Alexis Ren
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he wasn't even looking at me and he found me
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Alexis Ren
home
is your arms
warm and oh so sturdy
love
is your voice
sweet and insistent
like the honey in my tea
you make life a little smoother
Love this. Yummy metaphor for being held by a love.
home
is your arms
warm and oh so sturdy
love
is your voice
sweet and insistent
like the honey in my tea
you make life a little smoother
Yeah. But is he man enough to eat “his” own product that you both made after feeding it to you?
When any is enough.
Just my touch
Self love
Self awareness
Stillness
Plateaus one after another
Together better than orgasm
Creating infinity
Touch flow
Finger to vein
Vein to blood
Blood to heart
Heart to blood
Blood to brain.
Zest flow
Cum from pleasure
Cum to blood
Blood moves cum
Cum to brain
Brain cum soaked
Soften cycle
Cum from brain
Cum to extremities
Eyes rolled up
Jaw slack
Face stunned
Spine long
Spine slack
No drug
Like this
In
The world.
Joy froth
Her red open sunset
It is astride me
Her red open portal
It seeps us
Her red open heaven
It seeps seed
Her red open magic
It seeps pearls
Her red open joy
It seeps joy
Her red openness
I drink from it
It’s us
It’s joy
We share
We celebrate
Ouroboros.
I love this image. I know it’s rooted in spirituality with more than a little darkness.
But to me it symbolizes sexual self acceptance, knowing, and tasting. Only in a circular and serpentine relationship with our zest, our (otherwise) forbidden fruit, can us men begin to taste the divine feminine.
Ferdinand LEPCKE (1866 - 1909)
Look at the trust in her stance. She is almost in a trust fall. There is openness in her kiss, all the way to her pelvis. Even the drape of her neck expresses an eagerness to go from the kiss to obliteration of all other boundaries via sex. It’s so erotic.
Leonie Molenaar (1938-2023)
Oooh. Yum. I see sensuality: swirling, circular, and transforming.
Carlo ZAULI (1926 - 2002)
Just wow. I feel as if I’m yoni worshipping the more I look at it
The Babysitter's Temptation
Chapter 1 - The usual gig
Alba pulled her bike into the driveway of the sleek, modern house, its wide windows glowing against the twilight. The familiar routine of babysitting for Mark and Lena always carried a strange mix of comfort and curiosity. They were the kind of couple that turned heads; Mark with his chiseled jaw and easy confidence, in his 40s and looked like it, Lena with her striking green eyes and a laugh that seemed to linger in the air. Alba had been watching their two kids, for nearly a year now, every other Friday like clockwork. It was good money, and their home was a far cry from the cramped apartment she shared with her college roommate. But it wasn’t just the extra cash or the plush surroundings that kept her coming back.
There was something about Mark and Lena. They were… different. Not in the way they doted on their kids or tipped her generously, but in the way they looked at her sometimes, lingering, like they were peeling back layers she hadn’t even shown them. Over the months, they’d asked her questions that felt too personal for casual small talk. “You seeing anyone special, Alba?” Lena had asked once, her voice teasing over a glass of wine. Or Mark’s offhand, “What’s the wildest thing you’ve ever done?” delivered with a grin that made her cheeks burn. She’d always brushed them off with a laugh or a vague answer, chalking it up to their playful, maybe overly curious natures. But the questions stuck with her, like a song she couldn’t quite shake...
part 1 of my confession 🤭
Why I eat my seed.
Worshipper of the divine feminine, I adore women. Everything about them. Their spirit, energy, intellect, wisdom, and sensuality. When I peer into the divine feminine, I see such perfect complements to things masculine. And masculinity has its own divinity and power.
But I crave contact with the divine feminine. When I’m self love, I I feel in my genitals the presence of tissues that are complements, or antipodes, to genitals possessed by women. I think of my foreskin as a protective labial wrap. The area at the top of my shaft where it tapers inward below the tip seems coated with inner labia. My frenulum seems clitoral.
But I need more. I need to feel that, regarding cock energy and the seed-nectar it produces, I’m the invoker and its destination. But, of course I can’t. And I don’t know why, but the inevitable resolution seems to be taking in my seed as my female loves have done. As is central to the feminine experience. Taking seed as the apotheosis of intercourse.
