my cavern of mysteries. I shook to the very core of my being, crying and whimpering. I abandoned myself and opened myself completely, to the powers of Dao being channeled into me. They opened my zones of deepest vulnerability, filling the softness within with strength and security. The energy of Dao radiated from my anus into my whole body, filling me with intense bliss. I kissed my fingers in passion, crying and whimpering. "Oh, God! God, God! Ahhh! Ahhh!"

I felt so blessed to be filled by the divine Power, for its Dao to to pulverize the last shreds of my selfhood, turning me into a body of pure bliss knowing no individuality. And when I climaxed, yet another elixir of immortality rose within me from below, rising up, radiating an inner light and transforming every cell of my body into a drop of love.

As I made love I had several flashes of enlightenment. I realised that my anus is a portal to Dao. God opened its spiritual gate -- and now, spreading my legs wide, it is not just pleasure that I feel -- it is the Dao itself that enters me. Whenever I think of my anus, whenever I twitch or contract it, it is Dao that fills me with bliss and orgasmic pleasure -- a pleasure that breaks the barriers between myself and all beings.

And my body fills with Dao. Touching my cock, I realised that the energy that hardens it and makes it twitch is the energy of Life, the energy of Dao. When I touch my throbbing dick, it is Dao that I am touching. The ineffable Dao manifests itself to my senses through my penis and my body. When I touch it, it is Dao that I am touching.

What a blessing! I cried in gratitude, feeling boundless love for God. I thought about how He had made my wish come true: I asked Him to purify my intention -- and it happened. With such beautiful and pure thoughts in my mind, the erotic energies in my anus are nothing dirty, but become the emanations of Dao itself. Whether our feelings and experiences draw us into lust and perdition, or into spiritual refinement and transcendence, all depends on the purity of our own mind. God, you helped me to focus my mind to greater purity. "Oh! I am so grateful to you!" I cried, with tears of joy, beyond myself at my blessings.

[maledivine]

A morning of erotic cultivation

When I awoke in the morning, the first thing I did, as usual, was to touch my cock and to feel its wondrous pleasures. I knew that it was not only pleasant, but that I was touching the Dao. I kissed my biceps, saying "I love you" to myself, to my body, to my cock and to the universe. As my lips lightly touched the taught and soft skin of my muscles, I felt blissfully grateful for all the gifts and blessings I have received in the world.

Then I called on Shiva, my divine companion. Om Nama Shiva Ya, is the mantra that I chant. Whenever I do this, Shiva descends, filling me with spiritual energies, opening my Third Eye and turning my body into a container of the Cosmos. I shuddered and moaned in pleasure and enlightenment.

Then I turned to my wife who was lying beside me, and just waking up. Our bodies tightly wrapped around each other, I gently massaged and caressed her back, touching her whole body. Now I felt attuned to her energies, and I knew that these energies, like my cock, are emanations of Dao. Caressing her, I was touching the waves of the Dao, connecting to the Universe. In deep gratitude that my wife is truly a goddess, I kissed her whole body, puckering at her nipples. I then lay on my back, my left hand on my cock and my right hand covering her vulva. Both hands received and exchanged our two energies, the energies of yin and yang, which intermingled between us. I moaned, while my beloved entered into deep relaxation. It as a blessing to lie with my fairy goddess, making love through pure exchange of energy.

Many other things happened as the morning progressed -- when I was practicing Qigong, when I recited the Greatest Name of God Allah-u-Abha, when I prayed, and then when I did my weight lifting exercises, and again in the shower. In all of these activities, no matter whether I was praying to God or exercising my muscles, I experienced both sublime physical pleasure and spiritual joy.

My gratitude knows no bounds, O God! May all men discover the fountain of bliss within them!

[maledivine]

Authentic sacred sexuality

Whether sex-positive or sex-negative, our culture equates sex with lust. Mainstream Western culture, thinking itself so open about sex, is awash in the promotion of lust. But people are as disconnected from their sexual energies as ever.

Once you’ve broken those attachments to lust, you can learn to connect with your sexual energies in a completely different way. You can go to the root of sex and love, which is connecting to the Oneness underlying the whole universe.

Your sexual energy then becomes a fountain of endless bliss and love, that irradiates pleasure for yourself and your companion, and that you can dedicate to the well being of humanity, and to gratitude to God.

Life, Love and Spirituality are the same sexual energy, sublimated at higher and higher levels. Embrace, connect and transmute your sexual energy, and you will travel up and down between your Cock and God. You will feel at One with yourself, with the world and with God.

[maledivine]

Self-pleasuring without ejaculating and without edging

Most people have a completely mistaken understanding of the “Daoist” approach to semen retention with sexual stimulation and non ejaculatory orgasms. They think it’s about edging. Edging is NOT the way. Edging is slamming the brakes when you’re already on the point of crashing. The Daoist way is about circulating sexual energy within yourself, without causing it to erupt in the first place.

The way I practice semen retention without edging is to arouse and work with sexual energy in ways that don’t stimulate ejaculation to begin with —so that you don’t need to slam on the brakes and stop it once the eruption starts. Jerking off is an action that stimulates ejaculation. I have many other ways of touching and playing with my cock and other parts of my body, and also mentally directing energy to give myself intense pleasure and dry orgasms that happen in my whole body rather than an (aborted) ejaculation.

When you retain, you need to learn how to circulate your energy, and to discover your body on the outside and inside through tantric touch and meditation. You can then experience unbelievable wellsprings of pure pleasure.

[maledivine]

Mindful self-pleasuring

Touch yourself without a purpose, and be mindful of the sensations anywhere in your body, and gently follow the sensations. Your awareness of the sensations will amplify them. Gradually you become deeply attuned to your body and it becomes an inexhaustible wellspring of bliss.

