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link click, the summer hikaru died

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link click summer when hikaru died redraw

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Shiguangify your yoshikaru but make it painful

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god fucking damn it it’s the ultimate black hair/white hair anime boy duo crossover and now I have to sob until I throw up

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I’ve really loved the Vampire AU you are writing! It’s so fun to read a fic that combines two of my current obsessions!

AHHH THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! This means the world to me, you don’t even know… Anyone who’s been reading, it means so much! Thank you!!

Ch. 5 is up now!!!! It’s very long and very angsty and very bloody as any vampire au should be!!!

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"Even if I could hold onto who I am fer long enough to get my soul, mortals can't pass through the gates of hell." Hikaru sat back, a wave of calm seeming to pass over him, as if he had come to a decision. "And I ain't ever goin' somewhere you can't follow." 

For a moment, Yoshiki could only stare at him. Then a fresh wave of tears assulted his eyes, and he pulled Hikaru into his arms. 

"Promise me," Yoshiki whispered. "Promise." 

Hikaru hugged him back, his voice choked with tears. "I promise." 

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The feeling of his blood leaving his dying body had been like nothing he had ever felt before. He felt it now, all over again. The darkness and terror, the warmth and pleasure, the feeling of letting go of himself entirely. 

Giving himself—his blood, his body, his life—to Hikaru, a monster. 

Yoshiki clasped a hand over his mouth, stifling his scream, as the truth he had been trying to deny since waking this morning completely unmade him. 

I liked it, he thought. I let a monster drink my blood and I liked it. 

So what the hell does that make me? 

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"I can feel it," Hikaru breathed, looking somehow both afraid and mesmerized. "I can feel yer blood." 

"You can… feel it?" 

"Yeah," Hikaru said softly. "It's warm." 

"And it's… not always like that?" murmured Yoshiki. "Like… in the past, when you've…" 

"No," Hikaru said. "It's never… felt like this before." 

"What does it… normally feel like?" 

"Like sustanence. Like somethin' to keep ya from dyin'," muttered Hikaru, shrugging his shoulders limply. He looked up, meeting Yoshiki's eyes with wide, red ones. "But with you, it's like… it's like feelin' alive." 

Yoshiki's heart pounded. "Alive?" 

"Yeah," Hikaru breathed, his pupils dilating. "It's like… Yoshiki, I can feel ya inside of me." 

vampire hikaru drinks yoshiki's blood for the first time

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Soft laughter and hot breath on his neck. "Yoshiki… ya sound so pretty beggin' me to kill ya." 

Flashes of white hair tangled in his fingers. Red eyes peering up at him through the darkness. His own hands roaming over cold, pale skin. Heat and sweat and blood all over his body. 

"So do it then," said Yoshiki. 

A bloody smirk. "No."

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"Ya ain't turnin', Yoshiki. Yer heart's beatin', ain't it? Listen." 

Yoshiki stared at him, blinking slowly. 

He put a weak, weary palm against his own chest, feeling the rapid beat of his pulse. Ba-dum, ba-dum, ba-dum. He thrummed with life—each beat of his heart like a drumbeat, steady and constant, as it pumped warm blood through his veins. Life—it was there, just beneath his fingertips, telling him exactly what he was. 

Human. 

tshd vampire au where yoshiki freaks out thinking he's turning into a vampire after Hikaru drinks his blood

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Hikaru sat at the opposite end, drenched in red light. "I wanna kill ya, Yoshiki." 

Yoshiki smiled. "Okay." 

Hikaru was on top of him now, pinning his hands to the bed. "Yer sick in the head," Hikaru said, grinning his fanged smirk and narrowing his glowing, red eyes. "Ya want me to?" 

"Yeah," Yoshiki said. "It feels good." 

Hikaru laughed, then drew one finger across Yoshiki's chin, tilting his head to the left. Hikaru leaned in close, his lips brushing against the skin of Yoshiki's neck. "Then I'll kill ya slow, Yoshiki. I'll make it feel so good. And then… I'll turn ya. And we'll both be monsters." 

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Hi hi hi!

