the bugs

a system blog or something

[my-little-breakdown]

the ramcoa community is popping off in the most annoying ways rn again. ugh. you guys act like this is a fandom or something and not literal organized and extreme abuse.

"but but! some ramcoa survivors agree with me and are uncomfortable with x!"

sorry? I don't recall the world revolving around me just bc my dad waterboarded and raped me with his friends. I don't recall the meeting where we agreed ramcoa survivors solely claim number or card names. I don't really remember when we agreed ramcoa survivors were some matyr pillar of what experiences people are allowed to have.

focus more on yourself. sure, I get really really heated when people misconstru and water down words like tbmc and ramcoa, but I don't walk around saying only ramcoa survivors can have animal alters bc my ramcoa resulted in them.

you don't get to police people just because you think your trauma is worse than theirs. stop playing trauma Olympics, bc that's what you're doing. you're saying since your trauma was "worse" and a type of abuse you get to police literal names.

you don't. sorry to break this to you. you're just a survivor like everyone else. you are not more or less valid than someone who wasn't tortured, trafficked, raped, etc. etc. etc. just because it was done in an organized manner doesn't mean you're more important than everyone else who was abused.

you do not own numbers. the world does not revolve around us.

[mangedmutts]

Yeah dude it's all on their profile and I just saw @lovesick-nagi came out with a statement you should read it its literally insane

Oh, fucking hell. That is ... Disgusting. I have like no words

I don't even know what to say,, I am shocked to have only found out about this now. I mean I knew people were asking them stuff about a relationship but I never really looked into it too much because I originally thought it was some random drama ((since they did kind of word it like it was within their original responses)) and then after that I stopped getting notifications from them so I forgot about it

But god it is so much worse than I thought it was.

[mangedmutts]

oh my god i saw that too that was craaazzyy😧

TW but they admitted to abuse and S/A

What— they what— huh?? How did I not know this 😭

[mangedmutts]

Did you see the stuff about what stylusscomms did? /genq shit was crazy

I did not— nor do I fully understand why I'm being asked this :^

[deceasedchoir-deactivated202408]

*twitching* if i see one more anti endo blog turn neutral im gonna cry and comitt mass homicide

[mangedmutts]

Dude, I am so cool. That's all I wanted to say

[syscultureis]

System Culture is finding someone with both an 'anti-traumagenic' but also 'anti-endo' tags on their post? like.. sir im confused

[mangedmutts]

I guess they're just... Anti system??? In general?? Like they don't like systems???

[frenzyborderlines]

This is going to trigger a lot of people, but it needs to be said:

Regarding “endogenics”:

First off: let’s be clear, that science shows us that in order to have alters or a system, you MUST have severe dissociation- which is caused by trauma. This is non-negotiable, no matter how many “research studies” pro-endos share. All of these pro-Endogenic “resources” are either written BY people claiming to be Endogenic, or the article does not have a clear conclusion, or any solid evidence supporting endogenic to be possible.

Systemhood CAN NOT form after young childhood.

There is also no reason or need for the human brain to just randomly start having alters. Science proves this time and time again.

Lots of people say “well I’m multi-origin because some of my alter are Endogenic”. Just because an alter isn’t a trauma holder, does not make them Endogenic, it makes them an ANP (apparently normal part).

We need to stop letting people just get away with spreading misinformation about a very real and complex trauma disorder (DID/OSDD). We need to debunk the misinformation when we see it.

Regarding “Tulpas”:

You’re not gonna wanna hear this, but tulpamacy is NOT alters or headmates. In fact, if you’re claiming to be a “Tulpa” system, you’re appropriating an ancient spiritual practice created by Tibetan Buddhists and the way it’s being used and portrayed on the internet today is not only extremely inappropriate, but offensive.

Stop believing the first thing that pops up on google when you research into this stuff. Make sure your sources are credible and non-bias.

I also find it a little ridiculous that anyone who disagrees with endogenics even slightly, get put on a mass block list 😂😂 like, tell me you can’t handle the truth without telling me.

[mangedmutts]

I love my system <3

That's all

That's all I wanted to say

[mangedmutts]

I swear no one in this system knows how to take care of themselves. I'm like the only one who actually knows how human bodies work— like these bitches seriously would've starved if I didn't point out there was ham in the fridge.. god damn

[mangedmutts]

Honestly thinking of making an account purely to reblog xenogenders and terms and stuff that we identify with, because we always see some that we like and forget to write it down or anything so then we forget it exists and get sad. So I think it might be a good idea to have a blog just to keep track of it.

[mangedmutts]

Finally made it!!! Yippe :3 dunno what to do now, but we'll reblog whatever terms we think we or others in our system would relate too! @abucketofcritters

[mangedmutts]

Honestly thinking of making an account purely to reblog xenogenders and terms and stuff that we identify with, because we always see some that we like and forget to write it down or anything so then we forget it exists and get sad. So I think it might be a good idea to have a blog just to keep track of it.

[mangedmutts]

Working on simply plural is taking forever!!!

Who decided this was a good idea :'(

The names folder is the WORST! I HATE LETTERS (no I don't, I'm being overdramatic and tired)

[mangedmutts]

We're still in the middle of working on our simply plural, we had to redo it because the host™ (zim) wouldn't keep it clean and wouldn't update it properly.

It sucks, I am tired, but also excited to work on it. I have so many ideas. I just want these folders done already 😭

Help

[mangedmutts]

One thing I love about our system is the mix of diversity and similarity. We are all similar and all different at the same time. It's just so odd but somehow it makes sense. To us at least.

Like I'm very different from the host, zim, we both are different but we both are similar. I like different things, I speak differently and I act differently. But we're both aliens, we both love ranting about ourselves and our system.

Another example of this is our two main NPD symptom holders, Achilles and blue screen / navy. They both look extremely different, but they both act similar. They both wish for praise and attention but go about it in different ways. Achilles demands it, blue screen tries to coax it out by being kind and expecting kindness in return. Achilles van love anyone if they give him the right attention ((hes pan)), blue screen wouldn't love anyone, even if they gave him the attention he wanted ((its aroace)). Both use any / all pronouns, both have the same role, but navy declares herself as the host and Achilles decides to stick to being the “special” NPD holder.

It's so interesting to me.

[strangergraphics-archive]

bug themed dividers:

please like, reblog and credit if you use. thanks! 💕

[mangedmutts]

Hello !! We're critter / bug !!

We're a C-DID system of 400+ headmates, close to 500 now.

Our system name is dismembered memories but we go by critter / bug !!

We use he/they/it/xe as collective pronouns !!

You may ask for individual pronouns but we'll probably end up signing off with name and pronouns on posts anyways !!

This account is mostly for us to freely rant about our system and stuff related to it, you may ask us questions about our system and stuff like that if you want, but we won't answer anything too personal !!

Here is our carrd !! And our pronoun.cc !!

We might also add some of our socials on here later on !!

Also our DNI — endos/non traumagenics (and their supporters), trans-ID, narc-abuse believers, basic DNI

Alright that's all, bye bye !!

Credit & userboxes undercut !!

Userboxes :

Credit :

Profile picture and banner from @scythidol

Dividers made by @strangergraphics

"this system is a narcissist" userbox by @/mod-ais-icons !

(Don't have the @s for the other userboxes as they were all from camera roll and we follow many different blogs, but if you see your userbox here and want credit just let us know!!)