strictly 18+ minors dni real name is Zach im a trans mtf 28 y/o who has been on hormones for 10 years. I've recently gotten so into detransition kink stuff that I feel like I actually wanna take the plunge! he/him homoflexible. if you're an mtf boy or a gay man, i wanna chat!
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Been debating if I should write this, but fuck it!
(Triggerwarning for hella toxic irl relationship and abuse)
When I was 19, I actually thought I was a lesbian! I was absolutely sure I was only into women. I found men repulsive tbh because of a lot of previous experiences.
I had a girlfriend at the time that was 28 (which was a huge red flag in itself lol) that I met at a pride event and we lived in her apartment.
I was a full blown dyke. Ate pussy like a good girl, did everything to please her, let her do everything she wanted to me, etc. I was completely in love.
And one day I come home from school and literally catch her cheating on me with a man. I was completely devastated.
I immediately bolted out the door to a friends place and stayed there for a few days and when she came to apologize it sounded more like the apologized for me catching them and not for her cheating on me in the first place.
But oh well. As she always said, she was older and usually right. And I loved her.
So we actually start dating again, I go back to her place (where all my shit still is) and during date night, we drink quite a lot. And she goes:
"You know what will fix this? You fucking the same guy I did! That way we will be even!". I laugh and tell her no, but she literally texts him to come over.
We keep drinking and at some point he rings on our door. She lets him in, he starts drinking with us and I'm like "????? A man? Here? In my safespace?"
Eventually, she starts groping me and I'm torn between being horny for her and the guy sitting there. And then he just joined. At first I felt like I'm gonna puke.
She told me it was okay and that I will see that sometimes good cock is worth it.
They start undressing me, she bends me over our living room table and kisses me while he starts fucking me from behind.
I cried a few times while he fucked me but holy shit.
That feeling of him just pounding into me while I'm crying, her holding my face and telling me I'm a good girl for taking him, her pushing my face between her legs while he's sliding into me.
Jesus.
I've been chasing that feeling ever since. I've pleasured myself to that memory so many times.
I think back to it and get horny again. All the time. The things I'd do to feel that exact thing again. The intensity and all.
Needless to say, my next relationship was with a guy. I was all over that dick lmao.
Make out with your fakeboy's pussy. Lock your lips against her big fat pussy lips and kiss her. Shove your tongue in her hole and swirl it around. Moan into her as you keep going. Suck and maybe nibble on her lips a little. She won't think she's a boy by the time she's squirting her juices everywhere.
reminder: if you're a fakegirl and don't like your "deadname" you can always find a better male name to use! just because your original name seems bad and ugly to you doesn't mean you have to avoid using a boy's name!
like mine, felix, may not be my legal name, but it's still good because i'm affirming myself as a cute femboy, rather than avoiding masculinity entirely by pretending to be a girl...
At risk of being left hanging, let's see if we can't start a reblog chain admitting all our real names. I love real names do much, they're so hot, I wanna know as many as I can. Even if you're oit and proud with yours like I am, maybe the shyer ones will see it's okay if they see more of us <3
So to start, my real name growing up was Jamie. However, I think James is more suited to the unambiguous boy I'm becoming.
"Sorry, I'm really glad we met. You definitely helped me out a ton.... after this semester ends next week, though..." Courtney bit her lip.
"What's the matter? You make it sound like you're going away," Dan said.
"Ummmm, I'm detransitioning."
"What!? But why? You're gorgeous."
"I know, I've just been thinking a lot about it..... My parents have really been pressuring me. They were supportive when I started transitioning way back when. But.... Now that they see me as a grown woman, posting pics online, they really regret indulging my fantasies. They're kinda embarrassed by me and I don't blame them...."
"That's ridiculous, it's not like you're going to clubs or getting fucked every other night....."
