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Blogging my life cause why not | Virtual Diary

[marcydyna]

If betrayal was that forgivable, the Devil would be sitting next to God rn and I think about that often.

[marcydyna]

Thinking about the time a full grown man had to look at both sides of my profile before asking me if I was Hispanic/Latina or Black.

[marcydyna]

People actually piss me off so much. Some guy, with who I assume was his wife and son, came in wanting to sign up with my gym and spent the entirety of the sign up process weaponizing his incompetence because he didn't want to do *any of it*. So here I am, giving him clear and direct instructions whenever he tries to pass his phone to me, only for him to shove his phone at his wife, fuck off to wander the gym, and make her do. *all* of it.

[marcydyna]

Are they actually that difficult to get rid of, or are you making yourself hard to avoid?

[marcydyna]

If it needed to be said,

I don't care how uncomfortable it made you. I won't be saying it any quieter.

[marcydyna]

How are you going to lie to me thinking I’ll believe you in the first place?

[marcydyna]

I've always considered myself good company. You finding it agreeable is a bonus, not the expectation

[marcydyna]

Never let a person check you who ain't getting no checks

[marcydyna]

You never wanted peace

You only wanted me not to question you when you invited chaos inside as if handing me your nightmares was going to change the fact that it was your own shadow

[marcydyna]

I may take a lot of shit from people but I know better than to take you seriously

[daily-spooky]

[marcydyna]

Understand that I will not go where I am an afterthought. If you put me in a position where I will not be valued, appreciated, or desired, I will see myself out