rosemary

virgo☉, aquarius☾,gemini↟, she/they, 26

[manicdreamin]

as a kid i was incredibly worried abt what my signature should be. no wonder i turned out like this

[manicdreamin]

i called her persephone!!! so incredibly proud of this (and what it represents)

[manicdreamin]

i made a separate instagram page for my writing in case you guys want to check it out https://www.instagram.com/manicdreamin?igsh=MmpteXRmcjZtdmQ4 ♥️

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[manicdreamin]

it would’ve been kinder if you had killed me

[animatedtext]

[assassin1513]

⭐️💙⭐️Golden Dream⭐️💙⭐️

[deathtokillian]

Ideas are cooking for my pride outfit.

[deathtokillian]

Oh boy have I pissed off the transphobes with this one.

[manicdreamin]

i’m so angry at everyone and everything and idk how to stop it. i’m mad at my brother for killing himself. i’m mad at my rapist for turning me into this monster of a person. i’m mad at my therapist for being a horrible therapist. i’m mad at my parents for screwing me up. i’m mad that my friends are graduating and i’m being left behind. i’m mad and i don’t know how to stop being mad

[manicdreamin]

im sick and tired of websites lying to me. you dont remember my cookie preferences. you dont remember me when i log in. performing a little dance every time i want something from you??

[depsidase]

[boobookittenartblog]

Foie Graphics

[egberts]

one of the most fucked up aspects of being an adult is really how life-goes-on everything is. like you can be dealing with the most fucked up trauma-drama-grief and still have to sleep and eat food to survive and like. poop. pooping while you're really sad shouldn't be a thing but it is. we don't have a say in the matter. life goes on

[manicdreamin]

its been 4 years since my brother killed himself today. right on the summer solstice. i miss him with every fibre of my being. we were both studying to go into emergency nursing and now its just me. i gave him a pride flag for his birthday and now it hangs in my room. his bereavement card watches over my room. he was one of my favourite people in this world. and he’s dead. and i can’t undo the wishing for my father to have never met their mother. i wanted them dead and for what?? all because i hate their mother. they were innocent. and now he’s gone and i can’t take it back. there’s a void inside of me that will never go away. and when he died part of me did too. and i can’t help but wish it were me who died in that ambulance in 2018 so i wouldn’t have lived through this. i kill my rapist in my dreams a million times over because maybe if that night hadn’t happened i could’ve been a better sister and none of this would’ve happened. i am an open wound and an animal locked in a cage. i don’t understand how i am supposed to live in a world that he doesn’t know. that that life was escapable because i did. i bleed out into an open hand. i miss my brother

[kyatra]

i hate people who know highways. “i’m heading south on I-65” okay man. i’m moving my rook to c2

[woodox-earthtaurus]

Do you hate them or do they frustrate you? Cause hate is a strong word to use

[kyatra]

i hate them also i’m done with my worksheet now. is the first session free

[kosmogrl]

[sadiepickles]

If you’re suicidal and you are struggling to be motivated to stay here, try to find one reason to postpone it. My library acquired a copy of a book I’ve been waiting to read since I read the last in the series. Look, the couple in this book has to get together. It’s been a slow burn through four books. And my the time this book is finished, someone will announce a movie I want to see. And my the time the movie arrives in theaters, I will have agreed to go to a party and so on until I get a stroke in my sleep when I am 80 years old or more

[tethered-heartstrings]

love when a mother asks if they have ever done anything to hurt you. ma'am, you will literally never be ready to have this conversation

[tethered-heartstrings]

what therapy do you think we can afford. what truths do you think you can survive

[tethered-heartstrings]

everyone clearly has a super normal relationship with their mother