Mandie's Mind:

My name is Mandie. Sometimes my life gets messed up. Sometimes I do things I'm not proud of. Sometimes I feel so alone in the world. Sometimes I get really sad. Sometimes I don't show it. Sometimes I don't trust people. Sometimes I do. Sometimes it's a mistake. Sometimes it's not. Sometimes I wish I was a ballerina. I am a perfect me. Always.

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edinburgh

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in a silly goofy mood 🤪

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♡ 18+ aesthetic blog ♡

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hi

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assassasssassassass

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When I was in high school, someone casually told me that they thought I’d be into some kinky stuff when I started having sex. I just don’t get how they knew before I did 🤷🏻‍♀️

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All I ever want to do is post nudes 🤷🏻‍♀️

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where will my laundry sleep when I get married?

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hi

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tasty noodles

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Here’s me actually showing my body some looooove. I feel fuckin hot ✌🏻

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Guess who’s back? Booty’s back.

Also definitely looks like I have a monstrously hairy crack 🤷🏻‍♀️

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Shit, I’d probably sell photos of myself for money 🤷🏻‍♀️

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Been showing my body some looooove lately 😌

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Looking through my posts and I was DEFINITELY not showing my body “looooove.” I was, however, maintaining a 150 calorie PER DAY diet and actually hating it more than I ever had because I thought I was fat (??????) because of some comments my mom had made about me gaining weight.

Thankfully, my stupid 150 calorie diet didn’t last very long because I got out of my house and started living in the most positive environment I could ask for. I was probably 110 pounds in this photo and I’m 5’2”.

It’s crazy to think how far I’ve come since this photo. I recently had my heart shattered into a million pieces and fell into a very depressed and stressed mindset and completely lost my appetite. I lost 20 pounds in the span of about 3 weeks. At my lowest, I weighed 100 pounds and could see every bone in my chest when I looked in the mirror. I remember thinking about how awful I looked but how 2015/2016 Mandie would have KILLED for that look but 2019 Mandie was desperately trying to gain weight and look and feel healthy again.

Idk I’m just very proud of where I am and I’m so happy that I am so happy with my body and proud that I worked so hard to get healthy again.

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all of posts are just #me at this point lmao

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You did it. Good job

Thanks frendo

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happy 2020 y’all