This is why I eat my own seed, from time to time. To touch, and pay sacrament-like homage to, the divine feminine. And also, to become closer to my beloved cock.
The tumblr Effect
there’s a glow in the dark corners of the net where the lonely hearts drift like moths toward the blue flame of soft confession tumblr...they call it but really it’s an altar built from pixelated petals and handwritten wounds
muses sit heavy in these rooms they wear eyeliner smudged like midnight storms they whisper write it down bleed it out and we do oh god we do
here... love is stitched from reblogs and asks from secret tags hidden like letters in coat pockets from poems about strangers...with galaxy eyes from fanfics that taste like honey and lightning every word feels like a hand on your shoulder steady sure saying i know you
it’s comfort it’s chaos it’s hearts typing furiously at 2 am wrapped in blankets and playlists summoning love like an old ghost knowing somewhere someone is reading someone is healing someone is saying
...me too
I am so grateful to every woman who bares her sensual soul her. I honor it so deeply.
Thank god for masturbation self love .|.
I’m just weird about masturbation
We all do it.
A lot.
But we talk about it almost not at all.
And that’s too bad.
I don’t know about you
But masturbation is such a good friend to me. So many things about it are beautiful.
This is on my mind because my work life isn’t easy right now.
But masturbation is always there for me
Like an old friend.
About my masturbation, I’m grateful for:
The quiet start
The stormy end
That feeling in the middle
When you want it to go all day
The primality
The momentum
The thrum
The pulse
The dripping
The flex that delays
The warmth
The self love
The self care
Flexing the slit open
The cum
The semen
The sperm
The afterglow
Noticing the (not really) new
Feeling my love in the pulse
Willing semen to my brain
Time melting away
Face softening
The purity of arousal
That random of the spray
The smell of cum
The heart presence in the pulse
I just love masturbating.
Last night, while in pregasm, I was manifesting openness. I just wanted something to come to me in my solo love making. A new treat, maybe. After being on the precipice for about 30 minutes I suddenly noticed how open and vulnerable my cock is at its eye, at its cum slit, the terminus of my urethra. I massaged this very open spot to invoke safety. And suddenly it seemed to be its own yoni. My own pussy. I massaged it as if it has a clit. I penetrated it gently. I felt like I was finding both the divine feminine and the divine masculine in my cock. I soared. It was so satisfying that orgasm wasn’t wanted or necessary. I fell asleep thinking of the yoni if my cock. I got a great sleep. The zest froth energy I generated is still in me, sizzling with sacredness.
Vastly under rated.
No Strings Attached
Chapter 2 — The Giveaway
The rain stops just as Alba reaches Levit8’s flickering marquee, leaving the air warm and slick against her cheeks. A line of students snakes down the block, shoes scuffing wet pavement while bouncers check IDs under a violet lamp. Alba’s heart hammers, half nerves, half thrill, this is the moment her little operation goes live.
Inside, the club is a living prism: laser greens carve through shadow, pink strobes ripple over raised arms, and a DJ mixes house beats with syrupy Afropop that makes spines roll. Every surface gleams, sweat-sheened skin, glassware, even the ceiling’s mirror tiles. Alba tugs her leather jacket snug and palms the first stack of condom packets, their foil catching the lights like fish scales.
She starts at the bar, leaning between two friends debating tequila or gin. “Safety on the house,” she says, voice pitched just loud enough to ride the music. She fans three packets like a magician revealing a trick. Both guys blink, then grin when they notice the ALBA — TEXT ME label. One lifts a brow. “Bold move,” he shouts. “Bold night,” she answers, slipping a packet into his front pocket with a wink.
That first smooth exchange burns away the last of her hesitation. She works the room in fluid arcs, letting the beat guide her from group to group. With each handoff she perfects a rhythm:
Eye contact—warm, inviting rather than predatory.
Offer—condom held between thumb and forefinger so the label is visible.
Consent—a nod or outstretched palm before she places it.
Exit—a grin, a finger-wave, disappearing into the colored haze.
