'Dirty Mistresses club?'

Highly-Selective

[havcmercy-blog]

                                 // canon divergent penned by alex

[crossinglines]

      INDEPENDENT  HIGHLY  SELECTIVE MULTI-MUSE  played be Alex.

 fandoms and characters such  as  DC,  Fast  and  Furious,  Friends,  ALEX KAREV from Grey’s  Anatomy, HARRY POTTER from Harry Potter, Hunger Games,  JAMES BARNES from Marvel, The Office, LUCAS SCOTT from One  Tree  Hill,  Orange  is  the  New  Black  Pretty  Little Liars,  Queer  as  Folk,  Star  Trek, REY from Star  Wars,  & ADEN from The  100

[manwhxre]

“Rigid plans work BEST if you’re building a skyscraper; with something as mysteriously human as giving b i r t h, it’s best, both literally and figuratively, to keep your knees BENT.”

[manwhxre]

so my mark blog is so cluttered with weird tags, too much ooc, and a some crappy replies. SO instead of just remaking an mark blog I’m just posting a separation banner. If your rp has not been responded to it means I’ve dropped it. That does not mean at all I don’t want to rp with you it just means I couldn’t give you a well written reply because of my lack of muse. BUT new rps, new mun icons, new tags, new everything to come after this post.

[lexieepedia-deactivated20250208]

        ‘ soo… meredith —- i mean , my sister kinda slipped out a little thing that you and i were together before the plane crash … ?   why didn’t you tell me ?  i mean we spend so much time during my recovery and my sessions with dr. shepherd and you didn’t say anything. were you ever gonna tell me ?  did we have a bad break up or something ? ’

☆☆  ❛  starter call  ,  @manwhxre​  ❜

[manwhxre]

          dammit   meredith.   eyes   fall   downwards,   fingers   brushing   against   the   material   of   his   jacket.   at   a   LOSS   FOR   WORDS   as   heart   beat   stilted.   ‘because   you   were   the   love   of   my   life.   and   i   want   what’s   best   for   you,   and   i   want   you   to   be   happy.   if   i   had   told   you   about   us----   WELL   i   didn’t   want   you   to   feel   obligated   to   love   me   back.’   WE   WERE   IN   LOVE.   we   had   just   decided   we   were   going   to   have   a   huge   family.   we   were   going   to   get   married.   it   was   the   happiest   moment   of   my   life.------   that’s   all   the   things   he   wanted   to   say   but   didn’t.  

[manwhxre]

@twistedshadesofgrey

           things   felt   a   lot   different   now.   the   atmosphere   had   somewhat   shifted   back   to   normal,   as   normal   as   another   death   weighing   on   the   hospital   could   get.   the   last   death   that   occurred,   mark   had   lost   the   love   of   his   life   and   meredith   had   lost   a   sister.   but   this   death   had   turned   the   tables.   meredith   had   lost   the   love   of   her   life   and   mark   had   lost   a   brother.   they   were   one   of   the   same.   and   mark   had   made   sure   the   dark   and   twisty   didn’t   take   over,   and   he   wanted   to   do   the   same   for   meredith.  

                                      but   more   than   a   year   had   passed   and   the   talk   of   the   death   had   left   the   nurses   gossipy   whispers.   mark   had   just   finished   scrubbing   out   of   a   surgery   and   changing   into   his   normal   clothes   when   his   eyes   caught   meredith   walking   down   the   halls.      quickly   coming   out   of   the   changing   room,   he   raised   his   hand   to   catch   her   attention   as   she   was   further   down   the   hall.      ‘meredith!   ‘   jogging   a   little   to   catch   up   ‘you   headed   home?’   he   asks   quickly   before   adding   a   more   serious   expression   across   his   face,   one   filled   with   sincerity.   ‘you   know   meredith.   if   you   ever   need   any   help   you   can   let   me   know.   i   love   zola,   ellis,   and   bailey   and   wouldn’t   mind   helping   out from time to time. ’  and he guesses in a way it would give his life a meaning he had been searching for since the plane crash years ago. 