Courtney blushed, looking away. "I, well, actually.... have an OF and a secret Instagram. My parents found it. I hate to ruin what you think of me, but I do go out and have lots of sex. You've never wondered about all the marks I'm always trying to hide on my neck and my breasts? I have some pretty bad strangle marks as you can see." The demure girl showed Dan.
"Wow.... Jesus, but seriously? You're detransing over being a bit horny?"
"Oh.... I thought you might be mad! I figured you might have a crush on me." She cleared her throat. "Guys get weird about that stuff." She bit her lip coyly. "I'm detransitioning because, I dunno.... it kinda sounds like fun?"
"So it's not just your parents?"
"What? I mean, they really, really want me to detrans. Same with like half our professors, my therapist, and everyone my parents tell that I'm detransitioning."
"They actually do that?"
"Every time we go out. They introduce me to our waitress or whoever's at the desk of our hotel when we check in. They'll be like, 'This is Courtney. She was actually born a boy and she's detransitioning very soon. So you can call him whatever you want.' It makes me kinda hard to see their faces light up, congratulating me on 'being honest with myself' and deciding to live as a guy. Then they always have some anecdote about their friend or daughter who used to be trans, that they were drop dead gorgeous like me, big boobs, and they decided to detransition and now you'd never know they looked like a girl. Like..... it's supposed to be super reassuring I won't resemble a girl at all."
"Wow, that's crazy, but I can see it. You'll look great as a man."
"Awww thanks. I really am excited, It's not just my parents but I, well, fantasize about detransitioning a lot. I jerk off every night imagining what it must be like to start taking testosterone, to lose my breasts." Courtney got a bit nervous. "Shaving my head. Growing loads of body hair. Um.... may I show you something?"
"Sure. What is it?"
Courtney unbuttoned her jeans. She showed him somewhat thick hair leading to her navel. Blushing, like a little strip tease routine, she turned, pulling down her jeans and panties. She spanked her plump, feminine ass, only.... it was covered in hair. She spread her ass, it was thick with hair; Dan couldn't even see her anus. "I've been bad..... I went off my estrogen and blockers a few months ago and this happened. My voice is getting a bit deeper.... but I voice trained so people wouldn't notice."
"Wow, you're already sprinting to that point of no return, huh? Where you won't look remotely like a girl?"
She giggled. "Guilty.... guys still fuck me but tell me I look like a man down there..... It makes me so fucking hard."
"Shit, you've really gone and decided to ruin your body, huh? You know how many trans girls would love to look like you?"
"I know, that's what makes it so hot....."
"Well, maybe I have a secret, too."
"Oh?"
"You know how you said you thought I have a crush on you....?"
"Yeah...."
"Well, I'm actually gay."
Courtney blushed a deep red. "Oh my god, I never would've guessed!"
"Seeing you with a fat, hairy ass like that honestly.... that's the first you ever managed to turn me on."
"So..... I'm guessing you want me to detrans now, too?"
"Sure. If it means I get to feed the fuck out of you and watch you get huge and hairy. I can already picture you bald with a beard, chest hair, a massive round hairy gut."
Courtney's cock stiffened up, her breaths trembled. "Is that right? Shit..... We should tell my parents the good news. I wonder how they'll feel about seeing me get extremely fat....?"
"I'm sure they'll like it more than having a slutty fakegirl for a son with a pair of giant udders."
"I know, these things have to go asap. Um, what else can I do? I'm kinda new to this whole being a guy thing."
"You'll be a natural, I'm sure. It's what you're supposed to be anyway. To start of..... how about I shave your head? My buddy takes testosterone supplements and body building powder, I'll see if he can hook you up."
"Thanks so much, Dan.... you always know just how to help me out."
bdsmlr has become like unusably bad. its a shame theres no more porn blogging websites that everyone knows about, ones that are actually safe for queer people. i like being horny and i dont think i can do it here as well as i can on bdsmlr. welp
Being called a cute boy actually makes me completely melt oh my god. I genuinely get so flustered, its soso much better than any of the compliments I get as a 'woman'