MarleyMark

Life replicates art Poetry is the blood from the soul

[leafsea]

[marley-mark33]

The importance of you

Is anything in this world original?

I listen to songs and recognize the melody or lyrics from other songs

I recognize cities or towns I’ve never been to before

I meet people who act very similar to friends I had in the past

But I guess nothing is the exact same

You’ll never be able to create the same painting twice

People fine different meanings to songs

Everyone sees the world differently

So maybe you are special

Because you can bring new things into the world

It could be art

Or even a new perspective

No matter what it is

It’s important

You are important

[marley-mark33]

TW:self harm

Skin and scars

I’m in the room alone they are outside laughing blood dripping down my wrists oh I never thought I would do it in a place like this

They could walk in but they don’t because they don’t know even if they did would they or would they act like they don’t hear

I try to hide it in the halls I wonder if they all see no they don’t care they don’t even consider that it’s them doing this to me

-MarleyMark

[marley-mark33]

Dandelions

Dandelions are like the sun, moon, and stars

When she first blooms she is bright, beautiful, and yellow

Then she is serene, etherial, and white But not for long

Because after you whisper your wish they are stars from her blowing into the wind

Starting new life and new wishers for others

-Marley Mark

[marshmallow135]

Ugliest/Pretties

pumpkins at the patch

By ugly/pretty I mean they are all beautiful but more people will say they’re ugly. I find mold and rot very pretty visually and symbolically. They’re always left behind, no one wants them, but it’s the peoples fault they’re that way. If someone would have taken them before the rot then they would be able to be loved, but now it’s too late everyone walks by looking down to see how ugly they look. I think people can relate to that. Most of the time people become a “bad”person because they were treated badly. Like in the song selfish by Solya “I’m just a crazy bitch that’s what they all say but this is who you made me this is who I’ll stay”

[marley-mark33]

This is my other account just wanted to share this on here too 💗

[terrorignitis]

Juansen Dizon, i am the architect of my own destruction

[nixscriptum]

[vexheart]

[moonlitsadnessstuff]

turns out

you weren’t special,

just familiar.

i thought i wanted you

but really i wanted the feeling

of almost being chosen.

i learned early

that love came with conditions,

so my nervous system

thinks maybes are romantic.

push & pull felt cute

because that’s what felt safe.

it wasn’t love,

it was dopamine doing parkour

every time you pulled away.

anyway.

i clocked the pattern.

healed a little.

stopped romanticizing the chase.

still soft.

just not stupid anymore.

[terrorignitis]

Juansen Dizon, i am the architect of my own destruction

[marley-mark33]

I feel so much I started to feel nothing

I feel numb and nauseous

[vexheart]

This

[marley-mark33]

TW: self harm

To be hurt is to be seen

I used to wish horrible things on to myself not before I could stop myself mid thought and shame me for being so selfish

I wish to be hurt

There are people out there who are actually hurt who would give anything to be like you, who would be ashamed if they knew what you wished on yourself

How dare you want to be hurt

Maybe if I take one too many pills? What if I stand a little too close to the road? How long can I really go without water?

How to be hurt

You know I might have OCPD. Wait what does ODD mean, could I have it? That really sounds like me. I can’t wait to be diagnosed.

Am I already hurt

I should cut in a more visible spot next time. I’ll wear shorts today so people can see my scars. God I wish I had the guts to cut deeper.

See I told you I’m hurt

I need to ack more sad around them. If I’m quiet they will ask if I’m okay. Just keep your head down. I’m failing classes maybe they will see the change. I haven’t responded in the group chat in a while.

I need to ack more hurt

Why can’t they see I’m hurt. I’ve done all this just to be seen why am I not seen. Someone please just help me please see me. I can’t do this anymore. I need to be more hurt I need to be seen.

-Marley Mark