[yeahpriicks-blog]

Perhaps it is because someone so angelic is not meant to handle the harshness of this world. I do not wish to speak such things to such innocent ears, but if you truly do want me to tell you I must do so. There are many things a man desires, and I cannot pretend I do not desire them as well. I know that you, too, have these needs, as you so clearly demonstrated the night of the wedding. 

[margueritedegage]

You can try to hide the words, but at some point I will have to know the words either if it comes from you telling me or if I hear it from another mouth.  I know you have those desires you have brought them up before  so I do not know why you had to hide them in Russian. What exactly did I demonstrate to you on that night? I believe I only kissed you and that really doesn't show much about my needs.

[fckfitz-deactivated20150101]

I’m not sure if that’s even a considerable idea. My king, as you call them, is very strict when it comes to his children. Sadly, he wouldn’t let it happen. It’s al-right though, eventually I will see him.

[margueritedegage]

 I see, I guess Kings can be rather protective of their heirs as they are needed to keep the line going. I am sorry about that though I do hope that this doesn't last very long so you will be able to see him again, it must be hard being away from ones child for too long.

[fckfitz-deactivated20150101]

It looks like I made a terrible choice of leaving my son behind. I don’t trust the nannies, he will miss me dearly. 

[fckfitz-deactivated20150101]

[margueritedegage]

You could always send for him if you are feeling that much regret about leaving him back home, I am sure someone will gladly bring him to you if that is what you desire.

[yeahpriicks-blog]

I suppose the death would be acceptable if the case was just, although I can see where it might be a bit gruesome for a lovely lady such as yourself. It most certainly would be, you are undoubtedly correct. Like what things, you ask? Many, many things. Many things indeed. You are an intelligent woman, Marguerite DeGage, one of the many things I love about you.

[margueritedegage]

 Yes, I have never been one to handle that stuff as easily as others in this environment. That does not give me an answer except the fact that you can come up with many things, what are some of those things? I do like to think I am one.  And You Nikolai Vikhrov are an honest man, now you may prove it like you told me you would one day by answering me. What did you say in Russian?

[yeahpriicks-blog]

I cannot say I do either, though I am sure it was caused for a good reason. You do not simply bash another man’s head in with a stone for no reason. There is plenty of other things I could use to entertain myself, особенно вас. Есть много вещей, которые вы могли бы сделать, чтобы развлечь меня, солнышка.

[margueritedegage]

 I hope it was for a good reason, we do not want random men dying for no good cause that would be a horrible thing. A stone? That must have been a horrid death, I can not even imagine it.  Like what things?  I know that you said sun in that sentence, but I have no clue what else was said. I feel that since you know I do not speak your language you use it when you do not want me to hear something.

[celofaragon-blog]

"Oh, then I’ll gladly give your name to the next person who asks me to escort a guest that has something to do with his holiness. Oh - but I seem to be missing that. You are?"

[margueritedegage]

" Yes you can do that and maybe then you can find some entertainment for yourself instead of being bored of the court. My Name is Marguerite DeGage, you can tell them that name."

[yeahpriicks-blog]

I am near certain that there was a fight in the courtyard this morning and I believe I caught a glimpse of a man being bludgeoned to death. Just when I thought this court was too boring to stay at I am proved wrong.

[margueritedegage]

" Oh, I heard about that fight, I feel bad for the poor man and his family. Though I still do not know the cause of the fight. But  I would say I'd rather not have had the fight and the court be boring, or something else happen to keep you staying here."

[celofaragon-blog]

"Am I the only one that finds the company of these visitors utterly boring? Please, please tell me I have no more relatives of the Pope to escort."

[margueritedegage]

" They are not all boring though you could be talking to the wrong ones, I find that some of them can be fine. I didn't even know they were making people escort the pope's relatives around, I would have offered to help with that."

[natronanyx-blog]

"No. It is not your fault, and there is no need for you to apologize. I am at fault here, not you, my friend. You are doing a fine job, and truly I appreciate you dealing with my volatile moods.  I do not mind either way. I’ve always enjoyed things of France. What is it you wish to tell me?"

[margueritedegage]

" No, Effie do not blame yourself for this, we can just blame no one because you shouldn't put blame on yourself I do not want that for you. You deal with my s things when they come up , so it is only fair I deal with yours. Well, I may or may not be engaged , but alright let us go and get some food from the kitchens."