[scalpelsuperstar]

@manwhxre - plotted starter.

     you never understand how tiring a just over 13 hour flight is until you actually experience one. now add a two year old child AND a spouse that isn’t a fan of airplanes. she’d nearly spent the whole flight distracting arizona and reassuring her of how wonderful this vacation would be. luckily they had baby daddy and his probably future wife, girlfriend. those 13 hours may have been some of the longest hours of her life yet. even more so than that 18 hour surgery she once had. and sure, they still had to endure that on their way home, but after spending nearly your entire day on an airplane: eating, sleeping, etc.; callie was elated that they were finally landing. this was a very well deserved vacation for all of them after the crazy passed couple of years they’d been through. 

     callie found herself checking the baby’s carset yet again to be sure it was securely buckled in for the landing. she was VERY overprotective of that kid, but she was learning. before buckling herself she turned to the seats behind her where mark was to tease. “hear that? you better put that seat belt on mark!” she smirked, lingering for a few seconds before sliding back into her seat and fastening her own belt. seat belts, boy. these past few years since sofia would have been much different if she’d just kept her seat belt on that day. but enough of the past, this was their FUTURE and right now she was just worried about the shock she was going to feel once they were back on solid ground.

[manwhxre]

                eyes  twisted  around  from  lexie,  and  the  few  jokes  and  laughs  shared  between  them  and  the  yells  and  screams  of  his  two  year  old  child.  from  the  second  he  got  on  the  plane  he  knew  it  would  be  a  long  flight.  for  two  reasons.  the  first  reason  being  their  child  who  they  didn’t  find  out  until  then  wasn’t  a  huge  fan  of  flying  miles  in  the  air.                and  the  second  reason  being  the  slight  fear  that  went  through  arizona,  mark  and  lexie  as  the  stepped  onto  the  transportation  device  that  had  once  almost  taken  their  life.  mark  had  come  to  terms  with  it  and  had  left  that  fear  behind  but  his  hand  never  let  go  of  lexie’s  throughout  the  whole  flight,  wanting  her  to  feel  safe  no  matter  what.  

                                               mark  smirked  as  callie  turned  around,  and  he  made  it  a  point  to  dramatically  click  in  his  seat  belt.  a  hand  tightened  around  lexie’s  though,  knowing  she  must  be  happy  that  this  flight  was  coming  to  an  end.  as  they  landed  mark  unbuckled  and  moved  past  lexie  as  he  went  into  the  aisle  to  grab  the  suitcases  in  the  overhead  for  callie,  arizona  and  the  two  suitcases  mark  and  lexie  had  brought.  ‘i’ve  got  her,’  mark  added  to  callie  as  a  hand  reached  out  to  unbuckle  the  seat  and  scoop  her  into  his  arms.  

[manwhxre]

five times kissed

THE FIRST KISS WAS SPITEFUL.

             at first his advances towards meredith were purely to feed his own ego, play the game he was best at--- one night stands. she was pretty, funny, mysterious. all the tributes that attracted the manwhore, himself. but his heart still ached for the redhead he had come to seattle for. and this little game of his became much more malice as time went on, the more he flirted, the angrier derek got, and well the angrier derek got--- the closer mark got to getting addison back. meredith was a mere pawn in the sick game to win who he thought was the love of his life, back. maybe he wasn’t the best guy, but he was a man in love ( or so he thought--- he wasn’t quite sure what that felt like ). 

                      idly stepping into the bar, a devilish grin grew across his face. meredith grey, sitting alone at the bar. stepping up to the counter he waved two fingers for Joe to get them two rounds. sliding into the seat a smirk slid up the corners of his lips as eyes drew towards her own gaze. “Come here often?” her response was a simple eye roll and mark knew he would have to work harder. he liked a chase. maybe this wasn’t entirely to get Addison back after-all. 

                 the night went on and they talked till Joe practically kicked them out, wanting his own good nights rest.  for just a moment mark forgot about anything and everything on why he was here in Seattle and it got the better of him. leaning forward as he walked her to her car, lips connected in a short kiss, which would have been longer if meredith grey hadn’t come to her senses and pulled back. 

