fucking !ex-crush toji after your high school reunion
synopsis: (mdni, 18+) reuniting with old high school friends is always an awkward yet fun experience. itās even more awkward when itās been nearly two decades and the guy you used to crush on is in attendance. after getting too drunk, toji lets you stay at his placeā
cw: drunk reader, dilf/divorced toji, slow burn(?) p in v sex, oral sex (masc receiving), mutual masturbation, prone bone, dirty talk, cum, cum, and cum, toji and reader are in late 40s, shiu is mentioned, (wc: 3.2k)
you didnāt want to go at all, having to be around people who knew you in your angst teen years didnāt sound delightful. your best friend riya had to convince you for hours and here you areāstanding in the corner, arms crossed whilst everyone greets each other. nostalgic music from the time blasts in your ear and a banner that reads āclass of 99ā barely hangs from the ceiling.
the gymnasium is filled with many people and multiple rows of tables with chairs are lined proportionately in the back area. the light setting looked similar to how it was during promāmany colored lights waving lazily and uncoordinated.
āy/n! itās been so long, how have you been?ā shiu walks over to you with an unlit cigarette hanging from his lips. āiāve been okay, i see youāre still a huge smoker.ā you teased, pulling him into a hug, shiu was always a really good friend. āsome things just donāt changeāitās been twenty-six years and you still look the same.ā he pulled back to eye you up and down in an endearing manner.
back in the 90s, you remember people hanging around with their own stereotypical cliques like those cliche high school movies. during that time your friend group was unconventional to say the leastāit consisted of shiu, riya, toji and you.
shiu was the skater teen, who always showed up in baggy clothes and messy hair, he always got in trouble for smoking cigarettes in the bathroom. toji was the jock and also one of the best footballers in the school, rumor has it he got a scholarship to the best university in the region. you and riya werenāt grouped into any clique at allāyou two were the girls who didnāt stand out and just like shiu, would always wear baggy clothes.
riya dated shiu during sophomore year, and toji was best friends with shiu. thatās how you all came together and became a group. even after their breakup, you all stayed closely knit together. howeverāwhat separated you and riya from the duo was different goals in life after graduation.
ātalked to toji this morningāheās dreading it, but he said heās on the way. so that means the gang will be back togetherā shiu rubbed his hand behind his head and gave a sigh. hearing that name made you straighten your body more and your ears perk up.
āyouāre still in touch with him? howās he been?ā
āoccasionally in touch with him, heās a real shit show, but overall still the same toji.ā
you let out a hum, turning to see riya walking in the direction of you two. āwell, well, well. didnāt expect to see you, shiu. a cigarette?āhavenāt you gotten into enough trouble for that in this building?ā riya held a yearbook in her hand and shiu gave a throaty laugh before pulling her into a side hug.
riya handed you the yearbook and you skimmed through the pages. you didnāt hear a word they spoke to one another due to you being too distractedāas you continued to lazily flip through the book, one page landed on a group photo of all four of you sitting outside on the benches.
you remember this moment so vividly, it was lunch time and you all decided to sit outsideāriya kept complaining about the weather and someone apart of the school newspaper wanted to snap a picture.
in it, youāre sitting next to tojiālips curled into a small smile. toji had his arms crossed, with a small unnoticeable smile on his face. riya is beside you, not paying attention to the camera at all, likely complaining, and shiu is holding bunny ears behind your head with a huge smile on his face. back then, he had no facial hair at all and such a baby face. you smiled to yourself looking at the old memory.
āguys! look at this.ā you laughed, flipping the book in their direction. shiu took the book from your hands, laughing and pointing at the picture. riya stood on her tippy toes due to shiuās height trying to get a good view.
āoh my god, look at me, i wasnāt even paying attention.ā riya said, tone laced with pure horror. āyeahābut you never did.ā shiu joked with her and she playfully smacked his arm. āyou were complaining about the weatherāā you spoke before riya cut you off, āoh my god! thatās right, i remember that!ā
āokay class of 99ā , find a seat and get comfortableātry not breaking your backs on the way.ā a voice sounded loudly on the mic. laughter was heard from every corner and many people moved to find seats in the large gymnasium.
every row of tables had four chairs at each. you all settled for the table farthest to the exit doors, riya sat between you and shiu, leaving the seat at your farthest end empty.
twenty minutes had past and toji still hadnāt showed up. each opening and closing of the door had you flowing with anxiety. youāve never told anyone, but back then you had feelings for toji. though your teenage hormonal feelings faded awayāyou still felt looming anxiety having to face him again after so long.
back in the high school your eyes would always steal glances at him, whether it was in gym class, at lunch, in the halls, while he was at practiceāyou always wondered if he noticed.
another twenty minutes pass and you begin to think he isnāt coming at all. many people have spoken on the microphone and you guys even got a surprise visit from your former principal whoās surprisingly still kicking it in his 80s.
youāre boredom caused you to space off and from the corner of your eyeā you see someone walk into the gymnasium. they stood for a second scanning the crowd before they came and pulled the open seat next to you. riya and shiu are distracted, laughing at the man on stage thatās roasting half of the audience.
turning your head, you realize itās toji. his features have become more mature and sharp and his body is more bulky. he even has a large scar on his lipāmaking you wonder what career choice the man couldāve chosen.