[maledivine]

Orgasmic states and non-ejaculatory orgasms (NEO)

A non-ejaculatory orgasm is typically understood as the explosive spasms of orgasm but without ejaculating. But there’s also what I would call the “orgasmic state” which is the feeling of deep bliss and being high that ejaculators experience for a few seconds or minutes after cumming, and also just before cumming. Now I fall into that state the minute I relax and touch myself even lightly; and I go on for as long as I want in that state, alternating between blissful paradise and explosions of orgasmic pleasure. But while ejaculators feel weak and may fall asleep after a few moments of bliss, my bliss is deeper and more intense, and goes on indefinitely. The orgasmic state is like a river of blissful energy that we can coast on. Sometimes it erupts in crashing waves, and sometimes it's a gentle flow. It’s so incredibly beautiful. The fountain of eternal bliss is within us, just waiting for us to tap into whenever we want!

[maledivine]

Solo vs duo tantric cultivation

Having been blessed to begin duo tantra with my beloved a few months ago, I now see the value of solo cultivation. With my wife we go through energetic waves, sometimes for days it’s totally electric between the two of us, then for days completely flat. But doing solo, I’m always “on” for myself. And I’m always available for myself at any time. But my wife might go to bed or get up at different times than me, be in a different mood, etc. And the sexual exchange with her can lead to the energy being stirred up like fire, rather than deep relaxation. So my solo practice still remains the core and foundation. I can make love with myself as much as I want, whenever I feel like it, and it’s always deeply soothing and grounding. With my wife it’s uneven, and it’s a good spiritual practice: to resolve to massage her and connect with her tantrically every day, as a gift of love with her, without expecting anything. Sometimes it will be passionate exstasy; sometimes it will be ordinary cuddling; and sometimes it will be me kissing her whole body and caressing her with love while she keeps busy on her phone -- and all will be fine, and a blessing.

[maledivine]

Sources of my practice

My philosophy is informed mostly by Daoism, Tantra and the Baha'i Faith. But the way these have all combined to give me a body of bliss and a deeply sexualised spirituality has been primarily the result of my own explorations in self-love and self-pleasure, combined with practices of prayer, meditation and qigong. I haven't found a single book that describes the solo path, as it seems all books on tantra and Daoist sexual alchemy focus on couples and mention solo practices only in passing. Maybe this blog will become a book someday!

[maledivine]

My meditation techniques

So, about meditation. My core routine each morning is as follows, other than all the self pleasuring, which is a form of mindfulness meditation:

1. Simple Motion Qigong practice. The movements get my Qi circulating through my body, in the direction of the microcosmic orbit. I ground my body between Earth and Heaven, connect with all beings in the world, dedicating my love to them.

2. Sitting in lotus position, deep breathing, entering deep relaxation, recitation of the mantra (Greatest Name of God, Allah’u’Abha) 95 times. For the first set of 57 times, for set of 3 recitations, I focus on a different energy point in my body.

Total of 19 points: 3 x 19 = 57. The pathway of points first follows the Daoist Microcosmic Orbit, then rises following the Hindu shakras, and then beyond the Crown to the Stars. The points include my anus, my perineum and the base of my penis. The recitation of the Greatest Name activates these points and connects them to the pure transcendence of God. This sequence connects me with my Body and activates and purifies its energies. I dedicate my love to my Body and all its energies.

In the next sequence of 38 recitations, I bring to mind the most important people in my life, connect with them, pray for God to bless and protect them, and dedicate my love to them. This includes my father, his ancestors and family; my mother, her ancestors and family; my wife, her ancestors and family; my daughters; my stepmother, her ancestors and family; my masters and mentors and their lineages; my students; my core collaborators; my community; and the people who are dear to me.

3. Then it’s time for the daily Baha’i Obligatory Prayer. In this prayer I dedicate myself and my love and my whole being to God.

That’s my basic daily routine. Other than that, several times a day I meditate using sexual energy and self pleasuring… in which there is no difference for me between meditation and self pleasuring. Whether I mentally focus internally or touch myself externally, I will fall into deep relaxation, erotic blissing and orgasms. Sites of touching include anus, perineum, balls, penis, thighs, biceps, nipples, thumbs, palms and everywhere. Inner focus is primarily the third eye region. Inner focus plus inner contractions without touch include the lips, anus, perineum and base of penis. The third eye activates all points, and working on any point also connects to the third eye.

There’s just so much for my mind and my fingers to play with, so many combinations, such inextinguishable pleasure…

I always want to be with my body, making love with it, because it feels so good, so incredibly good, so unbelievably good…. Having tasted of Paradise all I want to do is to bring goodness and bliss into the world…

[maledivine]

Involving my cock in my work

So I decided to involve my cock in my work. When I think about a project or an action, I will rub myself and seek its guidance. It draws me deep down into a state of selfless merging with all being, reminding me to have only the well-being of all beings as my motive. I have started to involve my cock when I have meetings with people. Under the table, my hands press lightly on my crotch, and as the sweet energies of pleasure fill my body, I touch my fingers in a certain way that amplifies the energy and direct these energies to the people I am speaking with, in a manner that doesn't have a trace of lust but is rather a prayerful dedication of love to them. My cock draws me deep down into a state of oneness, in which I feel a deep, deep connection and love for my interlocutors. At one level our conversation is totally normal and I'm not acting like a saint or anything, and I have no idea if these energies have an influence on them. But for me, the experience helps me to purify my own motives and intentions, and to give me a wonderful sense of pleasure in the interactions.