                                      ‘ don’t let that happen again,’ she replied, got in her car and left.

                    derek has great taste in women. 

THE SECOND KISS WAS GOODBYE...FOR NOW.

               it wasn’t a quick recovery nor was it an easy one. mark was at peace for most of it, hoping just hoping him and lexie would meet again. but they never did, even in his dreams she had disappeared. the man had always been full of jokes and kept that composure around just about everyone in the hospital... everyone but meredith grey. they were two strong souls, finding weakness in showing any sort of emotion. running from emotion and fear only to create more. he found comfort in knowing that. they never talked about it. they never admitted it. they just sat in silence, contemplating it. both knowing what each one was thinking it, but never saying it out-loud. an unspoken friendship. it was refreshing to say the least. 

                       but once mark got better he knew the best thing for him was to move out of seattle. his plan was to go back to new york, or move to where addison was. have a start over. anything was better than the pain of having to see ‘grey memorial hospital’ plastered across every window. so with a heavy heart he said his goodbye’s. derek and him sharing a brotherly hug, that almost took the air out of both of them.  a hand grasped avery’s shoulder and squeezed it tight. he was going to be a great head of plastics. 

                                and then he went to say goodbye to meredith. once again their words were brief and most interaction was unspoken. giving him a small hug she leaned forward and pressed a kiss on her cheek--- quite usual for meredith grey. 

                       he smirked and his last words before he walked out were ‘don’t let that happen again,’ 

THE THIRD KISS WAS HELLO...YOU SHOULD HAVE BEEN HERE SOONER.

                                  he should have been at the funeral. he should have been a better man. a better friend. just a better person in general. but he hadn’t been, and the surgeon flew down to seattle, took a taxi to the funeral, and never got out. he couldn’t do it. lexie dying years ago was hard enough, this, now this was impossible. it had to be untrue. derek shepherd couldn’t be dead. but he was, and mark sloan wasn’t able to accept it. he took the taxi back to the airport and headed straight back, ignoring the constant calls from ms. shepherd. he didn’t want to face anyone right. his emotions were beginning to show through, and he wasn’t fond of that at all.

                        months later the man returned to seattle, with no call ahead. he wanted to be able to cop out if he wanted to and letting people know of his arrival prevented that. stepping into the hospital after years he was shocked to see how much it had changed, it no longer held the dark tone of lexie’s death but the emptiness of derek shepherd’s vacancy.                                              ‘i’m sorry,’

                                                                                      that was the first thing he said to her the moment he locked eyes with her. he was sorry for everything. that derek had died. that she had to feel the same pain as him. that he hadn’t show for the funeral. everything.     and after moments of stern stars and a few exchanges of harsh words, she finally agreed to grab coffee with him.  a brief  hug and kiss on the cheek. 

         and for once they didn’t sit their in silence. they didn’t talk about domestic stuff, or have any small talk. they just spoke about themselves, about how they felt. it was odd and out of both of their comfort zones, but just like always it was refreshing. 

THE FOURTH KISS WAS FOLLOWED BY GUILT. 

                  he didn’t think it would end up like this. that he would fall for her in this short amount of time, that this ordeal was possible. it was so wrong but felt ever so sweet. the mere thought of her had him acting like a giddy school boy all over again, a feeling he was never expecting to have again.  he had been working out of seattle for a few months now and derek’s death was finally out of the topic of conversation for the nurses gossip. things had gone back to as normal as they could be. except mark. mark couldn’t go back to how things use to be. 

