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vent blog only

[mama-help]

hello!

this is a vent blog, and it contains triggering content. 

please be careful, there is seriously a lot of triggering content. explicitly, there’s a lot of trauma related content, including mental, physical, and sexual. there is also stuff related to relapsing, sh, suicidal ideation, etc.

if you ever want to talk, my dms are open!

[mama-help]

remember when you spent six years using me as your sex toy and later asked “do you see me as a father figure??”

[daffythefox]

"you don't have to perform around me" sweetheart i have to perform in front of myself

[konoko]

[c-a-d-a-v-e-r]

[traaumaa]

calming myself down by vividly imagining all the ways i can kill myself

[virtualgoths]

I wonder what it feels like to know what the fuck is going on

[cxlxstical9696]

[rednines]

Ma’am we are not empaths, this is called Hypervigilance

[kosmogrl]

it's me and this feeling of emptiness against the world

[daweyt]

— Frank Bidart, from “Half-light: Collected Poems 1965-2016; ‘The Third Hour of the Night’", published c. 2017.

[mama-help]

Spot the difference: me and a black hole

Mission level: impossible

[hel7l7]

it was his fault not mine

[hel7l7]

[hel7l7]

why should I believe you now?

[fruitblush]

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