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I like yugioh | Repost OK w/ credit | kibacuck on twitter

[yadntve]

intricate rituals etc etc

[malignantspirit]

liguang 1.5

[malignantspirit]

1.5 renga, text from kafkazoomies tl

[kaftofi]

my wish

[malignantspirit]

Fuck my baka swimming yaoi life

[katsurolle]

don't push me away // what if we shared one instead?

some rinharus while rewatching the entirety of free! ... aaauuguhhh..

+ alt version of the second piece... this is actually the original orientation coz i planned for them to be upright.. but the composition just worked horizontally too + ended up preferring having the text at the bottom than in did in here lololol..

[malignantspirit]

18trip dump........ the love + joy ten is based on love and joy sumika shiun because id been looping it all day lol

[malignantspirit]

my first kris in about 4 years…. We’re So Back

[yugkai]

me and my rival who loves me

[sword-jam]

Play stupid games win… silly kisses ?!?!

[pippuns]

pre-transmigration cumplanes because they are the most divorced guys who never met

[bonesblubs]

Bonding with my husbands boyfriend

[ninetyninepointnineninenine]

the silliessssss

[ninetyninepointnineninenine]

something something bingliu

[tls12lessthan3]

throughout the story both kim dokja and han sooyoung define themselves in opposition to yoo sangah. kim dokja defines himself as a reader in contrast to yoo sangah as a protagonist, and han sooyoung defines herself as a villainess in contrast to yoo sangah as a heroine. outsider vs insider, evil vs good. in doing so, they dehumanize themselves and yoo sangah. kim dokja denies himself the agency that he gives a protagonist, positioning himself as merely an observer in both his life and others to cope with his mental health issues. han sooyoung denies herself any emotional or moral complexity, assigning herself a simple role she feels most comfortable in due to her own self worth issues as a way to conceptualize how her 'genre' as changed around her.

as coping strategies, these kinda suck ass. they hurt themselves in doing so, and they hurt yoo sangah. the overlapping roles they assign to her - protagonist and heroine - make unrealistic demands of her, project a perfection that isn't real, put her in a box and ignore all attempts to escape it. they distance themselves from her and damage their relationships in the process. and a large part of yoo sangah's character and arc is her either fighting back against this dehumanization or just refusing to play ball as a way to deconstruct the heroine archetype. when she is dying she uses what seem to be her final moment to make one last escape attempt of kim dokja's idolization of her, reminding him of the pepper incident and forcing him to recognize her as not just a person but a friend. and during moments when she and han sooyoung are at odds, their different attitudes towards it are so stark - han sooyoung regards it as almost a battle of good and evil, whereas yoo sangah sees it as a more personal argument. han sooyoung's discomfort comes from a clashing of philosphies, whereas yoo sangah's comes from the fact han sooyoung is kind of a fucking bitch who has killed people she cares about and might again.

when kim dokja and han sooyoung categorize the world in this way, they dehumanize themselves and their loved ones. and yoo sangah refuses to play along, recognizing both her own and their humanity and forcing that same recognition onto them. when kim dokja and han sooyoung build a wall between themselves and yoo sangah, defining themselves by that distance, yoo sangah climbs it. yoo sangah doesn't just expose the dangers of the small box she gets shoved in, but exposes the others as well. she's an incredibly important character for orv because she does exactly that - it's an extension of her larger role in the narrative as someone who challenges roles and tropes of the genre, who reaches across the divide caused by these expectations we create for ourselves and others and says hey, im just a person, just like you. so maybe we should hang out sometime and just be that, yeah?

[auuwmk]

sangah ssi......i wanted her to wear a fedora but alas...

[hehearse]