coward.

indie lucius malfoy of hp. sideblog to prodigalpercy.

[malfoyinfidus]

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[hogwarts-forever]

Malfoy family with little Draco art by: guine_evere

[malfoyinfidus]

“My Lord,” said a voice, desperate and cracked. He turned: There was Lucius Malfoy sitting in the darkest corner, ragged and still bearing the marks of the punishment he had received after the boy’s last escape. One of his eyes remained closed and puffy. “My Lord … please … my son …”

[rothelp]

miscellaneous angst starters.

when were you going to tell me?

you can’t keep doing this to yourself.

that’s…a lot of blood.

can you walk?

please don’t lie to me.

you were supposed to leave.

i’m not going anywhere without you.

shh, it’s okay. it was just a dream.

there was nothing more you could have done.

it wasn’t your fault.

this is all my fault.

you aren’t acting like yourself.

i’m never going to let [her/him/them] hurt you again.

you’re hurting me.

don’t ever do that again.

go to hell.

please don’t cry.

you have to stay awake.

i wish i could take the pain away.

you could have died.

hey – stay with me.

it’ll be over soon.

did you ever love me?

i’m sorry. i can’t do this anymore.

things won’t always hurt this bad.

you passed out.

how much have you had?

i’m okay. it’s all fine.

it’s not okay! you’re not fine!

let me get you something for the pain.

it’s nothing. it’s just a bruise.

it’s clearly not nothing.

have you been to the doctor?

i didn’t mean the things i said.

i thought we meant something.

people who are okay don’t act like this.

you don’t have to go through this by yourself.

i don’t want you to be alone.

please don’t regret me.

i heard you crying.

you need to get some rest.

when was the last time you ate something?

i’m worried about you.

did you have another nightmare?

[name], there’s nobody there.

i want to be happy but i don’t think i deserve it.

please talk to me.

why are you mad at me?

alcohol isn’t going to solve your problems.

don’t leave me.

did you do this to yourself?

it’s breaking my heart to see you like this.

tell me what’s wrong.

tell me how to make it better.

why don’t you care?

get the hell away from me.

please don’t do this.

i can’t believe that you lied to me.

just…stay for the night.

you obviously can’t be trusted to take care of yourself, so let me do it for you.

you can’t die. i won’t let you.

just hang on, okay?

hold my hand if you need to.

i’m sorry.

why do you have a gun?

don’t panic.

just breathe.

you’re bleeding.

i’m trying to stop the bleeding.

you’ve been crying, i can tell.

you should have told me sooner.

i wanted to tell you in person.

a phone call would’ve been nice.

i hate you.

i love you.

[malfoyinfidus]

@sihlvurs​​ liked for a starter!

   “PROFESSOR now, is it?”  lucius wraps his arm around his dear friend.  since severus was a child, lucius has kept an eye on him.  that did not change with their time under the dark lord. . .  though, oddly enough, lucius could not be bothered that he’s gone now.  maybe it is the ELATION of getting off scot-free while others went to azkaban.  draco is a healthy boy, and abraxas is sick. . .  “it will be good to have you at hogwarts, severus.  you can counteract whatever damage that DUMBLEDORE will do to the students’ thinking.”  he shifts, gripping severus’ shoulders, perhaps with a little extra... emotion.  “we made it out the other side, didn’t we?”  there were times when lucius wasn’t sure. . .  but the dawn seems brighter now.

[malfoyinfidus]

@atomancy​ liked for a starter!

       “i should not be surprised to see you, and yet here i am. . . surprised.”  of course, there is supposed to be a code of ANONYMITY.  alas, they all know each other in some way -- if not personally, than family connections.  a lot of lucius’ classmates had been swept up in tom’s words. . . or perhaps the pressure from their families was too great.  ( he knows that’s not the case with rabastan. )  “you were missed, rab.  you missed us winning the house cup.”  imagine that, lucius is talking about hogwarts in a congregation of these. . . do they have a formal name yet?  followers. 

[malfoyinfidus]

@loyaltie​ liked for a starter! ( and tbh may get more than one )

“i’m sorry.”  lucius says quietly as he stands there in his black robes, blood trickling from a wound on his forehead.  he’s breathing harshly, still remembering the way spells were thrown left and right.  this violence is tearing him apart.  he only wanted POWER  --  why is this the way he must attain it?  he glances away to listen for abraxas, but he hears nothing except the breathing of his beloved in front of him.  sometimes, he wonders what narcissa sees in him, even though he is completely in love with her. . .  “i know this is not what you expected in our marriage.”  he smiles, soft in spite of his rough appearance.  he approaches her and takes her hands, his own shaking.  he brushes his thumbs over her knuckles, looking at her hands.  “but i promise this. . . is for the better of our world.”  is it?  lucius does not even know anymore. 