By eleven-thirty the tote is half empty, and Alba’s cheeks ache from smiling. She threads through dancers in the main pit, hips swaying to the bass. Someone in a floral vest, the bartender she’ll later know as Erin, leans over the rail to intercept her. “Hand those out and still have time to dance?” Erin asks, eyes dancing. “Multitasking is my superpower,” Alba quips, pressing a packet into Erin’s palm. Erin flips it, laughs at the sticker, and tucks it into the vest pocket right over their heart. “Keep me posted,” Alba mouths.
At the far end of the club, a fringe of private booth tables offers a breather. Alba pauses under an overhead vent that sends cool air racing across her collarbones. Her spare phone buzzes in her jacket, a vibration she’s been craving to feel. She pulls it out:
Theo (lightning-bolt tee): Hey Alba, thx for the party favor. Pizza after hours? Rae & Juno (couple in mesh): We collect stickers, yours counts? Marco, silver jacket: Nightcap? My place overlooks the river.
She types quick acknowledgments but no commitments, sliding the phone away before she’s swallowed again by pulsing lights.
Midnight strikes. The DJ ramps up the BPM, and Levit8’s staff unleash a short confetti cannon burst over the crowd. Alba times her remaining giveaways to the spectacle, gold paper fluttering, foil wrappers flashing in erratic rainbows. One lands in the hands of a tall, buzz-cut athlete who pockets it with an earnest “Thank you.” Another finds its way to a shy literature major who blushes scarlet, grips the foil like a secret talisman, and mouths Text soon? across the din. Alba answers with the faintest nod, enough to set his shoulders straighter.
Soon, only six packets remain. Rather than scatter them, she decides to make each count. She spots a trio of women hyping each other for a selfie in the LED-lit hallway to the bathrooms. They’re radiant, braids, sequins, bright eyes. Alba approaches:
“Last of my stash,” she says, handing one to each. “Collectible.” “Collectible?” the tallest laughs. “Tonight only,” Alba deadpans. “Limited edition.” Phones flash; they insist on a group selfie with her. Mid-pose, the tallest whispers, “If you swing our way, we’ll text.” Alba’s answering grin is unambiguous.
Back in the main room, the bass drops into a half-time breakdown that makes the floor tremble. People surge closer. In the shifting light Alba sees silver bomber jacket, Marco, leaning against a pillar, gaze tracking her through the crowd. He lifts a drink in greeting, the foil packet she gave him twirling between two fingers like a coin. It’s a small flourish, but confidence radiates off him, and it tugs at something low in Alba’s stomach.
One packet left. She could keep it as a memento, but the game isn’t complete until every card is in play. She dances toward the bar, body rolling with the music, and collides, literally, into a guy in a lightning-bolt tee: Theo. Both laugh as drinks slosh. Quick apology, mutual check for spills, and Theo’s eyes land on the final foil square in her hand.
“Destiny?” he asks. “Could be,” she replies, pressing it into his palm. He flips it once, sees her number, smiles so wide his dimples carve shadows. “Catch you later?” he mouths. She shrugs, maybe, maybe not, and slips away.
At 12:45 a.m. the tote bag is weightless, her mission complete. She edges toward the exit terrace for air, pulse matching the music’s adrenaline taper. Beyond the glass doors, the night is velvety, the earlier rain now a memory. Alba braces her hands on the railing, letting lungs fill with cooler oxygen, while her phone vibrates in erratic bursts, each buzz a promise of possibilities queued up in her inbox.
She scrolls, savoring the range: playful emojis, questions about her playlist, compliments on her confidence, and a few respectful selfies, faces illuminated in club neon, condoms held like VIP passes. One message stands out, concise:
Marco: Your number might be on everyone’s wrapper, but I’d like to be the only one using mine tonight. Care to make that happen?
Alba bites her lip, warmth pooling low as she pictures the silver jacket against brick walls and succulents. She looks up; through the glass she sees him still at the pillar, phone in hand, not texting anyone else, just waiting, giving her space to decide.
She flicks open her keyboard and types: Meet me outside in five. A heartbeat later, she hits send. The bubble turns blue.
Alba pockets the phone, straightens her jacket, and pushes back into the sea of color, weaving through a hundred pulsing bodies toward the man, and the night, she’s chosen.
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End of chapter 2. Read chapter 1 below
Chapter 1 - Spark
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