I've been following your TSHD vampire AU~

It's very interesting, I'm sooo intrigued with the plot!

I found out about it fairly recently, so is there a schedule for updates? No pressure, though!! I just need to know how their stories will unfold so :3 sharing appreciation and love for your fic!! ❤️

Wow this literally made my day! I’m cranking out chapter 5 AS WE SPEAK. There’s no schedule but it won’t be long now! Here’s a little preview for ya and anyone else who’s been keeping up!

After having almost lost control and killed Yoshiki the first time, vampire Hikaru tells him he’s never going to suck his blood again. Little does Hikaru know that Yoshiki loved the feeling and aches for more, but can’t possibly tell him the truth…

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IT’S MORE THAN JUST A HAIRCUT!!! Yoshiki has said before that the reason he keeps his bangs long despite everyone telling him to cut them was because he likes to hide his face. He has also admitted that he feels the need to hide who he really is, and that he sees himself as a monster. The bangs are how he hides. The bangs, which he has always been so stubborn about keeping long, symbolize the choice to hide his true self behind a veil. SO THE FACT!! THAT HE MAKES THE DECISION TO CUT THEM!! HOLDS SIGNIFICANCE!! He has grown and learned so much about himself in his time with Hikaru that perhaps, like Hikaru, he has decided to be okay with what he is. Cutting his bangs symbolizes acceptance and courage. It symbolizes that Yoshiki doesn’t want to hide who he is anymore. It symbolizes his choice to live. It’s more than just a haircut.

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“your friend is dead, and their corpse is inhabited by something only you can see for what it truly is" is already good horror. but "you begin to love the thing that wears their face"? the blasphemy of it. terror turning into desire. grief turning into longing. being enticed by what should repel you. it twists the knife deeper, because the horror is not based on deception anymore. the fear comes from recognizing the monster in its raw form and finding beauty there. you're not clinging to scraps of your friend, you're surrendering to something other, something wrong, and loving it. you're not holding onto a ghost of the past, it’s the monster itself that you choose

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#Yoshikaru Week 2025, Submission 1 of 2 for Day 1, Yoshiki's Poem! Prompt: Searching for you, (I found you, but you weren't there) [Extra: sick, hollow, rain].

SHIVER.

You and I were never warm again

After that night.

When I found you

Deep inside that storm-sieged forest

You were already gone.

My heart is still there with you

Dead, caught in that moment

But my body is here with you

Cold, wrapped in your arms.

Even now

You hold me while I tremble

And the heat outside warms the earth

Yet I feel frozen

And you can't thaw these iced over wounds.

The chill from that night remains

The emptiness in your eyes remains

The icy feeling of your skin on mine remains

The twilit sky that's watching us remains

The window I left open last night…

The cold remains.

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#Yoshikaru Week 2025, Submission 2 of 2 for Day 1, "Hikaru''s Poem! Prompt: Searching for you, (I found you, but you weren't there) [Extra: sick, hollow, rain].

FEVER.

Something has made you sick

And I'm powerless against it.

I feel your heart fluttering anxiously

As your body fights back

Fending off whatever this bold illness is.

I try to stay calm

But I don't want to lose you.

Your suffering is something I can't swallow

But I know getting hurt is part of living.

I don't like it

But I have to accept it.

I can't stay in these stanzaical lines on my own

I need you to guide me

These rules that others make

Which we are meant to follow

I hate them

But I love you.

I try to obey them

But won't fit properly without you.

There's nothing else to do right now

Except hope that the tempestuous battle inside of you

Ends quicker than the diluvial storm

Outside your open window.

Rest well

For I am with you now

And forever.

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Yoshiki could feel the blood leave his body with every suck. It was slow and even like the tide. Rolling in, pulling out. Rolling in, pulling out. He felt every cell in his blood rushing through his body and down his arm towards Hikaru's mouth. Slow and even, Yoshiki's blood left him, rolling in, pulling out, and it ached.

Yoshiki grabbed the back of Hikaru's neck and pressed his wrist into Hikaru's teeth.

More, he thought.

yoshiki realizing he's a masochist ?? in my vampire au ?? it's more likely than u think !