[malfoyinfidus]

@ofsplitsouls gets a long-awaited starter!

he is. . . YOUNG.  lucius is only eighteen as he stands there in the malfoy manor, observing his father and his uncle tom.  he’s finally graduated hogwarts, and abraxas believes he is READY to take the next step, to give some more strength to the malfoy name.  lucius swallows tightly, keeping his back straight.  he feels both excited and nervous, the adrenaline pumping through his veins.  he wants to please abraxas -- there is less hell to deal with when appeasing his father. . . but the feeling that wins out more is that he wants tom’s approval.

yes, uncle tom had been a constant in his life from a young age and was decidedly nicer than abraxas, so lucius looked up to him -- the man was suave, charming, powerful -- everything young lucius wanted to be.  and, of course, he believed in their people.  the rise of purebloods would come again.  they would see that the sacred twenty-eight should be the ruling parties of the wizarding world.  ( oh, lucius, you glorious fool. )

well, boy?  he hears his father say, and pale blues eyes find abraxas’ briefly.  lucius clears his throat and steps up to tom riddle, long blond hair tied with a small ribbon at the base of his neck.  he hasn’t grown fully into himself yet, awkward and lanky.  he keeps a neutral expression, but his doe-eyes give him away.  “i. . . am ready.”  he says to tom, lifting his head tall.  “i am ready to do what’s necessary.”

[prodigalpercy]

i did some cleaning out of my following because i’m a resident dumbass and accidentally bug people i’m not mutuals with - but i also got rid of non-active blogs as well.

let me know if i accidentally unfollowed your sideblog, or if you interact with lucius / penny and didn’t want to follow percy.

[slytherinnpride]

[malfoyinfidus]

@aystorias liked for a starter!

“don’t worry about anything,”  lucius says the moment he’s alone with astoria.  his son is getting married, and it seems that draco is very much in love with his future bride.  it has been difficult reconciling their differences, but. . . she makes draco happy, and she challenges the way lucius thinks.  which is something that has been a constant in his life for the past few years since the end of the war.  this home still feels foreign to him.  how strange.  alas, one day it will be draco and astoria’s, and perhaps they can squeeze the last darkness out of these halls. 

lucius stands, letting out a soft grunt as he puts pressure on his bad leg, leaning into the familiar cane.  it is no longer a sign of the family and prosperity;  now it fulfills its purpose to keep him from falling ( -- falling further than he’s already fallen).  “we will take care of all the expenses.  it would be my pleasure to do so.”  he’s quiet for a moment, admiring her silently.  “you make him very happy, you know.  i haven’t. . . seen him that happy in years.”  it’s -- not easy for lucius to be so open with his feelings, considering his own upbringing, but the war changed that as well.  and he thinks it’s important that his future daughter-in-law knows how much she means to this family. . . to the legacy of the malfoy family and it’s new horizons. 

[malfoyinfidus]

@dolokhoff: get cucked ( also tagging in @loyaltie ) 

LEAVE MY WIFE ALONE

[malfoyinfidus]

smack the heart for a starter from lucius.

[malfoyinfidus]

proditeur​:

       “It’s a genetic trait that we can only hope passes down from Narcissa to your children.” 

“i do hope not.”

[malfoyinfidus]

proditeur​:​

       “Gesundheit.”

“why are you the way you are, regulus.”

[malfoyinfidus]

         “bitch.” @proditeur​

[promptfairy]

❥     𝐁𝐎𝐓𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐋 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒    [   𝚆𝙾𝚁𝙳 𝙿𝚁𝙾𝙼𝙿𝚃𝚂    ]   .

headcanon prompts with questions based on plants   &   what they represent in flower language .  happy roleplaying !!  ♡

abatina :   is there anything in life your muse has changed their mind about over time   (   due to becoming more educated on the topic ,   certain experiences  ,   etc .   ) ,    or that they   would   change their mind about under certain circumstances ?  

acanthus :   is your muse deceptive ,   or willing to lie or deceive to achieve certain means ?   why or why not ?   

aloe :   how does your muse handle grief ?

amaryllis :   what is something or someone that your muse takes pride in ?   how do they express that pride ?   

anemone :   how does your muse view the world ;   as a cruel   &   unforgiving place ,   a land full of wonders ,   or something in - between ?  where does that world view come from   (   what experiences ,   life lessons ,   etc .   ) ?  

angelica :   where does your muse draw inspiration in life ?   what motivates them ?

apple blossom :   how does your muse go about expressing or not expressing their sexuality ?  

bachelor’s button :   does your muse actively seek romantic companionship ,   or cherish the liberties of being single ? 