āheyā his greeting was simple and brief and you felt a wave of nostalgia wash over you. you gave him a small smile and nod of acknowledgment, looking back to the man on the stage. feeling his eyes burning into youā you didnāt dare look in his direction, afraid heād notice your anxiousness.
hours later after fun activities and speeches that neither you or toji participated ināit was over. shiu insisted that all four of you should go to a restaurant that was a few miles away and though you again, didnāt want to, riya convinced you.
the drive to the restaurant wasnāt too bad, and after finding a small table in the corner, all four of you sat down. ātoji, you never had a reputation for being late.ā riya would break the silence as you all picked up menus, slowly flipping the pages. āyeah, had to drop my kid offā
ānever thought youād be one to have a kidā riya joked, placing the menu onto the table, her eyes were wide as she stared at toji in disbelief. āheāll be ten years old next month, names megumiā tojiās voice had a slight hint of pride within itājust by that you could tell he enjoyed talking about his son. ādid any of you end up settling down, getting married, or having kids?ā tojiās eyes scanned the crowd, they lingered on you a moment.
shiu was the first to answer, āme? kids? yeah right, iāve been contemplating on proposing to himari though. sheās always complaining that weāve been together for seven years and still no ring.ā riya glanced at shiu in disbelief at the fact heās been with his girlfriend that long without proposing.
āriko and i have been married for 5 yearsātwo kids together.ā she had a small smile on her face, lifting her hand to wave the waiter over. toji and shiu looked to you waiting for your answer while riya ordered her meal. āno kids, no husband, my business causes me to have no time for any of that.ā toji eyed you curiously and shiu dropped his jaw in disbelief.
āyou have a business? tell me more, iām interested in hearing about it.ā
time went fast and so did the amount of alcoholic drinks you consumed. you all eventually caught up on each others livesāyou already knew riya was a teacher, but you learned shiu worked in accounting and toji worked in security work.
you were the only one completely inebriated and you knew for a fact that you wouldnāt be able to drive. the business you owned truly was your main stressor and you never knew having a night out with old friends could calm the tension.
āuhāriya i donāt think iāll be able toād-drive.ā you slurred out, slightly rubbing your fluttering eyes. āyou live the other direction than me, but i could let you stay at my placeāā
āno need, if she lives near cherry avenue i can take her. itās the way iām goingā toji interrupted riya and you quickly raised your arms to deny his request. āi donāt want to burden yāā
āi have no problem with it, y/n. plus, you live in the direction iām travelingā you sighed deeplyāgrabbing your purse and stumbling towards the doors. seeing this, shiu let out a laugh, hurling over and clutching his stomach.
toji assisted you to his car and he even opened the door for you. plopping down into his passenger seat, your eyes took everything in. the back has a blue car seat and a few toys littered everywhere. āsorry ābout the mess, megumi couldnāt decide which toy to bring so he brought them all.ā toji explained putting on his seatbelt, and switching the ignition on.
though most of the drive was silent, it wasnāt awkward at all. you rested your head on the window, watching the city lights and toji just focused on the roadāhis eyes occasionally glanced over at you. āweāre on cherry, just point out which place is yours.ā toji pressed his foot on the brake, slowly passing each house.
āthat oneāā you extended your arm and pointed. toji pulled into the asphalt driveway. he helped you wobble up the porch stairs and you fumbled through your purse. ācanāt find mā key.ā fuckā you left your keys at the bar with your car. you silently prayed that it wouldnāt be gone the next day.
āshitāthe restaurant is nearly an hour away.ā toji ran his hand through his hair, contemplating on what to do. āif you want, you can crash at my place.ā you looked at him as if he were crazy. you havenāt seen this man in nearly two decades and he wants you to stay at his place? yeah, you were absolutely going to do that.