                          his arm snaked around her hip and pulled her forward. he let their lips linger for just a moment. breaths emanating from both their lips, connected. lips finally met as a hand came up to softly grasp her cheek, his whole body melting into the moment. and it wasn’t until then did he realize how much he had been longing for this. 

                        but before he knew it was over and she was walking out of the door with a demeanor that carried a different tone then his own. he tried to run after her, but she waved him away.          

          THE FIFTH KISS WAS FILLED WITH ADORATION 

           ‘is it because of derek or lexie? or are you just not feeling what i’m feeling? because if it’s the second one, i’ll stop trying, we can go back to being just friends. but meredith, if it’s the first one, i’m not letting you go. i never thought i’d feel this way about someone again. i dated after she died, or at least i tried. but it was like i had just reverted back to my old ways, where sex was replaced with love. but then when i came back, i realized it was just because i hadn’t found the right person. that right person is you. and you don’t have to feel guilty anymore.’ 

            it felt like hours the stood their in silence, hearing the crickets creek from outside. heart racing face as he wondered what she was thinking, for the first time he couldn’t tell. but soon her feet picked up and before he knew it, she was in his arms and lips were locked.  a kiss filled with adoration and love rather than hatred and guilt. 

                                                       ‘don’t let this happen again, huh?’ he smirked

// @twistedshadesofgrey

[strokemidnight-blog]

MARK SLOAN.

      ‘   you keep springing children on me, mark!   ’

[manwhxre]

            ‘because i thought we were at the point in our relationship?’ 

[manwhxre]

@seriouslytorres || Wonderwall by Oasis

“There are many things that I would like to say to you,”

[soldierheartcd]

      Following Mark’s lead, Delia began the small journey out to the hospital parking lot where the doctor’s car was waiting. Deciding that she needed to get to know him a little bit better, especially after Teddy had informed her that he would probably be around more often, she started off with a subject that the two had in common. “Mommy said that you like the Yankees a lot, but the Mariners are always gonna be the best. Did you know that my daddy used to play on their team?”

[manwhxre]

        mark pulled out the keys from his back pockets and unlocked the car, opening          the door for her. he offered a SMALL smile before raising an eyebrow as she          began to speak. always feeling on THIN ICE the moment henry was mentioned          in any sort of conversation. ‘if you’d like maybe i can take you to a game sometime?’ 

[manwhxre]

Forget Him Not || Mark and Teddy

[teddyaltmcn]

The crack of the door as he opened it resounded grim and damning through the apartment Henry had bought; the one where she now slept, alone, prey to the quelling darkness. Her white-knuckled fists hung limply at her sides, like sharp teeth in a broken jaw that were ineffectual to the fight. For once, the words deserted her as she struggled for a reason - a reason for him to stay, a reason for him to take a chance on her. It wasn’t fair; it wasn’t just - and yet, Teddy remained selfish.

And just as Mark disappeared through the doorway, the soundless whisper of her lips grew loud: “Don’t - don’t go. Please stay, Mark - please.” She spoke these words, but could give nothing in return; she spoke these words, but her heart revolted against her. Was she really willing to hurt someone she cared so deeply for over the fickleness of her broken love? Teddy knew no answer, but she knew the stubbornness that urged her to carry on.

“I care a lot about you, Mark,” Teddy confessed. “More than anyone else. It’s not the same as what I felt for Henry, but I’m trying. I’m getting there. And I won’t say the words until I know that I’m certain, but I - I promise that they’re down the road.” Three words - I love you. Were they truly lurking somewhere deep within her?

