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Beck’s home was an eclectic mix of things that his father had left behind after he died, some of his mother’s things, taken out of storage a couple of years back, and his own trinkets and photos from traveling around, his collection having steadily grown. On the wall directly in front of the front door, there were some photos from his childhood but mostly photos from his travels, cheesy pictures in front of the world’s biggest thermometer, holding beers on the beach with fireworks exploding behind him and his friend, kissing one of several flings he’d had while he was on the road. While they were often associated with painful memories, they were also times when he’d been happy, and Beck was learning how to take the bad with the good. They were a reminder that everything in life was a balancing act, and it was rarely as easy as categorizing things into wonderful or terrible. However, the most prominent feature of his home was stacks and stacks of records, piled up wherever there was room, along with an entire bookshelf of cassette tapes, scattered around the record player with a gaping mouth, a Dizzy Gillespie record still balanced on the turntable. In essence, his home reflected him: a mix of contradictions, all drowned out by a constant stream of music. “Okay, yeah, let’s hear it,” he said with an encouraging smile. She seemed shy, which certainly wasn’t a problem for Beck—he’d worked with students who barely said a word, and most of the time, they ended up being better than the ones who would talk his ear off. He tilted his head, watching her hands carefully before taking his pencil out from behind his ear so he could make some marks on her music. “Here and here, I think it might be easier if you try this fingering,” he said, labeling the notes with numbers that corresponded to her fingers. “And make sure not to forget the accelerando here,” he added, circling the notation in the music.” He bit the inside of his cheek before remembering to offer some encouragement as well. “It looks like you aren’t too rusty, though—that was pretty good,” he said with a reassuring smile.
Mariah had been in the midst of playing when she saw his movement out of her peripheral vision. He was taking notes. Taking notes on her playing. She hoped it was good things. She had been practicing after all. She hadn’t breathed since after starting so she took a deep breath once she was finished instantly slumping and relaxing a bit into the piano bench that she was sitting on. She pressed her lips together tightly as he told her the things that she had done wrong with the piece. She knew that she hadn’t touched a piano in a very long time up until a few weeks ago, but it still upset her that she didn’t get things right. He complimented her and she shrugged. “I’ll be better next time. I...I will practice after work.” she told him with a firm nod. Looking around his house, it did seem a bit disheveled. There were all kinds of trinkets and photos along with a huge amount of records all over. Apparently, he liked records. “You have a lot of records...Records collect dust which harms the quality of them.” She had read that in a magazine at the doctor’s office. Probably wasn’t the right thing to say when first meeting her teacher. “I...I’m sorry. I...” she said shaking her head before looking around. “Is there something...something that you would like me...to play?” she asked softly.
















