marija

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the absolute last thing that I want is to marry a man that just sees me as a pair of flesh to be used

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too heartless for the emotional too emotional for the heartless

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A plea to God

And here I stand

Between heaven and hell

A mere mortal

Carrying the weight of my sins.

Kneeling, I say

"My dear Lord, I am so tired

Take away this wretched sickness in my head

Take away my desire to completely perish

Take away these unfortunate circumstances that make me feel as though I am in the most fiery parts of hell already

How long do I have to pray for peace in my home for it to finally happen?

How long do I have to pray not to be shunned by society for it to finally happen?

My dear Lord, if you can hear me

My devotion to you may be on and off

And I understand why you might not want to listen

But for once, please do.

My dear Lord,

It is all useless

My knees are purple and green

The ache is unbearable

I will get up from the ground now."

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Maybe we're meant to be, or maybe I've painfully deluded myself to the point of no return.

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Always the writer, never the muse It seems I ought to stop waiting for the role reversal

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Movie idea

Movie where an eastern European girl goes to LA to get her long distance ex back. We see her visit the Hollywood sign, the walk of fame etc. She then goes to her ex boyfriend's workplace and we see her awkwardly ask around for him. She goes workplace location by workplace location but he isn't there. She then goes to a few places like Starbucks or a mall to unwind and her name gets constantly mispronounced. We see this in multiple scenes. She's obviously annoyed but quietly accepts it. Later that day it starts to rain so she hides in a random cake shop. Turns out it's where her ex's ex girlfriend works. The girl and the ex girlfriend talk about the guy. It's a girls support girls type of situation. The ex girlfriend reveals where he actually lives and the couple finally meet irl. He lets her in. It's a little awkward but they're still friendly and jokey around each other. Once she finally sits down on his couch it's a quiet moment and he then says her name and pronounces it perfectly. She replies "You know....I always liked the way you said my name". They share a loving look, smiling at each other.

FADE TO BLACK

(HOLLYWOOD HIRE ME PLEASE)

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We're both ghosts in each other's stories, unable to stop haunting one another

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Heart

And so I hold your heart in my hands

It immediately stopped beating once I tore it out of you

The silence is eerie

With the only thing making a sound being the blood

trickling down my hands and dripping on the floor.

"Oh god

What have I done?"

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the sad reality of a poet is their muse never reading the poems they've inspired

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I want someone to be in love with me so deeply to the point where they want to crawl inside my mind and live there just so they can understand me better

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Everywhere

You're everywhere

I see your name constantly

I hear your favorite songs all the time

I dream of you every night

You're everywhere

I can't stand it

You're everywhere

just not with me

Not in my arms

Nowhere to be seen

Nowhere to be heard

But you're still

everywhere

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Uncut string

I can't bring myself to cut the string tied to you.

My hand has gotten tired from holding the scissors for so long

And the worst part is I can't see you.

Your face is hidden in the shadows

I can't see if your eyes glow with love when you see me

Or if you feel utter disgust by the sheer thought of me

I can only see my part of the string

After all these months, it's still uncut.

Please I beg of you

Step out of the shadows and find me again

And convince me to never cut it

Because there will be no need to

You'll be here

And I'll be in your arms again

Instead of holding these heavy scissors.

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poetry meme (by me)

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It's New Year's eve

Yet I haven't felt my heart beat since April

The night we parted ways

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