Blissfully Wandering

• 21 • not really sure what’s happening

[cinemapix]

I’ve finally accepted that there is no cure for the chemical imbalance in my brain, any more than there is a cure for love. But there’s a little yellow pill I’m very fond of, and a pale blue one, and some pretty pink capsules, and a handful of other colors that have turned my life around. Modern Love, Take Me As I Am, Whoever I Am.

[aidashakur]

Once you become a certain age, it is your responsibility to unlearn behaviors that hinder your growth as a person.

[maggiemayy]

Man I cannot stress this enough. The “this is how I am, take it or leave it” attitude is an act of immaturity. We all have toxic traits that we need to work on and as an adult it’s our responsibility to recognize the damage that they can do to the ones we love. We all need to put in more effort in becoming better individuals.

[xans-and-vans]

big facts

[vintagedolan]

nine months (gbd)

having grayson’s baby is a dream come true for both of you, and he does everything he can to make it the absolute best experience that he can for you

word count: 11k (hahahaha fuck)

warnings/tags: the fluffiest fluff that has ever fluffed okay, seriously I don’t think I could have made this any softer, pregnancy, mentions of pregnancy things (morning sickness, weight gain, etc.)

feel free to send in requests! i’ll write most things! hope you enjoy :)

january

8 days late. You were 8 days late. A few days here or there would have you a bit edgy, but it had never been this long before. And you just had an instinct that this time, it wasn’t a scare. You were almost positive that you were pregnant. You weren’t opposed to having kids - you knew that you and Grayson wanted to be parents together, and that you were going to spend the rest of your lives together. You decided to let things run naturally, and if something happened then it happened. But something about the reality of having to go out and actually buy a pregnancy test had your mouth dry. Were you actually ready for this?

But as soon as that thought came, there was another. Grayson was going to be over the moon about this whole thing. All he ever wanted was to be a father, and you knew he was going to be amazing. He would make up for any of your shortcomings and then some. With that newfound confidence, you grabbed your purse and decided to head out to the store.

“Where yah goin’?” Grayson’s voice came from the dining room table where he was working as you tried to scurry past him. You hadn’t thought of an alibi. Were you supposed to tell him? No. You didn’t want to get his hopes up if your instincts were wrong.  

“Just running to the store. Cause I need some stuff. From the store.”

Fuck. Nice one. 

“Okay….” he trailed off, obviously suspicious. “You alright?”

“Yep, perfectly fine. I’ll be back soon, love you bye!” You blew him a kiss and escaped out the door before you said anything else damning. 

This was going to be interesting.

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[valtsv]

me listening to any song that slaps:

[graysonsbailey]

Roadtrip with Ethan

[episkygrant]

hey bby, can u post some hothot ethan pics plssss🥺👉🏽👈🏽

[persistence-ofmemories-deactiva]

Or this one

[persistence-ofmemories-deactiva]

Ethan moaning like that?? yeah that's him when he's nutting in you 10000000%

SHUT THE FUCK UP ETHAN FUCKING GRANT

this is now what I should be waking up to Holy shit

[persistence-ofmemories-deactiva]

Good night I still can’t believe this is real

[vinylhazza]

SHUT THE FUCK UP SHUT UP RIGHT NOW STOP THIS MADNESS I CAN’T TAKE IT

[persistence-ofmemories-deactiva]

do you have any boyfriend!ethan pictures👀 it’s for science👀👀

[laurenmichelle310]

i have a right to be unavailable, unable to reach, uninterrupted….etc. regardless of who you are or what you want from me

[episkygrant]

oh no i slipped and accidentally swerved. whoops. send me dem e pics 😌

as you should 😌

[dolandolll]

soo... i accidentally slipped and fell into ethans lane 😳can you gimme some e pics 🥺

Bro I just have these random ass ones in my camera roll - but welcome to the E lane baby we cruising in auto pilot over here

[episkygrant]

that pic of him in the hat... what a cutie pie ✨

[pyreflydust]

Saying “I’m back on my bullshit” is funnier when you cycle through hyperfixations at random intervals because no one knows what bullshit you’re talking about unless you’ve made it obvious before or while saying it.

[pyreflydust]

To be back on your bullshit you need to be off your bullshit ever. But I’m over here jumping from bullshit to bullshit like I’m playing some kind of platforming game. The only times I’m not on my bullshit are when I’ve fallen off the platforms and can’t get out of the lava to get back on my bullshit.

[bob-belcher]

[tempestpaige]

when clothing websites keep emailing me about their “new hot summer fashions”

[episkygrant]

Muñequita // G.D. [STALKER!GRAY AU]*

GRAYSON DOLAN

Summary: Y/N Y/L/N and Grayson Dolan were lovers. Cliché and cringey middle school lovers that resulted in heartbreak due to the fault of Grayson’s end. Y/N moves on.

Grayson does not.

Warnings: Angst, smut (including BDSM elements), swearing, mentions of drug use, descriptions of graphic violence and severe jealousy issues, and stalker!gray.

Words: 18.9K

TAGS: @roadie-dolanlovee @dopedoodes @graydolan12 @revivalcalum @sazbabyy @astrodolan @hishawaiianparty @fuckinggrethan @reblogserpent @yaren-ates @blissfuldolans @bisexualmcu @kennedyreneigh @michellemxndes @loserdolan @jjustjoy @dolansmith @billiesringsyeet @dolanstwintuesday 

IMPORTANT: As I’ve stated, for plot line purposes the main character of this story will be of Puerto Rican descent. While the character is somewhat OC, her name will still be included as Y/N. 

[Disclaimer: This story is purely fictional. I do not intend to paint Grayson Dolan as this deeply dark and troubled character. Also, stalking isn’t cool, yo, don’t do it.]

Y/N was dealing with a severe and intolerable headache.

 She should have known better than to let her roommate and good friend Tina drag her to a party across campus, held on a football field. No, it wasn’t your typical college rave loaded with alcohol and horny adolescents; it was actually a rather innocent one, permitted by the dean of admissions as long as illegal substances weren’t involved. Due to the impending stress of finals and last minute touches on ten-page papers, the incredibly loud booming music erupting from the stadium’s sound system was the cherry on top of Y/N’s migraine, and it didn’t help that New Jersey’s early summer-late spring heated weather was combatted with cool air as the party was obviously located outdoors. All in all, she was over it.

“You just need some water,” Tina insisted, walking her over to the drink table. 

“I need to go back to our room and sleep,” Y/N replied firmly, but didn’t dare to pass down the offered cup of cool iced water. “I can’t be out too late, either. I have work tomorrow.”

Tina flipped her purple-dyed hair and rolled her eyes. “Oh please. It’s not like the modeling shoot will start without you. You’re their main star.”

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[britp0p-deactivated20210628]

its alright to b loud and it’s alright to laugh a lot and it’s alright to be awkward and unsure and passionate. you’re not too much.