basil :   does your muse have a love - hate relationship with anyone or anything ?

bay tree :   does your muse seek glory   &   accolades ,   or do they favour a simpler ,   more personal life ?  

begonia :   how cautious is your muse ?   are they prone to noticing red flags ,   or paranoid to the point of untrusting most everyone ?   why or why not ?  

belladonna :   how does your muse respond to silence ?   do they take comfort in soundlessness ,   or seek to fill the void with noise ?   

bluebell :   does your muse learn from their past ,   or are they prone to repeating the same mistakes ?  

carnation :   what is your muse’s relationship with their gender ?   how do they express or not express this relationship ?  

chamomile :   what is your muse likely to take away from a painful experience ?   are they one to be haunted by adversity ,   or to use what they’ve gone through to become stronger ?  

chrysanthemum :   how does your muse express romantic love ?  how do they feel about love as a concept ?  

daffodil :   is your muse one to be loyal in relationships ,   or are they likely to quickly move from one bond to another ?

daisy :   did your muse ever feel as though their innocence had been lost ?   what moment in their life could be described as the end of their innocence ?  

edelweiss :   what was the bravest moment in your muse’s life ?  are they known to be courageous from then on ?  

fern :   does your muse believe in magic or cosmic forces ,   or are they more likely to think their life is ultimately a matter of their own control ?  

forget - me - not :   has your muse ever forgotten something that is or was important to them ?   are they afraid of forgetting things like that ?  

gardenia :   is your muse one to confess romantic feelings early on ,   or to conceal them for long periods of time ?  

gladiolus :   describe a moment from your muse’s life that they will never forget .

goldenrod :   does your muse believe in luck or fortune ?  why or why not ?   where do they believe these things come from ?  

heliotrope :   does your muse believe in soulmates ?

hibiscus :   how does your muse view the gentler ,   daintier things in life ?   as things worth preserving   &   caring for ,   or things only bound to wither   &   disappear ?  

holly :   how strong is your muse’s sense of intuition ?  are they aware of it ?   do they ever fear that it is only paranoia ?  

hollyhock :   how strong is your muse’s sense of ambition ?  what’s something they strive for in life ?  

hyacinth :   is your muse athletic ?   does it come naturally to them ,   or have they had to work for their physique and/or skill ?  

hydrangea :   how much does your muse value communication in their relationships with others ?  are they prone to being misunderstood ?

iris :   if your muse could convey one last message to someone they have lost or left behind ,   what would it be ?  

ivy :   what are your muse’s views on marriage ?   do they believe it is something strictly for love ,   or an institution rooted in business   &   social benefits ?   do they desire or have they desired to be married ?

lavender :   how easy is it to gain your muse’s trust ?  once their trust is broken ,   how might one go about mending it ?  

lilac :   what was your muse’s childhood like ?   how has their upbringing affected them as they’ve aged ? 

lily :   how does your muse view their mother ?  

lotus :   has your muse ever felt as though they’ve been reborn ?  have they ever desired the feeling of a fresh start ,   or a better understanding of themself and/or the world around them ?  

magnolia :   describe your muse’s relationship with nature   &   the natural world .  

marigold :   is your muse prone to jealousy ?  how might they handle envious feelings ?  

mint :   does your muse view themself as virtuous   &   moral ?  what do these words mean to them ?

nasturtium :   describe your muse’s relationship with their birthplace ,   or homeland .  

oak :   who would your muse consider the strongest person they know ?  

pansy :   does your muse often reflect on their own actions ?   do they ever think a lot about the past ,   and what they could have done differently ?

parsley :   describe a holiday your muse enjoys ,   and why they enjoy it .

peony :   what would a   ‘  happy life  ’   look like in your muse’s eyes ?

poppy :   what comforts your muse ?

rhododendron :   is your muse receptive to warnings   &   advice given by others ?

rose :   how much does your muse value other people ?   do they wish to have many friends ,   lovers ,   and/or associates ?   are they an easy person to love ?

sage :   what is your muse’s legacy ?   what do they want to be remembered for   &   what might they actually be remembered for ?  

salvia :   is your muse possessive over people or things that matter a lot to them ?  how do they express that possessiveness ,   or lack thereof ? 

snapdragon :   is your muse merciful ?  why or why not ?

southernwood :   how seriously does your muse take themself ?   do they prefer a solemn   &   intellectual atmosphere or do they delight in jokes   &   banter ?  

sunflower :   what brings your muse the most joy in life ?  

tulip :   how does your muse view people in general ?  

violet :   how does your muse respond to betrayal ?

willow :   how does your muse handle sadness   &   depression ?

zinnia :   how has the loss of fallen comrades and/or loved ones affected your muse ?   has it taught them anything or given them any new perspectives ?