āyou have an extra room?ā
āyou can sleep in my room, iāll take the couch.ā
now the drive felt awkward, for you at least. you had to sleep over at your ex-crushās house, and not only that in his bed. teenage you prayed for moments like thisābut it still felt weird due to you both being adults. eventually after another hour that felt like forever due to you being intoxicatedāhe pulled into an apartment complex.
opening the door to his apartment, you took in the environment. it was surprisingly clean but a few toys were scattered across the couch. ādamn kid doesnāt know how to put stuff awayāmy room is the last door on the right.ā toji moved to clean the mess and you stumbled through the hall, stopping for a moment to regain your balance. thatās when you look up and notice a large picture of toji and a woman holding a little boy with spiky hair.
in the picture, toji looked at the the woman with an expression full of adoration, and the woman looked at the child with a wide smile. toji walked behind you, following your eyes to the picture. āthatās my son when he was around two years old.ā his voice was low, eyes studying the picture as if he wanted to relive the moment.
āhe looks just like you.ā you spoke softly, turning to look at him.
āacts like me too.ā he joked, now focusing his eyes on you. āi have some extra clothes for you to wear if those are too uncomfortable.ā you gave him a confused look and he continued, āmy ex-wife left a lot of her clothesāalso, we havenāt seen each other in a while, itās best you feel relaxedā he tried changing the topic about his ex-wife with his last statement.
toji walked past you and your legs wobbled after him. you watched as he opened drawer after drawer, āa tank top and a pair of shorts, thereās gotta be something else here.ā he placed them on top of the dresser before his hands rummaged through each drawer. from the corner of his eye, he sees you trying to lift your shirt off. āfeel so hot, mā iāll take what you have.ā you tossed the shirt aside holding out your hand.
toji avoided looking at you, tossing the tank top in your direction. noticing this, you smirked as you caught the fabric. āseeing me in a bra bothers you?ā he grunted as he turned to look at you, eyes tracing your breast spilling out of your bra down to your curves before looking back at your face. āi wanted to show respect towards youāā
āmaybe i should take my bra offāwanna see your reaction.ā you were sobering up, but a part of the alcohol still had you bold. tojiās eyes darkened, he slowly walked over to you, you could already feel the heat pooling between your legs.
āyouāre drunk, go to bed.ā his body towered over you and face was inches away from yours. you wrapped your arms around his neck, raising yourself up on your toes.
āy/n, i aināt gonna take advantage of you when youāre drunkāā his eyes looked down at you, face still as stoic as ever. glancing down, you could see the outline of his growing erection through his pantsā you removed your body from his. āiām going to bed, let me know if you need anything.ā he walked out the room leaving you stunned and aroused.
you quickly changed into the clothes and found yourself snuggling up in tojiās bed. the soft sheets smelled exactly like him and you felt yourself melting into them even more. you eventually drifted off to sleep.
blinking your eyes open, you donāt know how much time has passed. you held your head in your hands, the headache was nearly unbearable. slowly moving out of the bed you made your way to the kitchen where your purse was and popped two ibuprofen pills.
glancing over you noticed tojiās sleeping silhouette, he was on his stomach completely shirtless, the blanket was covering the lower half of his body, and his back looked so huge and muscular. your mind immediately remembered what happened yesterday and you felt a tinge of embarrassment.
you turned your head again, placing the pill bottle back into your purse and as you moved to turn your body around, a large chest stood before you. āitās four in the morningāyou always wake up this early?ā his voice was low and hoarse. with the room being slightly dark you could hardly see his features.
āno, this headache woke up me.ā you rubbed your head and toji let out a hum. āyesterday you became really brave and tried flashing me.ā his voice was laced with amusement and you covered your face with one hand. āsorry about thatāalcohol makes me do dumb thināā
āwasnāt complaining.ā his voice seemed even lower now and your breathing sped up. āyouāre all shy now? thereās no way that boldness came only from the alcohol.ā toji inched closer to you, your faces nearly touching. āiām not sure what youāre talkingāā you tried your best to feign being unaware but you were quickly interrupted.
ācut the bullshitāever since we were teenagers, iāve noticed the way your eyes wandered towards me. mā wanted to see if you were bold enough to make the first move. tell me what you want.ā tojiās green eyes peered down, intently focused on the parts of your face he could see.
heat began pooling between your legs and you slightly shifted them a bit. āi didnāt realize it was that obviousā toji lightly chuckled at your response, ātell me what you want.ā he repeated again, voice now sounding husky. somehow you felt yourself become even more turned on. āi want youā.ā before you could even finish the last word, he immediately crashed his lips to yours. you quickly wrapped your arm around his neck and his tongue swiped your lip causing you to slightly opened your mouth, the kiss swiftly turned into a sloppy makeout session.