[manwhxre]

           mark could hear the small whispers growing louder and it broke his heart.            but staying with her would BREAK his heart even more, never getting the            chance to hear those three simple words again. he stopped moving and            just listened to her whispers that didn’t seem to S T O P until he turned            around and then she began speaking A G A I N. but nothing was enough            anymore, no words other than the three would be enough. guilt flushed            through his v e i n s that what she was GIVING wasn’t enough. he knew            what she was going through and the fact he got past it FASTER wasn’t            something he could HELP. but he was ready for a family, a new love, a            ending, and she wasn’t. he couldn’t help that and he couldn’t help her            anymore, not when it brought him this much pain. all the pain brought            from the fact and the fear the love would never be reciprocated. 

         “and when you find those words down the road let me know. but until then          i think we should take a BREAK. i think you need to focus on yourself right          now..maybe all this happened to soon, i rushed you. it’s fine, we’ll be fine..          but maybe we just aren’t meant to be.” mark stepped forward his ice blue          eyes grazing along hers. his hand C U P P E D the side of her cheek and          leaned in slowly pressing a soft kiss against her cheek. he left his lips          against her skin for a moment longer before pulling back and giving her           a weak smile. his voice was rusty and in a whisper as his lips parted.                                                 “goodbye teddy,” 

[answerstosatan]

     A hot flush coursed through her blood as  Mark’s hand traveled to forbidden territory,      but  she  had no time to deter or encourage him further before there was a  bump,  a      shudder, and all the warmth drained from her face. She’d been next to him, and then      she simply   wasn’t. In an attempt to protect itself, her mind shut down. Things came      in  flashes:  the plane wrenching in half,  Mark disappearing even though  he’d  been      sitting   RIGHT NEXT TO HER,   the feeling of the ground falling out from  under  her,      the  horrible  sound  of trees snapping like dry  tinder,  glass  shattering,  and  metal      squealing under the force of impact.                                 Then everything was silent and blackness overtook her.

Clang. She was imagining that sound. Clang. She was dead. She was sure of it. Clang. Everything hurt,  and  she didn’t want to open her eyes, but she forced herself.  Blurred vision slowly  cleared as  Addison  took  in  the wreckage that surrounded her.  The incessant  clanging  was  an  urgent reminder  that  she  had to get up.  Adrenaline soon filled her system and  buffered  the  pain  and weakness that ran rampant in her body.  Rising on unsteady legs,  she half-limped, half-stumbled toward the noise, panic starting to rise in her chest.  “Mark…?”  Her voice sounded strange in her ears–hollow.  “Mark!” His name rang from her throat until finally, she made her way around to the other  side  of  a large piece of fuselage.  The minute she saw him,  her  heart  stopped.  “Mark…. MARK!”  She collapsed through the last few steps to his side,  scrambling to see just how  badly he was hurt. “I’m here… I’m… I’m going to get you out of here.”

[manwhxre]

It was so normal, just a simple plane ride, something out of routine. Not once had Mark ever worried about getting on a plane and he never had the silly fears of going down in one. But now here he was, bleeding out because the one he had gone down in was crushing him now. But the thing was, he was alone, left to die with nobody by his side. Something he had felt through his whole life. Everything was still in a blur, nothing hurt which only further worried the man stuck under debris. He couldn’t quite figure out what had actually happened. Mind still filled with adrenaline unable to organize or calm the running thoughts. Barely able to see past the debris, only able to see the cold hard ground and the slight sight of the ice blue sky. Finally he heard Addison scream his name. A rush of relief fell over him and he tried to yell out but nothing broke through his lips. Leaving his wrist to clang against the debris in hopes she would find him. And she did, she always did. Hand fell to the ground releasing the rock making the clanging noise. Eyes frantically scanned her and finally his voice came to just as his mind began to lighten. “Addison...” 

[littlxgrxy-blog]

SLOAN

       [moved from here]

Lexie took her husband’s hand and looked into his eyes as they met hers.  “Hey, it’s okay. Karev checked her out she’s all good. I promise,” she smiled softly, squeezing his fingers.  She knew how much their little girl meant to him, and how nervous he was about messing up the whole parenting thing, but she also knew what an amazing  father he was to Sofia, and what a great father he would be to their daughter.  