[ofhousemacneil-blog]

"It’s at times like these where I wonder why I was chosen for a life like this."

[margueritedegage]

"  I guess a lot of people do that when things get tough with them.Are you okay Bella?"

[natronanyx-blog]

  "I know…I am sorry, Marguerite. I know that you worry and you try to help. I do not mean to push you aside. I truly do appreciate how much you care. It means quite a bit to me. Perhaps we can make some french food? I always enjoy french cuisine. "

[margueritedegage]

" I know you do not mean to and I do not wish to make you feel bad, I just want to help you and when I can't , I just feel like I'm not doing my job as a friend. Are you sure that is what you want to do? I suppose that could be good will be good and french is much easier to find in the kitchens. I also have something to tell you Effie."

[deadlyromanoff-deactivated20160]

"Oh yes, I have been to said places. I don’t particularly mind the cold though. No, it’s perfectly okay. Do you need any extra? Or maybe I can go out and find more coats for you?"

[margueritedegage]

" The cold doesn't bother you, that is always a good quality to have if you travel often.  No, I am fine I already had some servants bring me some just in case the nights got colder, but thank you for the kind offer."

[natronanyx-blog]

"I am afraid you do not really understand. I know you have been away from France before, but is nothing like this. I do not mean to discredit your feelings, know this, I just feel as though you are not as aware as you claim to be. Perhaps it would, although I find myself less hungry than normal."

[margueritedegage]

" I know that I may not know exactly the feeling, but I like to try to think of things that would make me feel better so I can try and help you. I do not like you feeling so upset. I guess then we do not have to do that, as we do not want you forcing yourself to eat. Is there something that I could do to make you feel better?"

[natronanyx-blog]

"I am feeling rather homesick and quite lonely. I grow tired of being here and it would seem this journey has brought me nothing but sorrow. I do not wish to be here much longer."

[margueritedegage]

" I know it is tough to be away from home for so long, but maybe these talks will start getting more on top of tings and it will be worth. Would it help if we got the cook to make something  Scottish  and we could talk until you feel better?"

[cecilialarussi-blog]

"You’d think with everything going on, that there’d be a little more action and events around court. I think the only thing that’s kept me going is the thought of snow, even if the cold is playing with my health but that is completely manageable."

[margueritedegage]

"  Yes it does seem like things have been slowing down recently and nothing is going on. Though I feel that could change at any moment or at least I do hope.Oh, you are sick,  are you feeling a bit better today?"

[yeahpriicks-blog]

I suppose I can understand your frustration with me, however I would never wish to take advantage of you in such a way. I care very much for you and I would never forgive myself for taking your innocence away in such a manner. People speak of me as though I have no respect for women, but it is the contrary. I truly care for you and I wish to treat you the best way I possibly can. Although it is hard to restrain myself around you, I know that it is not right to take you before we are wed. I fear that I wish to be your husband far more than you realize. I have known since the moment I laid eyes on you that you were different from all the women in the court. I could not keep you off of my mind, and when I tried to avoid thinking of you it only made the thoughts increase. I knew that in coming here I would find my bride, but never could I imagine someone so perfect. Fear not, Marguerite, for you shall never loose me as long as you wish to have me. I have every reason to boast. You are soon to be my wife, and there is nothing to feel except pride and gratefulness. Very few men are lucky to find women such as yourself, and I have not only found you, but also made you my own.

[margueritedegage]

It was something that had reason, though maybe not the best reason to be frustrated at you. Though I should not have been as upset as you were doing it for the right reasons. I guess it was only frustrating because someone else would have done it knowing I was okay and not thinking about how I would  feel about it later. I should probably thank you instead of getting frustrated , but you will get that in time. People think that because you are apart of a trinity that is known to be unholy and wanted to have a bastard army.  Maybe I wish to be your wife more than you realize.  I am sorry that I invade your mind so much it seems like that would be hard to go throughout your day without being able to think of much else.   I am sure that you will feel other emotions later on when other things about the wedding come up.That you did do, though  I do not think you could have seen yourself having trouble with doing that.

[lucretiaofengland]

The letter demands me to leave court. To return back to England before snow fall. If not, my head would be placed on a stick.

Of course the letter contains more details, but that was really all it. 

[margueritedegage]

They threatened your life? Is there any clues on there as to who might have sent such a horrible thing to you? Catalina we must tell someone, maybe we should go to King William about this and see if he can offer extra protection.