his large hand dipped into your shorts and his lip curled against yours. āyouāre this wet already? letās do something about that.ā picking you up, he threw you over his shoulder. once he reached his bedroom, he softly slammed you onto the bedā flicking on his side lamp. you could really get a good look at him now, he was breathing so heavily and his chest was broad, the amount of muscle he has seems unrealāthe print of his cock looks even bigger than it did yesterday. āstrip your clothes off, gonna watch you play with that pussy.ā
you peeled the top and shorts off leaving you in bra and panties. his eyes scanned almost every inch of your body and once you were completely nude, you sprawled open your legs giving him a view of your dripping pussy. āyouāre sā fucking wetā heād mutter underneath his breath as he freed his aching member from his shorts, giving it slow pumps. both of you watched each other so closely as you masturbated in sync, he tried matching his strokes with the rhythm of your fingers. āt-tojiāfuck! feels sā good!ā
āyeah, baby?ārub that clit for me, show me how much you want me inside of you.ā toji slowed his hand movements downāswiping some of his dripping pre-cum to use as lubrication. making direct eye contact with him, you raise two of your fingers to your mouth, slowly sucking them before bringing them down to your mound. your fingers inched down and you began rubbing your clit, moan after moan left your mouth and tojiās eyes alternated between focusing on your face and the movement of you fingers. āthatās right, baby, rub it just like thatāyou on birth control?ā
āmā not anymoreā you were barely even coherent due to the pleasure pulsing through you. toji climbed onto the bed, and his hands traced from your collarbone down to your breast, giving each breast a squeeze before they finally settled down at your hips. āguess iāll make sure to be extra careful then.ā with immense strength he flipped your body over leaving you on your stomach.
his hands lifted your hips a bit and you felt his cock rub up against your ass before finally slowly settling into you. toji let out a grunt feeling you clench around himāone hand tightly gripped your ass while the other held his cock going into you.
once he was fully hilted inside of you, he stilled for a moment, his body weight crushed you and it was nearly suffocating. his hands held your wrists down using them as a way to hold himself up. when he finally began to move, you couldnāt hold back the moans and screams.
the pace was unbelievably fast, your juices coated his his dick and the sheets. his hips slammed against your ass so hard you were sure he would leave red marks. the pleasure was so overwhelming your body instinctually tried moving forward and he pressed his body even more against yours. ādonāt run, take this dick, baby.ā his grip tightened on your wrist and he roughened his thrust.
āah! fuck, toji!ā your body jerked forward and you pressed your cheek against the mattress, getting a slight view of toji above you. he was completely sweaty, eyes narrowed and focused on your ass. his eyes drifted up to your face and his tongue swiped over his lips.
you both made eye contact, your face was so flushed and hair was messy, small strands covered your forehead and eyes. you looked like a slut, his slut. ānot gonna last if you keep looking at me like a bitch in heat.ā he groaned leaning his body down onto you more. āfuck! tojiāiām coming!ā trying to clench your thighs together, toji gave your ass a hard slapāyour juices squirted everywhere and you felt completely breathlessārolling your eyes back and gripping the sheets beneath you.
after your orgasm, toji quickly took himself out of you and lowered his cock to your faceāhis tip rubbed against you lips. you knew what he wanted and immediately compliedāwrapping your lips around him and hollowing your cheeks. a low drawn out groan left his mouth and he threw his head back, āshitāā toji grit out bobbing your head up and down. tojiās hands swiped your hair up, forming a ponytail as he gripped it tighter. āfuckāy/n, gonna come.ā he warned as he spilled his seed into your mouthātoji continued to thrust a bit more before removing himself.
pulling you backward with himāhis back was against the headboard as he held you closely in his lap. āfuck, that was great.ā he breathed out, a soft chuckle left his scarred lip. āit was amazing, toji.ā your hand caressed his large arms that were crossed over your breast. āso it was true then.ā toji bent his head into the crease of your neck, planting soft kisses. āwhat? the fact that i had a raging crush on you?āfuck yes.ā
āwhy didnāt you tell me? i felt the same damn wayā you laughed at his response, tilting your head back against his chest. āi didnāt want to ruin anything between usā toji let out a hum, his hand gently stroked your hair, you both sat in silence for a moment, unsure of what to say. ālet me take you on a dateāhow about this weekend?ā he broke the silence. you stilled your hand, glancing back at him. āy-yeahāthatās fineā another wave of nostalgia hit you looking at the small smile on his lips, you couldnāt help but smile as well.
ādamn itās already seven amāgotta pick megumi up around eight, you wanna meet him?ā
āof course, iād love to meet mini toji.ā you joked and he smiled even wider.
āgood, letās take a shower together.āwe should also go find your car keys tooā
fuckāyou totally forgot about that.
an: iāve been working on this for a month, but my job always has me so tired, so itās hard to actually go into depthāmy apologizes if itās rushed.
also pt 2: porn star sukuna coming soon, just gotta finish writing and editing it. thanks for your support.