    “Babies are built for this stuff,” she laughed.         “She’ll be just fine.”

[manwhxre]

Mark’s fingers ran along her palm looking at his wife with worried eyes hidden behind adoration. He knew he should believe her, that she was always right with this kind of stuff but he still couldn’t help as the worry remained. A worry that would only last a day or say but as a doctor he knew what a little bump could have turned into. Mark’s free hand cupped her face offering a soft smile. “What would I do without you.” 

[manwhxre]

This is where my exclusive/mains list will be, please know that everyone listed I have discussed this with. This means that all the people listed I’m a mutually exclusive/mutually mains with. Exclusive list: I will RP with no other person of that character/no duplicates. Main List: This person is my go to for that character, when I have a starter idea for our character, they are the one I will go to. Their threads come first. BUT I will RP with duplicates, meaning I can rp with other people of their character.

If you are interested in being apart of this list all you have to do is like this post.

EXCLUSIVES:

MAINS:

(pending exclusive) Ellis Grey: @shepherdlegacy

(pending exclusive) Addison Montgomery: @ifoughtforlove

Amelia Shepherd: @amelia-hurricane-shepherd

[manwhxre]

Baby RP Starters!

"I've looked up things about your symptoms.. Are you pregnant?"

"You.. You're pregnant?!"

"I'm gonna be a dad.. I'm going to be a dad!"

"I would never leave you.. I'm so excited for this baby."

"As the aunt/uncle of this baby, it is my right to spoil it."

"___ You two are not ready to have a baby, I can't believe it."

"Who's the spawn of satan? You are!"

"Either that was a really bad cramp, or I'm having contractions."

"Don't be mad at me but... I think I might be pregnant.."

"You know how you said you've always wanted a family? Well.. now we have that chance. I'm pregnant!"

"The protection didn't work, okay?! Now we're having a baby!"

"We.. We can't have a baby! Are you kidding me?!"

"Look at him/her.. She's perfect."

"If that stupid doctor tells me one more hour, i'm going to kill them!"

"Well I think you just broke my hand.."

"I lost the baby."

"We.. We lost the baby?"

"He left me when I told him..."

"What about adoption?"

"I went to the doctor.. and... well.. I don't know how to say this.."

"That one night stand was the biggest mistake of our lives.."

"I'm pregnant and I have no idea who the father is."

"I'm scared, ____! I don't know how to raise a baby!"

"What if they don't want the baby, and leave me?"

"The baby kicked!"

"It's really hard to cuddle with you when i'm this fat.."

"I'm so helpless and fat, I hate being pregnant."

"For the last time, you're not fat. You're pregnant."

"I hate you for doing this to me.."

"You're in labor?!"

"You alright? Is something wrong with the baby?"

"Shit.. hospital.. hospital now..!"

"It's a boy/girl."

"I want to name them ______"

[lexieepedia-deactivated20250208]

     the second she felt his hand against the side of her face, she      couldn’t help but lean against his touch. something about this      felt so familiar. him comforting her like this. she might have      forgotten everything but his touch was something her body      clearly remembered. it confirmed the relationship they once       had before losing her memories.

     when he took a step back and pulled away, she felt a loss,      already wanting him near her. “no.. no, don’t be sorry..” she      took a step closer to him, her hands reaching for his. “you were      right to tell me everything. i just—it was very overwhelming.“

[manwhxre]

The moment his hand reached her cheek he felt that same spark return. And old flame reignited and he knew in that moment that everything was going to be alright. She still had that look in her eyes, deep down Lexie Grey was there. And he was going to do everything in his power to find her, to bring her back. This was his chance, his second chance at true love. 

Watching her every movement, heart skipping a beat as he hands formed around his, as if they were a perfect match. “I can only imagine...” He wanted to say more, he wanted to help in anyway he could but this was uncharted territories and was at a loss of words.