𝔚𝔞𝔯𝔫𝔦𝔫𝔤𝔰: angst, ghostly metaphors galore, Nancy wheeler haunts yall, Eddie makes an appearance, more angst, Steve Harrington has issues!
𝔖𝔲𝔪𝔪𝔞𝔯𝔶:
Steve Harrington is trying to build a future, but he’s still living in the wreckage of his past. He has the snacks, the late-night devotion, and a love that feels real—until the silence of the night betrayed him. When a single name slips through the cracks of his subconscious, the fragile sanctuary he’s built with you begins to splinter.
As the rain hammers against the glass, a devastating truth remains: you can’t fill a hole in someone’s heart if it’s shaped like someone else. Now, both of you must face the ultimate question: Can a haunted man ever truly learn to love the living, or are some echoes simply too loud to drown out?
Warnings: Angst, No happy ending… for now, Mentions Of Nancy Wheeler
Continuation of “Slip of the Tongue” as part of “ The Poltergeist in the Passenger Seat” Series
The rain hadn’t stopped, but the rhythm of it felt different now—less like a cozy backdrop and more like a countdown.
Steve was trying. He was trying so hard it was almost painful to watch. He stayed late, he bought your favorite snacks, and he looked at you with an intensity that felt like he was trying to physically anchor himself to the present. But the problem with ghosts is that they don’t need an invitation to haunt a room.
The "Nancy" slip-up had cracked the floorboards, and now every creak in the house sounded like her name.
A week later, the exhaustion he’d been carrying finally won. He fell asleep on your bed, his arm flung over his eyes, chest rising and falling in a heavy, restorative rhythm. You sat on the edge of the mattress, watching him, wanting to feel that same security he claimed to have found in you.
Then, his breathing hitched.
"No," Steve muttered, his brow furrowing. His fingers reached out, clawing at the duvet. "Nancy, watch out!"
It wasn't a sweet confession of love this time. It was a reflex. It was the sound of a man who still had her safety hard-wired into his DNA. He wasn't just thinking of her; he was still protecting her in the places where he couldn't lie—his subconscious.
He woke up with a gasp, sweat slicking his forehead. He saw you sitting there in the dark, and the look of pure, unadulterated horror that crossed his face told you everything you needed to know.
"Y/N," he croaked, reaching for you. "I was just—it was a dream about the Upside Down, I swear—"
You had hit your breaking point.
"It’s not just the dreams, Steve," you said, standing up. You felt strangely numb, the kind of cold that comes right before you start shaking. "It’s the way you look at the door when we’re at Family Video, hoping she’ll walk in. It’s the way you flinch when someone mentions Jonathan’s name."
"I’m here with you!" Steve stood up, his voice cracking. "I chose you. I tell you every day."
"You chose me because she wasn't an option anymore," you countered, the words tasting like copper. "There’s a difference between choosing someone and settling for the person who was there to pick up the pieces."
"That’s not fair," he whispered, stepping into your space. "You know I love you."
"I know you do. I really do." You looked up at him, and for the first time, you didn't see your boyfriend; you saw a man who was exhausted from pretending he was whole. "But I don't want to be the person who helps you forget her. I want to be the person you can't imagine forgetting."
"You're a good man, Steve Harrington. But you're still a haunted one. And I'm tired of living in a house full of her echoes."
He didn't fight you when you started packing a small bag. He just sat on the edge of the bed, his head in his hands, the picture of a man who had lost a battle he didn't even realize he was fighting.
As you reached the door, you heard him speak—quiet, broken, and finally, devastatingly honest.
"What am I supposed to do?" he asked, his voice muffled by his palms. "How do I make it stop?"
"You can't," you said, your hand on the cold doorknob. "Not as long as you're trying to fill a Nancy-shaped hole with me. It’s not a perfect fit, Steve. It never was."
You walked out into the hallway, the sound of the rain finally drowning out the radio. You didn't look back, because you knew if you did, you’d see him looking at you—and you’d spend the rest of your life wondering if, in that moment, he was seeing her instead.
I literally can't believe we're getting a multi-season slow burn bickering-to-friends-to-lovers lesbian love story set in the 1800s with two of the most beautiful women I have ever seen before involved. We're not supposed to get this... like this is against the rules of TV or something idk it feels fucking surreal
Warnings: Cozy Fluff/Angst, use of Y/N, Mentions of Nancy Wheeler
First Installment of “The Poltergeist in the passenger seat” Series
Continuation here
The silence in your apartment was comfortable, filled only by the soft crackle of the radio and the sound of rain against the window. Steve was lounging on the couch, his head resting in your lap while you absentmindedly ran your fingers through his hair.
He was exhausted. The past few weeks had been a blur of monster hunting, babysitting, and trying to keep his head above water at the new video store job. But with you? He felt like he could finally breathe.
"You know," he mumbled, his eyes closed and a contented sigh escaping his lips. "I don’t know what I did to deserve you, Nance."
Your hand froze in his hair.
The silence that followed was suffocating. The realization hit him instantly, causing his eyes to snap open and his whole body to tense up. He sat up quickly, turning to look at you with wide, terrified eyes.
"Oh my god," Steve said, his voice dropping an octave, frantic. "Y/N. Shit. I—I didn't mean... I don't know why I said that."
You sat there, feeling a cold knot form in your stomach. It was the name that still hung in the air—the name of the girl he’d loved so hard, the girl who was now with Jonathan.
"You're thinking about her," you said, your voice barely a whisper, trying to mask the hurt. "Even now, you're still thinking about her."
"No!" Steve reached out, grabbing your hands, his expression a mix of guilt and desperation. "No, Y/N, look at me. It’s just… habit. We’re... we’re in the same messed up world, and I was just thinking about the past, and my stupid mouth—"
"It just hurts, Steve," you said, finally pulling your hands away. "I’m not her and I will never be….. I don’t want to be a replacement…”
"You are not a replacement," he said, moving closer until he was towering over you, his eyes intensely focused. "That was a mistake, a stupid, panicked, tired mistake. But I love you. I don't love her anymore. It's you, okay? It's always you."
He reached out, cupping your face with both hands, his thumb brushing against your cheek. catching a tear you hadn’t realized escaped. “I’m sorry, Y/N. I promise, it will never happen again. I’m completely yours."
You looked into his eyes, searching for the truth, and found only raw sincerity—no trace of the Nancy he used to talk about, only the Steve who learned to love all over again. Slowly, you nodded, accepting the apology, but the lingering fear of being second best took a little longer to fade away.
As you leaned into his touch, you couldn't help but wonder if you’d ever hear him utter that name in his sleep.
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